"Hey - Castiel," Whispered Adam, drunk, attracted to the man and fuelled by the curiosity of the young. The angel swung round at his name then closed his eyes and gripped at the bed to keep himself from falling as the room spun.
"How d'you get ridofthis?" The dark-haired man slurred, flapping a hand in no particular direction. A lightbulb went off in Adam's mind and he edged closer, leaning forward and pressing his mouth to the man's carefully, taking in the feel of Castiel's mouth - which was so soft - and which tasted of beer. He leaned back, unsatisfied but guilty as the angel swayed gently on the spot.
"Didn't work..." Cas muttered, not seeming to gauge the implication of the kiss. Adam laughed affectionately and ruffled Castiel's hair, rising to his feet to get the man some water, and whatever food they had left. He emptied a glass of alcohol and refilled it in the sink, took a big swig of it himself, then topped it back up. Rumaging around in the bags he found half a packet of crisps and some burger-buns, the blonde took these over to the bed and held out the tumbler to the angel.
"Drink this - it's just water, it'll help." Castiel accepted it doubtfully, but took a sip.
"No, drink it all in one go, I'll get you some more. Go on!" He coaxed, and the dark-haired man drained the cup. Adam whisked it away and was back in seconds with it full again.
"It'll take effect eventually, if you eat something it'll help too." The angel picked up the crisps experimentally and sniffed them, poking his fingers in and retrieving one from it's depths. He placed it in his mouth and chewed slowly, concentrating.
"Hm." Was the result, and he chose a second one, before nibbling at a bread bun. Adam smiled, thinking how adorable this man was before flicking through the channels for something to watch while he sobered up a bit. Settling on 'The Late Show' and leaning back against the wall. He alternated between Castiel making his way through the bun the show until the programme had finished, then he decided to test the angel's sobriety by shuffling along the bed and capturing the man with his arms, pulling him back towards his chest and placing his legs either side to allow for a more intimate capacity.
"How are you feeling? Better?" He whispered into the man's ear. Castiel closed his eyes and leant back into the embrace, his head tipped onto Adam's shoulder.
"Yes," He replied, more clearly than last time, "I think so. The room has stopped...moving." The blonde wrapped his arms more firmly around the man's torso. It felt so good to hold someone, the feeling of Castiel so close, so warm...it was comforting. He hadn't realised he'd missed hugs so much. The angel's hair smelt of different things: smoke, fresh air, was that blood? There was also some of the motel room in there too, a very human smell. He should let go, he thought, and loosened his grip to retreat back to the wall, but as he started to move, Castiel turned around and faced him while they were still close. His eyes held more awareness in them, and more confusion.
"What was that?"
"What?" Adam forced out, feeling quite ashamed of himself.
"That." The dark-haired man lifted his arms and looked at them in consternation before miming an embrace.
"A...hug?" Stuttered the blonde.
"Hug...," Repeated the angel to himself, he tilted his head to the side and looked so damn endearing again, "Show me? It makes me feel...better." Adam was nervous as he leaned in and hugged the man again. Castiel returned the hug aukwardly, but unsure how to increase the proximity, was doubly confused when they parted. Adam couldn't help but laugh at the angel's dilema when he just sat there looking disappointed.
"I don't, I -."
"The hug, right, Ok, Castiel - take off your shoes."
"My shoes?" The dark-haired man looked at his feet doubtfully.
"Yes - infact-." The blonde got off the bed and crouched down to help. Shoes off, he considered the angel.
"Okay, now just your jacket..." He helped the man out of the suit and then beckoned him further up the bed. He himself was still in his t-shirt and jeans. It would do.
"What-."
"Just kind of get up onto the bed, yeah - and sit like...that." He arranged Castiel into a cross-legged position with his back to the blonde.
"Right, stay there..." He edged up behind him and encircled the angel in his arms and legs again so they were pressed chest-to-back.
"Better?" Whispered Adam, his heart thumping in fear with the gorgeous man so close...ass way too near to his groinal area. Nope, nope, stop that thought RIGHT now.
There was silence for a long moment as both men revelled in the intimacy and Castiel sighed in contentment, head falling back against Adam's collarbone, hands coming up to cover the blonde's arms.
"Yes..." Agreed the dark-haired man, "This feels...safe." The younger man closed his eyes, becoming increasingly aware of the contact between them, every part of their bodies that touched, the heat of Castiel's skin through the thin material of his shirt, the cooler touch of the angel's hands on his bare arms. He breathed in deep, again, the man's scent. As he breathed out onto Castiel's neck, the angel shivered.
"That feels...nice." Adam did it again and the angel sighed and tilted his head to expose more of his smooth neck for the blonde's attention. He breathed out slowly, directing the moist air onto the angel's skin. He felt the older man take a large breath, felt his hands tighten on his arms. Unable to resist Adam placed a warm kiss on the side of the man's neck, letting his mouth linger so that the action was combined with some more heated air. Castiel took an uneven breath himself, his eyes still closed .
"Was that...alright?" Murmered Adam, lips inches away from the angel's skin.
"Y-yes, I...my body, I'm not sure I should be...but yes, it feels...nice-." He was forced to gasp in a hasty breath as Adam took it as a go-ahead and reapplied his lips to Castiel's neck, flicking out his tongue to taste the sensitive area, massaging it, then moving his mouth down to the juncture between the man's neck and shoulder, pulling back the shirt collar for easier access. The angel moved slightly, taking deep breaths.
"What's...what's that, I am feeling-." It was too easy to almost drag the loose shirt off one shoulder completely and press his mouth to a delicate collarbone, but this was getting a bit out of control...the blonde sat up, turned on despite himself at the man's reactions. He couldn't...you couldn't seduce an angel, it was just.
"You-you stopped!" The man-angel sounded puzzled, but more desparate, "What was that sensation...it felt-."
"Good?" Adam decided to give it to him straight, "Did you feel like you wanted...more?" There was a strangled pause as the angel was shocked into silence. Then he spoke, but it was barely a whisper.
"Yes." The blonde extracted his arms from around the man's chest and pulled away a little bit so the dark-haired man could come to his own conlusion about what he wanted.
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"This vessel...it reacts, I feel, it MAKES me feel - odd. Warm. Confused. My heart rate has increased, my breathing, I can't CONTROL-."
"But this is YOU isn't it? I mean this," Adam took hold of Castiel's arms and shook him gently, "It's you in there, you're the one feeling everything, reacting to...everything?!" The blonde was scared that the angel was backing out because it wasn't him, it was whatever man he was possessing, but that couldn't be the case?! It was Castiel, the angel Castiel who was staring back at him with wide blue eyes, dark hair mussed, mouth looking ridiculously inviting as it hung ajar with amazement.
"Isn't it?" Pleaded Adam, moving his hands to the angel's. Castiel blinked a few times, closed his mouth, looked down at their linked hands, down at his body.
"Y-yes, I think so, but-."
"Then stay still." The angel obeyed and the blonde slowly leaned in, giving the man enough of a chance to refuse him before he covered that soft mouth with his. He ran his tongue over the bottom lip lightly then moved away, keeping a minimal distance between them as he gauged the reaction in Castiel's eyes.
"That's a kiss." He stated plainly.
"I believe I've heard of it..." The angel murmured. His voice was so low, gravelly. As though he had a bad cold.
"So...?" Adam leaned in again. This time the dark-haired man tilted his head up to receive him, lips fitting perfectly to his. Adam tried hard to control himself, moving his mouth carefully to show Castiel how to kiss. The angel mimicked his actions with great concentration as he attempted to return the kiss. The blonde needed the man to actually open his mouth and get the show on the road so he reached down to the dark-haired man's crotch and grasped lightly. The dark-haired man startled and he gasped in some air as his lower body reacted to the blonde's attention. Adam took the opportunity and dipped his tongue into the angel's mouth, finding Castiel's and nudging encouragingly. Getting over his original shock, the dark-haired man responded in kind tentatively but with increasing passion as his hands found the blonde's face and he ran slender hands through his hair, one hand cupping the young man's neck as the other trailed over his chest, curving around his ribs.
"Wow," Acknowledged Adam as they parted briefly to breathe, "You're an amazing kisser."
"Thankyou...as are you," Castiel reached up to touch the blonde's swollen mouth, a smile hinting at his own, "Such a simple thing-.." Adam let out a noise of mock anger and pushed the angel back onto the mattress, pinning his hands at either side of his head.
"You are SO - Frustrating, so...gorgeous -." They moved simultaneously as Adam bent to regain contact with Castiel's lips and his own, the angel just as keen as their mouths met in a delicious, sensuous kiss that left both men breathless and flushed.