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I arrived back home and pulled out Nix from within my jacket. I went to a public school just on the edge of Wales where I lived and hated it. But today was Saturday so I didn't have to worry for another day. I set my ipod on again and the end of The Bird and the Worm played

All alone
he's holding his breath half to death
Terrified to save his life
he crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm from a bird X2
Crawls like a worm X2
From a bird

That's just how I felt now crawling like a worm from a bird; I knew there was abigger chance of them finding me than me escaping. I didn't know who they were but I knew they were serious and serious about doing something to me. I went to bed singing along with 'Just like heaven by the cure and the one bit I always remebered

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me

It always made me think if this is how my parents felt when I was took away were they drowned deep inside because they were never to see me again? Probably not.
I fell asleep and woke up feeling a little better. I knew what I wanted to do so I checked my ipod had full charge, packed my speakers, my guitar, a notebook and a drawing pad before checking my pens and markers were still inside.

I got off the bus in mainstreet Cardiff the only place that no one knew me and I could express myself freely in song and dance. I first set up my things before getting my guitar from it's case and singing anything that came into my head. (I wrote this myself please don't steal I know it's not good but it's still mine!)

Sitting in a corner
Down on the mainstreet
Seeing people living busy lives
They don't wanna listen to the city beat

CHORUS!
I'm not the best at anything
People think they've got it bad
They see me and then they see
There's a reason to be glad

But why should I care what they think
Im just a nobody in there eyes
Are they really bothered?
No oh i'm not that surprised

But has your life been broken
Have you ever seen a life waste before your eyes
All youve ever done is good
Have you ever made a baby cry

Has your life been bad?
The answer will be yes or no i dont want an explanation
Yes Im a bit crazy
But I dont want sympathy or a consultation

Although I need help
I want nothing to do with you
So if I go dont miss me
My life will soon be finally through

You wonder why so i'll tell you
Have you ever been hated
So bad that youve been threatened
Life on the edge while you waited

I will be gone by tomorrow
And your life will be back again
Youll have no choice but to let me go
See you later my good friend

I wrote it down thinking it sounded good enough before putting my ipod in my ears and drawing the things around me. I got bored within an hour and stood back up with my guitar.
"Any requests people!" I screamed into the sea of people before a boy around my age 14 was stood infront of me
"Hey emo play something happy for me will ya?"
"Sure you name it I'll play it"
"Erm..." He took about a minute to decide before replying "Greenday American Idiot"
"Fine it's a classic not your average prep or chav song Good choice" I started off and soon enough a crowd had surrounded me shouting out requests.

"Tell me the artist then the song people otherwise I get confused"
"PJ Harvey" I nodded to say I heard "Big Exit"
"Good choice"
"The Rock *A* Teens its the one with two B words"
"Betwixt or Between it's an ok song" People forget names of songs easily so I had to remember.
"Yellowcard"
"Great band man!" I had to shout that out
"I know hard choice but Light up the sky"
"Brilliant come up here for me"
"DANTE!" What that's not a request that's my name I looked at where it came from and saw Gwen the woman from the thing night

"SHIT!" I turned to the crowd after packing my things up "Sorry folks but gotta go emergency" I bowed before running off.
"Dante come back I just wanted to talk" I looked back to see her chasing me.
"Maybe I don't want to!"
"Dante we need to talk"
"No we don't just leave me alone"
"We do need to talk either you stop or I'll shoot you" I turned round to see her stopped with a gun in her hands.

"You wouldn't dare!" Well I hope she won't because I'd just hate to talk.
How come my life has become much more interesting in a way no one would believe and could get me killed?