I took another step while the music was in my ears. I was so tired, but there wasn't really anything I could do about it. I had to stay at work because my boss had something to do. So I got home late and when I had to do my homework, and I was forced to study too. But when I finely was done and could go to sleep, I couldn't sleep. So I only got about two hours sleep last night. But I really do hate the mornings. Mornings are evil. You can say that I definitely am a B person. But I have to go to school, and I can manage with little sleep. After my parents died I didn't get much more than a hour each day for a whole week. But that did result in me fainting. I hope that won't happen this time, because I slept for almost over a day.
A new song began. It was My mamma said by Aqua. It was a Danish band, and it reminded me so much of my mother. She always said she wouldn't leave me until I was grown up.
We dreamed a dream...
Woke up and lived it...
We had the music in our hands...The drops of rain...
Became a river...
And now it'stimeto end this dance
So "Thank You!"My mamma said that the best thing in life was getting me a life
Somebody higher than anything else in this world, baby
My mamma said she would give her life up for meMy mamma said
My mamma said
My ma-ma-mammaMy mamma said that the worst thing in life was getting used to love
Somebody is harder than anything else in this world, baby
Knowing you're going to, knowing you're going to lose it all...1! 2! 3! 4!Mamma don't leave
Don't go
Don't run
Don't hide
Don't cry
Don't ever feel scared nowMamma just crossed…..
I turned down the volume. After just hearing about a minute of the song it just made me too sad. I found my phone in my pocket and found a new song. I found the perfect song and hit play. Angel of darkness by Alex C ft. Yasmin was much more me.
Angel of darkness
Angel of darkness
The world is in your hand
But I will fight until the endAngel of darkness
Angel of darkness
Don't follow your command
But I will figth and I will standWhen darkness falls
Pain is all
The Angel of Darkness
will leave behind
and I will fightThe love is lost
beauty and light
have vanished from
garden of delightThe dreams are gone
midnight has come
the darkness is our new kingdom
Angel of darkness
Angel of darkness
The world is in your hand
But I will fight until the endAngel of darkness
Angel of darkness
Don't follow your command
But I will fight and I will standHunt goes on
deep in the night
timeto pray
down on your knees
you can't hide from the
eternal light
until my last
breath I will fight( I will fight...)Now realize
the stars they die
darkness has
fallen in paradisebut we'll be strong
and we will fight
against the
creatures of the night
The moment the song stopped, something touched me at my shoulder. I didn't know it was so my reflexes took over. I turned around and slapped the person behind me. I made myself ready to hit the person again. That was before I saw it was Haruhi. I pulled out my earphones.
"Ohh My God! Haruhi I am so sorry. I had no idea it was you and…" I started but she stopped me.
"No need to worry Mia. I would probably have done the same." She said. I looked at her chin where I had hit her and saw it was red.
"I'm truly sorry Haruhi." I said again.
She just smiled at me.
"It doesn't hurt, so stop saying you are sorry." She said. "We better start walking if we want to make it to school in time."
"Yeah." I answer and we started walking. "So do you live around here?"
"Not really. I just took another way than I normally do. Do you live around here?"
"Yes I do." I said. "Soooo there really isn't anyone who knows you're girl?"
"Only the Host club knows." She said. "Did you mean what you said yesterday?"
"Yes I did, and I'm not planning on breaking it. Not ever." I said coldly.
She looks at me, a little nervous.
"So it means you don't want to see me either?" She asked.
I stopped up. I can't believe she could even think that.
"No of course not Haruhi. You're my friend. You're nothing like them."
"You are mistaken. I am a lot like them." I look surprised at her."I'm a host too."
"You're a host? That was a host club? You mean that kind of host club, where men entertain women or the other way around?"
"Exactly. That was what the type thing was about." She told me.
"You're serious? But you're a girl, why would you want to do that?"
I really don't understand this girl.
"I broke a vase, and got a debt on about 8 million yen." She said.
"I'm sorry, but I'm not completely into the yen thing, but that is a lot of money right?"
"Yes it is, so to pay for it I started to work for them. I was first their dog, but then I became a host. It was first after that everyone in the club knew I was a girl. Tamaki was really slow to figure it out. But I like the host club. The guys are really great, and great friends. They are always there for you and are really funny. Tamaki is the king of the club, and he treats us all like one big family. Even though he thinks I his daughter, he threats me very well, and he is really sweet." She tells me.
I don't know if she noticed it herself, but when she talked about Tamaki her voice became so…. Sweet. Like she is talking about someone she really… Arhh I get it now.
"Haruhi You like Tamaki, don't you?" I said to her with a smile.
Alone the fact that she blushes so much, shows me I'm right.
"No… Where did you get that idea from…?" She says, still blushing. "Soo… Why do you hate the host club so much?"
"Well yesterday it was just the attitude. The way they talked to me. I hate people like that. Now I hate them even more. No offense Haruhi, but I can't take boys who just fake their feelings towards girls, and that is what the host club does. I just…. ARHHH I just hate boys!"
Haruhi looks surprise at me.
"You don't like boys?"
"Well… I normally don't." I said after a moment of thinking. "I had a lot of boys as my friends back at home. To be honest they are so easy being around. When there was something wrong, they just had a fight, and then everything is okay after. I had one girl friend too, but the boys always were easier being around. I don't even know why I said that. Maybe I should change it to I hate rich boys?"
"You know Mia, maybe you shouldn't judge them yet. You have after all just meet them one time." I just looked at her. "Yes, I thought the same at first, but they all proved me wrong. As I said before they are some really good friends, and will always be there for you. Maybe you should try come by the club after school to get to know them better?"
The last sentence she said hopefully.
"Forget it Haruhi." I just said, and looked away. I put my hands in my pockets.
"You can't blame me for trying. And believe me, I will keep trying." She said with a smile.
I just sighed.
We reached the school shortly after.
"Do you know what our first class today is?" I asked her.
"Art"
"Art? What kind of art?"
"All kind of them. Act, Music. All kinds of art." She answers. "But today we are going to start on a project together with the second year."
"Why second year?"
"Because we both have to go through it, so to make it easier we will do it together." She sighed. "I just hope I don't come together with Tamaki."
I don't get that. If she likes him, why wouldn't she be together with him?
We entered the school.
"Why not? If you like him…..?" I started but she stopped me.
"I don't like him." She said, red in her head. "He treats me like his daughter. It can be kind of ignoring, so if I'm together with him, I will have to be together with him almost all the time. He is so overprotective."
So that's why.
"He really treats you like his daughter?"
"Yearh he does, but he doesn't know that you know that I'm a girl, so he probably won't do it in front of you." She told me.
"That reminds me Haruhi." I looked over at her again. "Please don't tell any of them that I know."
"Okay, but why not?" She looks confused.
I sighed.
"Believe me I know overprotective persons. And if he knew that I know your little secret he wouldn't leave me alone."
"Orhh that does make sense." Haruhi said as we walked into our class.
We walked down to our seats. The twins already sat there. We sat us down on our seats.
The teacher came in the same second.
"Welcome students. As I know many of you probably know today you will start at the art project together with the second years. This lesson today is also the only time you will have to work at this project. You will have to do the rest after school." She said.
Wow, that is different from what I am used to. When we have a project in Denmark we had a whole week and every lesson during it.
"The main topic is You." The teacher continued. "You will be split into pairs with the second years. You will get to know him or hers true selves and the other way around. In a week I want an assignment where you tell about your partners true selves. After that you will get the assignment your partner wrote about you. You will now get another week. In that week you shall choose an art. You shall express yourself in that art. It can be something on one don't know about you, or maybe a reason to a choice in your life. You will have your partner's assignment to help you. It can be any art; Music, Act or art itself. Be Creative. I and the second years teacher will judge both how good you can work together, how much you can find out about each other and of course what you present to us in exactly two weeks. It counts 80% of your final grade in the end of the school year. Your grades will be the same so you both have to do well.I will now read the groups."
The teacher found a piece of paper and started to read the names. I didn't really listen. I am good at that. I don't listen unless it is something I want to know.
So I just look out of the window. I have nothing else to do.
"Mr. Fujioka and Mr. Suou will be together."
I looked over at Haruhi and saw she sighed. Unlucky her, but she did get one who she already knew, so I guess it wouldn't be so hard for her. And she was lucky to get the one she likes even through she won't admit it. I just hope I can get someone I can lie to. There is no way I am going to tell anyone everything about me.
"And the last one Ms. Love and Mr. Otori."
Otori? Otori? Have I heard that name before? I don't think so.
The teacher started talking together with some students and Haruhi walked beside Hikaru and over to me.
"Hey Haruhi. Sorry about you got him." I said to her, and she gave me a little smile. "But think on the bright side. You know each other already."
She just nodded and looked a little odd at me.
"What is it?" I asked her confused.
"You don't know who Mr. Otori is, do you?"
"No, do you?"
"Yeah ." She said. "Do you remember that black haired boy with the glasses from the host club?"
"I have been trying not to, but yes….?"
I hope you aren't trying to say what I think you are trying to say Haruhi. Please don't! Please God! If you do me this favor I will go to church every sonday, just don't let it be him!
"He is Kyoya Otori."
My whole word was just bombed. I mean it. I let go of everything I had. And I mean everything! The result was that I hit my head against the table. It made a load sound, causing everyone to look at me.
"Ohm Mia? Are you okay?" Haruhi's nervous voice asked me.
I slowly raised my head and smiled my famous (Fake) smiled to her.
"Yeah I'm perfectly fine." I said and looked over at her.
She looked scared at me, and so did the twins.
"You're bleeding." Kaoru told me. Haruhi pointed to my forehead, still with the scared look in her eyes.
I took my hand up and touched my forehead. I took my hand down again and saw th blood on my fingers.
My stomach turned around and the dizziness came over me. Memories came over me as I looked down on the blood on my fingers. I knew exactly what is coming like it has done so many times before.
I quickly got up, and ran out of the classroom. I ran as quickly as I could, and ignored the yells behind me who told me to come back.
I found the bathroom just in time. I ran in and started to throw up.
I fell down on the cold floor. The panic took over my body. I slowly got up and over to a wash. I started to clean my head, and my hand. When I was done the blood was in the wash. I was just about to turn on the water when the panic and the memories grow. I fell down on the floor and everything turned black.
I slowly woke up. I sat up in shock. What happen?
"Mia! Relax, you are fine." Alex said to me. (On Danish, but I don't want to translate it all.)
I was in a Hospital bed. Every little inch of my body hurt. Alex and Allan both sat by my side. Allan held my hand, and Alex helped me lying down again.
Different instruments were connected to me. I had truble breathing and I couldn't remember what happen?
"What happen? Why am I in the Hospital?" I asked confused.
Even my voice sounded different.
My brother looked at each other, before Allan answered me.
"You lost a lot of blood" He said sad.
"Blood?" I asked myself.
Why did I lose blood? I looked around and the moment I saw it I remembered. Just there hang a bag filled with blood, and the memories came over me; Mom and dad picking me up, the car crash, mom and dad holding hands, one last tear and a "It's going to be alright Amalia." Before everything turned back.
I opened my eyes and realized I was crying.
"Mia, it's going to be alright." Alex said, as he hugged me tightly.
"Alex… Where are mom and dad?" I asked with a little voice.
Alex looked over at Allan, who looked back to him with tears. When Alex looked back at me, his eyes were filled with tears too. This was weird. My brothers never cried, never in front of me.
I knew what this could mean, but I don't want it to be truth. Mom promised me it would be alright! She promised me! Tears started to run down as I kept wishing he would say they were alright, just like she said they would-
"They are dead Amalia." Alex said sad.
NOOO! They can't be. SHE PROMISHED ME! She…..
"MIA?!"
I looked over at my brothers, but one of them moved their mouths.
"MIA?!"
It sounds a little like…. Haruhi?
Shocked I opened my eyes. I was lying on the bathroom floor with a fast beating heart. Haruhi was sitting beside me. Behind her stood the twins, and beside them….Oh God please kill me….. stood that light-haired fool (Tamaki) and his black-haired friend with the glasses who when was Kyoya Otori. My partner in the artproject.
I blinked a couple of times. I haven't done this in years. When why now? I hoped it was over a long time ago.
"Are you okay Mia? Are you sick?" Tamaki asked me worried.
Why was he even worried about me?
"I'm fine. No sickness here." I said.
I quickly got up, but I got up to quick. The result was that Black sport appeared, so I couldn't see. I learned against the wall, until the black spots disappeared.
"Maybe but you should still go see a doctor. It isn't normal for people to faint." Kyoya said.
"That doesn't concern you!" I coldly told him.
I turned towards Haruhi.
"You didn't need to come Haruhi, I'm completely fine."
"Okay?" Hikaru asked. "Mia you were gone for an hour."
An hour? I were gone for an whole hour? It only felt like minutes.
"Well, but I'm completely fine." I said and turned away.
Without saying another word I walked towards the door. I remembered that I was in the girl's bathroom, and the fact that they didn't want anyone to find out that Haruhi was a girl.
"And by the way." I said before I walked out of the door. "Remember you are in the girl's bathroom right now. So I would suggest you get the hell out of here! See you later Haruhi"
Without another word I walked out of there as quickly as I could. I felt embarrassed. I had fainted and even worse; Now the host club new. Damn those morons!
What am I supposed to do about the project? I am together with that moron Otori! GOD HELP ME!