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Song: Wicked Game by Three Days Grace
The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
But you're with him and I'm no longer on the fore front of your mind. I'm no longer in the picture anymore, he eclipses me and it's breaking my heart.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I keep making comments, and you laugh them off as my usual flirting. If only you knew they were the truth. I gave him the talk, did my duty as 'best friend' and he squirmed under my gaze before looking at me with all the confidence of a man in love who knows his woman loves him back and it shattered my already broken heart further.
I find it so hard to be around you
Whenever I'm near you he's always there and no matter how much I inwardly protest my love for you it's there and I can't do a thing about it. When you smile my heart aches, when you laugh my heart aches further because I know that I am not the one who's making you so happy, I am not the one who you go home to at night. I am not the one you love and it's so hard to watch you slipping away. Although I remind myself that I never had you in the first place.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
I always thought the only people I'd meet would be suits and coppers. Never did I think for a second I'd meet someone that was a splash of colour and pure happiness and so unequivocally special as you, and yet here you are.
And I never dreamed that I knew somebody like you.
Best friends were never a constant in my life until you, but now that term chills me to the bone, reminding me of what I do not have. You.
No, I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)No, I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)With you. With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
I didn't want or plan to fall in love with you, it's only churning up my insides, leaving me a different person. Each time I see you now I try to steel my heart, to stop myself from loving you. It's an impossible task.
What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
You were just being you, and that in itself was enough to make me fall over the edge, into that abyss that you always joked seemed to have a bridge over it just for me.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
I can't be with you and all I have are memories and dreams, you're busy now with the man you love, and it kills me that it is not me.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
You have never said it in so many words but I know you don't feel the same. The love in your eyes for Kevin is obvious and you're killing me. Although you, Goddess, would never deliberately hurt me (or anyone) and you have no idea you are doing so, it still feels like the ultimate rejection.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and,I want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)No, I want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
You made me feel again, you broke down my walls, got past all of my barriers and into my heart. You opened me up to love and no matter how much it's hurting me I know I now want to feel that happiness that accompanies true love.
With you.
It's only you that I love though. The only woman that I love so is already taken, she's no longer a player in my life and I wish I knew if you have ever felt something of the same for me, or if I was fooling myself and you never even liked me.
The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
You are the only person that could take me from my slump and bring me back to myself, but you have your love, you have your man, I am surplus. No longer needed.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I've been sat outside your place countless times now, ready to go in and confess all, to tell you of my feelings. A man in love does funny things. But then I remember your smiling face and remember I am no longer the one who makes you smile, that someone else has that position now and I turn around and leave again, with my love weighing further down on my shoulders.
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.
I never thought I'd fall in love, I never dreamed I'd fall in love with some such as you. Someone with such vitality and grace. Such a capacity for love and kindness. And it is slowly becoming a curse.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you no,
I always thought if I fell in love I'd get my 'Happily Ever After' but I guess I'm too old fashioned, my head stuck in the clouds. A little more of me dies with each time I see you smile for him, laugh with him, hug him, and when you kissed him my emotions crashed into each other, tearing me apart at the seams.
No, I want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)No, I want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No matter how much it hurts my love for you will not disappear, I seem to be a masochist, I don't want to stop loving you even if I could.
With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)No, I... (This world is only gonna break your heart)(This world is only gonna break your heart)
Despite it all I cannot stop loving you, and I don't want to. My love for you is what keeps me living, if only just. I have never felt so sure of anything in my life, have never felt such a pure emotion, and although it is causing me such pain I know that without it I am no one.
Nobody loves no one.
Those one-night-stands you always made fun of were never meant to amount to anything, they were just temporary distractions. None of them inspired the love you do, although you do so unwittingly. You are the only one I want to love me, but you never will and I wonder if you realise just how much you're happiness is causing me pain. But I will never say a word, to do so would only destroy your happiness and I would never forgive myself from doing that, from hurting the one person who made it through my walls and into my heart.
what'd you think?