A – N: 83 hits, thanks for at least peaking into the story, even if you didn't want to leave a comment.
So just a little warning, and I don't want you to hate me, but the prologue is about a year into the "future", so it'll take quite a few chapters, to get everything explained and for my plot to build correctly. I don't think it's to boring, but the real action and sexiness doesn't start until after chapter ten. So hopefully you'll still stick around and read. Also As you, all know this fiction. So there will be some references to places and things that are actual places and there will be references to places and things that don't exist except in my crazy little mind. With all that said, here you are. -- xo. Seelia.
Disclaimer: everything is SM's, except what isn't hers. I believe you can figure out what is what.
Chapter One---
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And where your love has always been enough for me.
Im not running from.
No I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
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Nessie's POV:
--Twelve month's before--
I stared sadly at the house that held a lot of memories for me. I was born here, and Id lived here for my entire life; well it was only the seven short years that id been alive. Nevertheless, me being the equivalent of a seventeen year old it seemed like an eternity that I had stayed in this house.
"No tears kid, you're taking everyone you care most about with you," I felt his arm drape over my shoulder, as he kissed the top of my head.
"Not everyone," I whispered looking sadly up to him; he was like a whole person taller then me. I hoped he knew exactly the person I was referring to, and of course, he did.
"My dad and Charlie have Sue, along with my sisters and the rest of Sam's pack, and they will be able to visit," he forced a smile.
He was trying to be strong for me, and I did not like it one bit.
I hated the fact that I was forcing him, Leah and Seth to move away from their home.
And to make it worse not only was I forcing them away from their home.
I was putting an ocean between them and their home.
I pushed his arm off hearing the car sound of Leah and Seth arriving. "Stop trying to be optimistic, I hate it, especially right now," I watched his face sadden a little bit before I headed over to greet Seth. I hadn't tried to be completely mean, but he was hurting and he did not have to try and fool me that he wasn't.
"Ready to take your first plane ride?" Seth pulled me into a hug. I nodded, "How's our buddy doing?" He whispered, looking towards Jacob and Leah.
"Its Jacob, he shows no emotion," I rolled my eyes.
"Aw well give him time, he's got you," I rolled my eyes again. Just because Jacob was, my best friend did not mean that he had to throw his entire life away here in Forks. I touched Seth's face showing him the scene from just a few moments ago, Seth sighed; kissing the top of my hand, "Give him time, if he's sad about it he'll let you know," I smiled nodding again.
Sure, my family was easy to talk to but when it came to talking about certain things; and certain people, I knew who to confide in, and who not to. For example, Auntie Rose and Jake... hate each other, with a passion; the only thing they agree on is me. Therefore, if I have a concern about Jake I stay clear of Auntie Rose. Usually Seth is around, or my mom helps. But Seth is the easiest to talk to about Jake; he gets Jake to explain things better to me, if he can't explain them himself. Maybe its cause of their wolf bound, hearing each other's thoughts and all.
"All right everyone ready?" Seth and I looked to Grandpa Carlisle as he stepped off the last step, Grandma Esme attached to his hand.
"Rose and Emmett are paying their final respects to the house," my dad rolled his eyes dropping my mom's carry on bag into the trunk. We had done things the smart way and flown all of our belongings to the new house days ago. It'd be waiting to be unpacked by us all when we arrived.
We all looked at one another hearing a loud scream come from the back of the house. I felt Seth's hands quickly cover my ears as Jacob looked to my dad. "I'll have a word with them," Grandpa Carlisle looked to my dad and then to Jacob nodding slightly at them.
"Renesemee get in the car and turn the radio on, as loud as it will go," my father tossed the keys to the Volvo to me, "Now," he added quickly. I assumed I was about to hear another noise I was not suppose to hear. Jake and Seth joined me; Jake quickly took over the radio, blasting it.
About five songs later, Jake finally turned the music down as my dad approached. I looked to the house seeing Rosalie and Emmett coming out hand in hand. Grandpa Carlisle seemed to be sharing those words he said he would have with them. As always Uncle Emmett had a smile on his face, but Auntie Rose looked a little bit embarrassed as she looked towards me.
"Follow us Jacob," my dad pulled open the driver door, I stepped out as Jacob and Seth did. I climbed into the back seat watching the rest of my family climb into their cars and head to the airport. My Grandpa Carlisle had arranged for the cars to join us at our new place.
I had learned quickly that money was not an object to my family, especially to my aunts. We arrived at the airport in no time. I linked one arm with Jake and the other with Seth following the rest of my family inside the airport. I was a little nervous. Sure dying wasn't really something my family had to worry about, well everyone but Seth, Leah, Jacob, and possibly myself. But still this was my first plane ride. I had the right to be a little nervous about it.
"Edward, gonna join the mile high club this time?" Uncle Emmett laughed, "Everyone's joined but you and Bella," I watched my father press his index finger and thumb again to the bridge of his nose, taking a couple of deep breaths. My mother rubbed his shoulder whispering something to him. He seemed to forget Uncle Emmett's comment and to only be entranced by her. As was always though, that was how I always knew my parents to be.
I stepped onto the plane taking my seat next to Jacob. I allowed him the window; right now, I could not handle the window. Seth and Leah sat next to us in the next set of chairs. Grandpa Carlisle and Grandma Esme next to them, Grandma took the window; I remembered her telling me she liked the view. Then behind Jake and me was my parents; next to my parents, Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper, and then next to them and behind Grandpa and Grandma was Uncle Emmett and Aunt Rose. Dad took the window along with Rose.
I felt Jacob take my hand in his. "You gonna be okay?" He smiled at me. I nodded.
"She'll be fine," I heard my mother say handing me a book. I sighed looking down at it. It was my music history book, "Just distract yourself honey," she smiled at me patting my shoulder before leaning back in her seat.
"You left off at Chopin," I heard my father remind me where to start. Though I hadn't forgotten where to start, he still felt the need to tell me, "That's what father's do, dear," I heard him smile, I'd forgotten I'd let down my mental wall to block him out. I was too nervous too even be thinking about the wall.
I had been practicing the mental wall for a very long time, it was the only way, I had privacy from my fathers lurking mind. He tried to say he didn't listen all the time, but I was sure somewhere in the back of his mind all my thoughts were being said in his head.
Jacob's POV:
I watched her open the book and start reading. She loved music and the history of music the most of all her studies. Edward had wasted no time getting her attached to the piano; she'd become quite the little pianist. She would practice three times a week with Edward, one day out of those three he'd either read the music history book, he'd come across, or she'd read then discuss it with him; the book was her idea. She wanted more details about the pianist behind the beautiful melody's she would play.
Her playing was the only time I really could tolerate hearing that type of music.
Other then that I really didn't care for it.
I woke to the tap of Edward, "we're heading in the back to watch a movie, just in case either of you wake, again," I nodded sleepily at him, rubbing my hand over my face.
I looked pass Nessie to Seth and Leah who were also passed out. I tried to work the knot caught in my neck a little bit before pulling at my jeans getting into another comfortable position to sleep again. It hadn't taken me long, with Ness' warm breath against my cheek as she curled up to me, her head resting on my arm.
I didn't wake again until once again Edward tapped me announcing we had arrived. I stood once Ness stepped into the aisle, Leah and Seth ahead of her. I stretched feeling all of my muscles un-tense allowing me use of them again. I yawned a few times placing my forehead sleepily on Ness' shoulder as she walked slowly following everyone else off the plane.
End Note: Jacob's parts will pick up either where Nessie's end, or begin where Nessie's began showing his take on everything. Hopefully it wont be to confusing. If it is, don't be afraid to tell me.
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