Jake and Bella have been together since they were 14. Now the summer after graduation Jake is working on a cannabis farm trimming for Cullen. Meanwhile Bella is realizing there is so much more to life then staying with your boyfriend who's been cheating on her with all her friends for as long as she can remember. Will Edward manage to show her a better life. One that she never allowed herself to think of.
There's going to be a lot of cannabis talk. I'm a firm believer in natural remedies. I also have play lists that I suggest to go along with the story.
The only thing I legally own is my dog a lot of books and even more music and not all of that was legally obtained.
We are about 10 minutes away from where I picked Jake up when I ask him where he wants me to take him.
"God B just take me to yours, you ask me stupid fucking questions." Clearly I have no choice in the matter.
Poor Fiona. Jake hates her and always kicks her off my bed when he sleeps over. We get to my house. Jake has tried to move in
but I've never let him. My parents left me this house when my Dad retired, they gave me the keys and hopped in their RV.
They had all ready paid it off and I made enough per year to cover the taxes and it saved me tons in housing for culinary school.
Culinary school that I am busting my ass to pay for. I work my ass off to pay for school next year and keep myself and Fi alive. Not to mention
my growing adderal habit. Thankfully I grow my own crop in the back yard. otherwise I'd really be broke. What's up medical card?!
By the time I finish walking Fi and taking a shower and some bong hits in the bathroom
I find Jake passed out in my bed almost completely clothed.I slip off his jeans call for Fi and cuddle her on my side of the bed.
I'm asleep in minutes. I wake up to Jake nudging me in the ass with his morning wood. 18 months ago this would have caused me to giggle and
take him in my mouth. Today I see if he's going to give up. He keeps nudging me and I feel him sliding his hands down my sleep shorts
I slap on my game face and roll over at him. He grins and lifts his hips at me like he's offering me the best thing since sliced bread.
I watch him lick his palm and start to stroke himself compared to trying to get me ready. I roll my eyes take him in my mouth years of
practice getting him to the point where this will be quick and painless for me. As soon as he grabs my head I think the words I know
are coming as he says them" Oh Baby, get on top" I slide myself onto his hardness right after the condom. He may protest but even
if he thinks I don't, I do know where his dick has been.
I think about the rest of my to do list as I ride him knowing that I'm not even going to be close to getting off.
It makes me wonder if this could count as my squats for the day. I decided to hit the gym anyway. I notice his
movements are getting jerkier and I start to squeeze him and moan while I roll my eyes. Thinking about my Drama teacher telling me
I'm not believable. I feel Jake shudder and hop off him knowing that in T minus 5,4,3,2,1..."I'm gunna shower then, you can take me to work."
"Oh gee Jake, how did you know I wanted to take you to the farm you're so smart" I think bitterly. Okay. That's not completely sarcastic.
I actually love the farm. Plus Alice should be there. Her brother is supposed to be coming home from college to take over. I clean up and dress in a mini dress and motorcycle boots. I cuddle, walk and feed Fi and we hit the bong then the road. I share a half smoked joint I find in the glove box looking for my sunglasses all the while Jake grumbles for McDonald's breakfast.
When we hit the drive thru, I realize that I'm the only one with cash so I order for his crew as well. I can't help but feed everyone. I pay for breakfast and add it to my mental tally of how much Jake has
managed to mooch off me even though he's got a job. Jake works as a trimmer at the Green Door Farm. They are the biggest family owned commercial cannabis growers. They grow and sell cannabis to 80% of the dispensaries in California. Over 20,000 patients. I want to work in their Cafe.
I want to be the person that makes the delicious treats that help people. I start culinary school in August. I can all ready bake my ass off.
HAHAH see what I did there ? Anyway I believe in myself I just need someone to give me a chance so I can stop waiting tables at the diner.
We pull into the farm the boys at the gate recognize me by now and I share some McDonalds with them.
They open the gate while Jake starts to straighten out. He grabs his scissors and hat and I offer him sun screen from my purse while
drive passed all the green houses full of cannabis, fruits, veggies, flowers and herbs. I park behind the main house and see Alice's car.
I turn to Jake as he roughly kisses me on the mouth. "Pick me up at 4 baby." He slams the door and walks behind the car. I take out my phone
and call Alice. As the phone rings I see her come out of the house and answering her phone. "Hey Babes!" She sings as only Alice does. My smile
is genuine for the first time all morning. I sing back to her. "hey pretty mamma let me whisper in your ear" She groans as as make fun of her too big for her body butt and I tell her to turn around.
She sees my car, hangs up and in a flash,occupies the seat Jake just left. I hand her a mcgriddle and turn off the engine. I watch her wolf
it down in manner that would make a truck driver applaud. She burps then laughs. "Edward is home, Ballsy you should come meet him.
I laugh at her nickname and agree to come inside. I grab my purse and look for the stray red bull I know I have inside.
When I step inside the back door entering the kitchen I am greeted with the familiar sounds of Fleetwood Mac. I smile and look around and state to no one "This is a great album"
I see half a body sticking in the fridge looking deep and from the sound of it coming up short. "ALI isn't there anything edible here?!" the body growls
" I can make you something" I can hear myself saying to the body that I know assume is Edward. He sticks his head out. Ah it seems Beardly is Edward. I get my first real
look at him in the sun. I can tell that even under his well kept beard hes got a great mix of his parents. So of course he must be ungodly gorgeous underneath his sweet beard.
Are you the house keeper or something? he asks confused. "Nope, that's just Bella she's obsessed with feeding people." Alice explains as she sits down
She knows there's no point in stopping me once I can get started. Jake hates when I cook he always wants fast food or frozen boxed meals.
Alice and all of Jake's friends are my taste testers. Boys are always easy to please.
Within 20 minutes I'm setting a bacon omelet in front
of Edward with a side of toast and juice that he didn't see in the fridge. He looks at me in awe after shoveling half the eggs in his mouth
by the third bite.
He swallows drains the glass of juice and asks me "Do you work in the cafe" I shake my head ready to sell myself like I'm being interviewed.
"Would you like to?" I try not to squeal as I ask him if he's serious. He tells me that he is and that I should come see him first thing Monday
morning for some formal paper work. I look at Alice. I keep touching my face because I'm smiling so much that it's like I forgot what it feels like.
I hear her going on about how great it is to work for her family and that all the doctors are so great and that Jake will love me working here
My smile falls. Jake will not love me working here.