HEY! First... thank you to all thoughs who reviewed or put this into their Favourite/Alerts'. That means the world to me. I will explain Bella's powers more into the story and I will get the web sites for the cars and other stuff as soon as I came. Second... Sorry it took so long to get this up. At my high school, we are starting to get ready for exams (NOOOO!!) and I HAVE to start studying. Again Sry.

Stephaine Meyer own's the main charecters. I just own this story line. (All love Edward Cullen!!)

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Chapter 2

As I sat in my car all the thoughts of what has happened to me came rushing out of nowhere. I saw flashes of when I was still the little human that had the balance problems and cuoldn't walk on flat surfaces, me when I was a little girl growing up in to different worlds, with my mom in the sunny places and my dad in the rainy one. I quivered at the thoughts of my parents. They had their lives and because of me they never got to live them. What a monster I am. The same questions, from those days, were swimming in my head. Why couldn't I have saved them? why was I that human that fall for someone who didn't want her back? Why was I so stupid? The sound of the class time bell brought me back to the present, which I was greatful for. Anymore of the same thoughts over and over again in someones head can be a hug pain.

I opened my eyes to see students running to their next classes through the poring rain. I quickly turned off my car, grabed m bag and went to spanish. Once in the dry classroom, I saw I was late... again. This teacher was a female with brown hair, blue eyes and was wearing glasses. she looked to be in her late forties. " thank you for joining us Miss. ?" she sounded mad so I disided not to make even more mad by saying she even more older with the old sweater with writing on it. I spoke up then when I saw her getting impassioned. "Bella Swanson. I just moved here from Alaska." She narrowed her eyes and said, " Then I insist you get to your next on time . Alright Miss. Swanson?" I just nodded. " Good. Now come up here and I'll sign your slip."

I walked up to her and waited to find out where I was sitting. She looked back up, handing me my slip and pointed to the last spot I wanted to sit. " You can sit in between Mr. Hale and Miss. Cullen.", was all she said turning to the broad again. She appearently she was going to be the one teacher that hated me. Sighing I went over to a bouncing pixie and a very clam blonde haired boy. I sat quickly opening my book to start taking notes so I didn't have to talk, but failed as soon as the teacher started talking again.

" BELLA! I'M SOOOO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AND WE HAVE A CLASS TOGETHER! YEA!" Alice whispered but was still bouncing. She hugged me and looked up at me with a smile. I tried to smile back but once again it didn't fool her. Her smile faded and her face harden. "Bella. What's wroge? Why are not happy?" She sounded a little hurt but I couldn't tell her how I really felt. "Alice. I haven't had the best day. That's all." I turned to the front like I had with Emmett. This was definitely not going to be a fair day. "Your lieing Bella. Look me in the eyes and say that." Alice was now mad. I could hear it.

"Alice..." I sighed but she wouldn't let me finish. "No Bella. I want to know the truth. Now!" She was almost yelling and I didn't want anymore attantion. I turned to her and whispered," Alice can you please keep your voice down? I don't want anymore attantion then what I've got. ok?" I decided to try dazzling her. Her eyes were first flaming but with one glance she was in a days. I turned and saw Jasper shooked at what I had just done. " How did you do that?" He asked still shooked at what I did to his wife. " I simple staired at her and dazzled her." was all I said before turning back to the front.

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After the bell I got up but was pulled back down into my seat with two hands on my right arm. I looked at Alice, who had what looked like a puppy pout. "Bella...", was all she said before blowing up in my face. "WHY DID YOU DO THAT?! THAT WASN'T FAIR!!" Now I had a pissed off pixie refusing to let go of my arm. " WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT YOUR KEEPING?!"

I couldn't take it anymore. I ending up crying and said in a small voice, " Because it hurts too much to think of the past." I looked up and she saw my crystal blue tears falling from my eyes. She was past shooked. she didn't know what to say but her hands had lossened their hold on my arm now.

I pulled away and tried to get out before they asked, but was stopped by Jasper. He looked confused and I was the only one who knew why. "Bella. Why can't I feel your emotions? Please tell me. It feels so weird and different." I didn't want to be late for biology so I said the first thing that came to my mind. " I'll tell you later, okay?" He nodded his head and said, " At our house then?" I didn't want to that because they all would be there but I knew they would all want to know. It would be easier then telling one person after the other. So I nodded without a word and walked out.

I had to get to my last class before the bell rang and I was late again. I wipped my face off with the sleave of my jacket and breathed in some fresh air. Once I got to the too farmiliar room where this whole thing started. The pain. The suffering. The love. No Bella. That was not love. It was hate. Who was I kidding? Not myself was one. All I could think over and over in my head was Please don't let him be in there.Please don't let him be in there! I took a deep breath before walking in. It looked way too much the same. The desks. The walls. Even some of the students looked like people I knew!

But the one think that looked exactly the same was the bronze haired boy, sitting in that exactly same deck, from all those years back. I can't believe this! I can't! At that moment I was bumped into from behind me. I turned to see the old man who was, my guess, the teacher. He was carrying a big box that was half the size of him. "Sorry. I didn't see you there." He said before setting the box down. I hear a crack from his back. It sounded really painful and I felt sorry.

"Now..." He said leaning back up. " You are?..." He fixed his glasses to see me more clearly with his brown eyes. "I'm Bella Swanson. I just moved here." All I could think was he's in so much pain. "Oh... yes. I hear you were coming. I think Mrs.Droll, from the office, put you on my attendance at lunch hour." I tried to smile at him and at the sametime the same thought of his pain was in my head. "Alright. Now to get this in the classroom." he said with a smile. I couldn't let him hurt him self any more then he was already. " No. Here. I'll do it." I said putting my bag on top of the box and made it look like it was somewhat heave. " Oh. Aright then." He said leading me into the class.

Everyone was talking as the teascher got to the front. I put the box on the desk with a huff to make a show that made me look human. "Thank you Miss. Swanson. Here is your book and where is you slip?" I handed my slip to him and waited till he said to sit where I didn't want to. " You'll have to sit next to Mr. Cullen there. There are no more spots open." I said my thanks and walked over to my old desk.

I sat and looked at the front like I had done in all of my classes today. I didn't want to hear his velvet voice, but appearently that didn't matter today. " Bella. Is it really you?" I didn't turn when I hear his whisper but used one of my powers.

" Edward... Please don't talk out loud. I don't want everyone looking at me."

"Bella. Please can we talk?" He was asking me?! Why?

" No. I don't want to talk to anybody. Not now. Not today anyway."

" Why not today Bella? What happened on today that made you not want to talk to anyone?"

" It's none of your business right now. Just leave it at that ok?" I didn't care if his was going to say 'no'. I wasn't going to tell him right in the middle of class. I would for sure brust out crying. But his answer sirprised me.

" Alright." I turned to look at him and said in a whisper, " Thanks." and turned back to the front till class ended.

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As soon as the bell rang I was out of my seat and out the door before any of the other students could. I quickly got to the parking lot and got in my car, not wanting any of them to follow me, and sped out onto the highway. I was going home first to get ready for tonight and to visit someone every special to me from my past.

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Once I got home, I went stright to my room. I didn't know how long I was going to be with the Cullens but I had to make one stop before going anywhere else. I went to my closet to get a black mini skirt and a white tube top. I also grabed my favouite black high heels and black leather jacket. My heels went up above my knees and they were great riding boots. After getting my out fit on I went to my office to get one of the white roses I had on my desk. I did this every year, like a promise to someone I loved so much. I went to my garage to get one of my bikes. I had two motorcycle for when I didn't want to uses my cars.

I had booted the cars speed so I did the same for my bikes. The first one was my favourite. It was a silver 2008 Suzuki GSX-R1000 but I changed it to BMS-Suzuki. I thought it has a nice ring to it (BMS does stand for my full name). My other bike used to be a black 2007 Yamaha FJR 13AEWS but that's just a mouth full. So now it's just B.BMS-Yamaha. ( I will also tell you why BMS and B.BMS Later.)

I parked my BMW in the garage, naxt to my B360 and got on my B.B (Shot form for her B.BMS-Yamaha.). As soon as I hit the dute road that took me to Forks again, I was at 150 mph already.

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Soon I pulled up to the gate of 'Forks Cemetery' to visit someone. I walked through the all too farmiliar spot I kneeled down to read the lettering on the gravestone like I always do. I had to wipe the surface because it was covered with dirt and mud... like always. Now with the mud off I could read all the words and even see every little stone in the larger one. I had memorized these words, but when I would visit, I would read it over and over again. Written on the stone was...

Chief Charlie Swan

1966-2005

A great man, friend and

beloved father.

Will always be missed.

I could never believe, even after all these years, that he was gone. And to think it was all my falt. I've always had a thought that I shouldn't even come here and start talking to him as if he was standing right in front of me but I couldn't stop myself. He was my dad. I have a right. But then when I looked to the left of his stone, there was my small stone with...

In memory of

Isabella Marie Swan

1987-2005

A Beloved friend and daughter.

One hell of a young women.

I always laugh at the last part. I think that was what Charlie had put on. Most likely after my mother had lefted. I looked back at Charlie's stone and placed the white rose on top. Now was the I-look-like-an-idiot part. I started talking to him.

" Hey daddy. Long time no see. Sorry about not coming here more often, but I think one visit a year is good. so how are you doing? what's it like in heaven? I know your up there because you were always the 'do-gooder' ?"

I was on the brink of tears again. What is it with today? I've cried too many times in one day. It's not far! I continued to talk. " Anyway. I started school again. I know how you used to be with me having a good education. I'm back at Forks High. Just like in the old days." By the end of saying this, what I had said was just a whisper. I had to stop soon before I regretted it. I signed loudly and got up. If I wanted to get tell-the-Cullens-everything over with I had to go now.

Whispering I said," Bye dad. See you next year." With that said, I kissed my hand and placed it on the surface of his stone. After, I quickly walked back to my bike and got out of there before anyone saw me. What seemed like minutes, I was pulling up to the large-white mansion with the large lawn, that I thought was a small meadow the first time I came here. I parked my bike behind Emmett's red jeep and got off.

I soon hear I high pitch scream. I turned in alarm to see a bouncing pixie on the front porch. I side stepped away from my bike knowing that Alice would most likely charge at me in seconds. As I thought of this she ran at full speed at me and pounced. We landed on the gravel thrity feet away from my bike. I still don't know how she hides all this energy till she's home. After finally stopping Alice looked up at me with her still black eyes. When was the last time they when hunting? She smiled and spoke in a blur.

" HeyBella.Sorryaboutafterclass.I'msooohappytoseeyourokay!Yourokayright?" (OK this is what she said... "Hey Bella. Sorry about after class. I'm sooo happy to see your okay!Your okay right?" Sry I had to do that at less once in this story.) I looked at her until I got what she had said. "Yea. I'm okay. And you don't have to apologize for that. It's just been a crying day that's all." I smiled to make her see I was fine, but Alice being Alice, she saw right through it. Her face fell into a frown and her eyebrows creased. " What are you lieing about? ...or hiding?" Before I could lie through my teeth, she was riped off of me and I was pulled into a bear hug. Literally!

" Hey Bella! I missed ya. I know we're in the same english class but I still did. It hasn't been the same without you." Emmett said spinning around with me in his arms. I would have gottin dizzy if I was still human. Well... all human that is. Emmett finally stopped and set me on my feet again andsmiled down at me. I did a little smile up at that big brother I never got. I was going to turn around when someone snuck up behind me. " Hey Bella." I almost screamed to hear Jasper so close but spun around with wide eyes and my mouth shut tight. He started chuckling until he saw my new face. I gave him one of my diedly glares and then his eyes wide while stepping back.

My face truned into a smile and then I spoke." What Jax. Did I scaried you?" He saired at me for a minute and then responded. " No. Your diedly glare scaried me." He said smiling. I walked over to where he was standing and said, " Well I'm sorry. But that's why you don't sneck up on me. Now where's my hug?" saying the last part in an upset tone. He pulled me in a hug laughing. I never did get to hug Jasper when I was a human. It seemed so weird. I pulled away to see Alice smiling. I read her mind to see why.

Alice- 'Jazz looks so happy right now. He has been beating himself up ever since her birthday. It good to see him smile after so long.'

I thought about what she was saying. Jasper was blaming himself for what happened? Not after I'm through with him! I looked at Alice then at a still smiling Jasper and back. "Jasper? Have you been blaming yourself for what happened?" I had a hard face on so he wouldn't know how that hurt me and how it angeried me at the sametime. He looked at me in confusion, but figured it out on his own. He looked away just like what Cullens do when they didn't want to answer someone.

I just keeped looking at him until I knew he wasn't going to answer me. So I continued. " Because you shouldn't. It's hurts Alice, Jasper. She hates seeing so..." I looked for the right word. "... hateful towards yourself and it hurts me." Now he was looking at me. So was Emmett and Alice for that matter.They had no clue what my my powers were. " Please don't blam yourself, okay?" Jasper was out of it for a few more minutes till he nodded his head. I smiled up at him to show I was happy with his answer. " Good. Now I can yell at you for even thing it was your falt! Got it?! " I yelled but I had a feeling no one but us hare me.

They all looked at me and my sudden mood swing. All jasper did was nodded his head again but in fear. " Good." was all I said to him. " Now I believe you want me to tell you all what happened after you left, corrected?" Alice finally broke their silance. " Yea. That was one of the reason we wanted you to come here." Her voice had turned for scaried to happy within seconds. She ran at me grabbing my hand and pulled me into another hug, without us on the ground. With that siad she pulled Jasper, Emmett, and I to the door and into the lobby.

Okay... What do you think? I am very sry for not writing faster. A girl came only type so fast though! So Please review and to give you all a hint to what happens next There's... happy moments, sad moments, tears and more. Bella will tell all to the Cullens. So if you want to know what has happen to Bella in the 112 years... REVIEW! Thanx!!

Peace xoxox Emily (Mrs.E.A.Cullen-17)