Number 21 Prussia X Austria

Where am I?
BANG
a warm feeling, blood on my face.
it isn't mine
tears, no! I don't want that!
hands, soft like silk take them away?
I know them. they belong to him.
my love.
'who?' I whisper
'nobody important' he answers
I know what he means. No one more important than him.
the awesome him.
'why' is my next question.
no reply.
'why?' I scream.
again no reply, footsteps instead.
and again tears.
the click of a gun.
'no, Don't ' I don't know if the gun is pointed at me.
I just scream.
BANG
the gun wasn't pointed at me.
'why Gilbert, why?' I cant help it. I call him by his name.
hands on the sides of my face.
my blindfolds falls off.
I look him in the eye.
'your next' he whispers.
I don't care.
he steps back.
I keep looking at him.
and I'm proud.
he points the gun.
not at my heart. he knows better.
he points it at my stomach.
a slow death.
not the death that I had in mind.
but its by his hand so I don't care.
another click.
one last look.
one last bang.
pain, so much pain.
he comes closer.
Tears, they aren't mine.
one last kiss, as I die in his arms.
'I love you'

I whisper to my killer