Quick note: Jacob is 18 in my story…Pretend he is turning 19 in a later date lol.

Disclaimer: Don't own any characters from the Twilight Saga! Stephenie Meyer does!


"Good morning mutt…" My Aunt Rose spat. My heart skipped a beat as I left my empty cup on the table and went out into the hall. Jacob had just walked into the door. I felt my mouth widen with my smile.

Jacob Black was pure muscle. He reached the solid height of 7 foot, his arms and legs each a mile long. The muscles were no longer just slight bumps. He was now covered in head to foot in ripped skin; making each movement extravagant as the muscles and tendons shifted. He kept his hair at chin length at my request. He was dressed in a button down white shirt and cut-off jeans. To my great pleasure, his shirt was unbuttoned and I had a nice look at his abs before I flushed a bright red and looked up into his smoldering brown eyes. Jacob Black was freakin' hot. I was damn lucky.

He gave my father a slap on the back before turning to my mom. His eyes brightened as he took her into his arms and gave her a bone breaking hug. Except now, they could hug and hit each other and come away in one piece. I envied her. Jacob couldn't do the same with me. I, sadly, was still breakable.

Jacob finally let go of my mom and came towards me. I stood still, my hands crossed in front of me. My Aunt Rose stepped in front of me, hands on her hips. I met Jacob's eyes. He winked at me. I could have melted.

"You are not going to hug Nessie just yet. You'll make her clothes stink."

"He only stinks to you Aunt Rose," I laughed. I gently pushed her out of the way and leapt into Jacob's waiting arms. He was so warm. I felt my feet return to the ground but still didn't let go. Someone was clearing their throat quite loudly behind us… Vampires didn't know what the word privacy meant…

"You probably should be going Nessie. Don't want to be late." My dad said. I reluctantly let go of Jacob and made my way around the circle of my vampire family. Uncle Jasper and Uncle Emmett both whispered to me to be safe. My mom had to be pried off of me by my dad and my grandfather had to pry my dad off next. I laughed at all their sad faces. "I'll only be gone for six hours! You guys can entertain yourselves till then!" I kissed my mom again on the cheek, let my hand linger on my fathers and then stole the keys to my Spider convertible.

"Renesmee," My father started.

"Please daddy? I haven't driven it since the day before yesterday…" I put on my best pout face.

"I wish you could take your car Nessie. But you know that is too noticeable."

"Fine." I huffed. I slowly put my keys down and picked up the keys for the Volvo…

Plain, stupid, silver Volvo…

Jacob and I drove to Forks High in silence. It wasn't a long drive; I was just as fast as my father. We found a parking spot and I turned off the car, the quiet growing heavy.

"Why are we going to school again? You're dad has taught you everything already…" Jacob mumbled. It was true; my father had been the one to tutor me while I was growing up. I knew almost seven different languages and I could finish a calculus test in about seven minutes.

But that wasn't why I wanted to go to school. I loved being around my family, I was just sick of sitting around all day waiting for something new to happen. My days had started to become a simple pattern. I would wake up and follow the steps; only sometimes veering off course if we went somewhere. I needed to be around other people… People my age…Or at least people my age for the time being.

Jacob watched me as my head worked through these thoughts. He reached over and took my tiny hand; making it disappear in his massive one. His skin was hot.

"You're not nervous are you Nessie?" I turned and raised one eyebrow.

"Me, nervous? Why would I be nervous?" And with that I climbed out of the car. But then I froze. Two human girls walked passed me, the smell of their blood flooded my senses and I sunk against the car. I had been warned this would happen, but it didn't make it easier. Jacob magically appeared in front of me, pinning my hands down by my side.

"You okay?" He asked apprehensively.

"I'm fine…I'm fine." I let my head fall into his chest and he pulled me closer. I could do this. I could smell their blood and control myself…I was only half vampire for crying out loud…

Luckily, Jacob knew how to distract me. His lips came softly down on top of mine. A gentle caress. He didn't push it farther; just let his lips lie on top of mine as I breathed in his forest scent. He smelled like wood and pine needles; not a wet dog. I felt his lips turn into a smile.

"It's nice to do this and not have to think of something else because your dad is around." The movement of his lips tickled mine. I giggled and then pushed up away from the car. He didn't resist, rising himself, his chest still smashed against mine.

"That is one of the perks of going to school," I whispered. I raised my hand to his cheek and thanked him. He turned his head and kissed the inside of my palm.

"Going to have a hard time not doing that today?"

"I might… I haven't gone a whole day without using my hands to talk to people… Try and remind me to speak up." He laughed and we pulled apart. He took my left hand; tucking it nicely inside the crook of his elbow. "I'll remind you to talk and not bite people." He said. I leaned over and bit him hard on his arm. He breathed in deep but didn't pull away.

"I don't like biting anybody except you." I bat my eyes at him. Probably because he couldn't resist, he leaned in and kissed me softly again.

Somehow, Jacob and I made it into the school yard. I held my breath as two more students walked by us, one walking so close that he touched me. I closed my eyes and let my breath out slowly. Jacob had stopped walking and I could feel his eyes on me. I kept them closed as I drew a breath in.

At first the smell was unbearable. I concentrated on counting backwards from 100. It felt like a hot poker had been shoved down my throat. I let out the air again, forcing another breath into my lungs. The feeling of something trying to stab me was there, but now it didn't make me want to cry. On the tenth breath in, the feeling was gone and all I smelled was Jacob. I knew I could do this.

"Hey man, you're girl okay?" My eyes snapped open. Jacob was holding me by the arms standing in front of me. A tall, lanky, blond hair kid was standing behind Jacob; peering around him to look at me. His friend, shorter with brown spiky hair, was peering around Jacob on the other side.

"She's fine. Shove off," Jacob growled. His eyes still locked with mine. "You okay Nessie?"

I smiled at him and said, "I'm fine." Jacob's shoulders seemed to hunch in obvious release of stress, but then tightened up again as he moved to stand next to me. "I said to shove off," he said through his teeth to the two boys that now stood erect in front of us. They seemed to cower at the venom in his voice. I rolled my eyes and slapped Jacob in the stomach. It made my hand sting.

"Be nice Jacob, geez." I looked back over at the blond kid. "My name is Renesmee. Nessie for short. You are?"

"I'm Chris. This is Dave," He tilted his head towards his short friend. "Are you okay, you're eyes were closed and you looked like you were gonna faint or somethin'."

I smiled brightly and said, "No, just had a headache. It's nice to meet you."

Chris and Dave exchanged a look and then shrugged their shoulders. I made a mental note not to try and control my lust for human blood right in the open.

"New in town?" Dave asked. He had a nice face. His cheeks showed signs of past ache, but it had cleared up. He was short and skinny, barely reaching up past his friends elbow. The blond kid also seemed nice. His eyebrows were brown, not blond, and he had large blue eyes. If Jacob wasn't around, he would be the tallest kid in school.

"We are, just moved here from Arkansas. This is Jacob, my friend." Jacob's eyes were narrowed, but his mouth twisted up at a pass as a welcoming smile. He reached out and shook the boy's hands. I thanked my lucky stars they hadn't offered to do the same with me.

"Well, we better head off to the cafeteria to get our class schedules. Follow us, we'll show you where it's at."

"Thanks." I took Jacob's hand and followed the boys through a hallway.

I pried my hand out of Jacob's to send him off toward the B's and made my way over to the W's. Once I had my class schedule I met Jacob in the middle of the room. I had Calculus honors, American Lit., Government, Spanish two, Chemistry, and Home Ec. Jacob had the same schedule except for Calculus and Chemistry. Those two were replaced with woods and biology. We both let out a breath, happy we would be in the same classes most of the day. Chris and Dave had rejoined us.

"Oh cool, we have Calc. together," Chris smiled down at me. Dave was the same size as me, but I couldn't help but feel closed in, the three of them and little me.

A bell sounded and the kids that were in the cafeteria started to move like cattle towards the door. I whispered in Jacob's ear that we all looked like a large herd moving to get to food and he laughed. Dave had turned to go to a different class and Chris waited patiently for me to follow him. I tried to let go of Jacob's arm, but my hand wouldn't move. I panicked and pulled him closer to me. He smiled and wrapped me in his arms; his chin resting on my head.

"You'll be alright Nessie." He cooed. I might look seventeen; but I sometimes still felt like a four year old. I had never been away from home without my family or Jacob near me. This was going to be the first time I would be alone. Jacob pushed me away from his body and leaned down to kiss me on my forehead. Then he was gone. I watched him walk away; his legs stretching wide in front of him, his hands in his pockets. I swallowed over the lump forming in my throat.

I turned away and looked back at Chris. He smiled at me and then beckoned me to follow him. I clenched my hands into fists and walked a little faster to catch up.

"How long have you and Jacob been together?" Chris asked once we were walking side by side.

"Awhile," I said. He wouldn't get what I meant if I had said since birth.

I wasn't watching where I was going. Just as Chris and I rounded a corner I ran smack into a girl about the same height as me. We bumped heads and then fell back. I was able to stay on my feet, but the girl fell onto her backside.

"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry! Are you okay?" I stopped myself before I reached out to help her up. She looked up at me, a hand extended, obviously waiting for me to grab it and help her up. I shot Chris a pleading glance and he reached out to help the girl. She scowled as she rose from the ground.

"I'm fine; just watch where you're going…tramp." She spat at me.

What the hell did tramp mean?

"Hey, calm down Kate, she didn't mean to do it on purpose." Chris defended me.

"I don't care if she is the Queen of England; she should still watch where she's going." She turned on her heels; sending her bleached blond locks flailing, and then stamped off, three other girls following behind her. They all had blond hair like the girl I had run into and each of them turned to glare at me as their leader walked off.

"You okay Nessie?" Chris asked. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him try and reach out to grab my hand. I moved it to look like I was pushing my hair out of my face.

"Uh… Yeah…Who was that?" I asked as we made our way to class. A second bell sounded and I knew we were late. Chris sped up a little and I had to jog to keep up with his stride.

"That was Kate Sanders. Miss popular and royal pain in the ass." He said over his shoulder. "Don't worry about what she said. She doesn't like when people still her lime light."

We didn't really need to run. When we finally got to the door of the class room, the teacher was just letting everyone in. My hands balled into fists again as I saw the back of Kate's head.

"Hey Chris, what's a tramp?"

"Er…You don't know?" He eyed me questionably. We sat down in the desks farthest from the front and just as far from Kate.

"No…We lived in a small town in Arkansas." But Chris didn't have time to answer me. The teacher called the class to attention.


Poor Nessie! Who could be mean to her!?

And yes, I have a major crush on Jacob's hot body :) (:

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