My usual hiding spot was being used by the already sky high stoners so I had to get high by myself behind the garbage can.

"Hey short stacks?" I smiled hearing Lucas' expected voice. He always followed me whenever I skipped class and I loved that. His good boy persona fouled most people, even his girlfriend, but not me, especially when we smoked together.

"Hand it over Hart." He said sitting down next to me. Chills ran down my spine, I loved how close Mr. perfect was to me but of course I couldn't let him know that.

"Aren't you worried your girlfriend will taste it on your lips." I said pulling the joint away from mine. As he took the joint and placed it in his mouth I licked my lips to get my point across.

"I'll eat a mint." He smiled taking it from me. His eyes were focused on my lips as my tongue slipped inside them. "So what's it today." He spread apart the strings on my jeans to reveal some of my deeper cuts. I swatted his hand away without my usual playful smile. He was the only one who knew about my cutting and I wanted to keep it this way.

"The usual," I finally smirked, "My moms horrible boy toys and," I cut myself off before I said something stupid. I looked up at him. "Hand it over."

We sat behind the dumpster for at least two classes when both of us got really tired with talking and just zoned out.

"Hey short stacks?" Lucas said our joint having burnt out a while ago. Neither of us were sober but since we only smoked a little we were now semi clear minded.

"Yeah cowboy?" I replied.

"I'm going to dump her." He said still staring blankly in front of him.

"What?" I looked to his perfectly chiseled face.

"You know Riley?" He paused for a moment "My girlfriend?" He said once more still not looking at her. "I'm going to break up with her." He nodded his head to prove he sure about this decision.

"Are you still high? Why would you do that?" I asked trying to sound as sober and unfazed by this as possible.

"She won't," He paused to think for a moment "Don't hate me for saying this but, I want to break up with her because she won't fuck me." I smiled for a moment loving his childish behavior but then I realized this would crush Riley. I wanted Lucas was available but not like this. "The girl ive been dating for years and that I've been dating for three still hasn't fucked me, and it's not like I havent tried to fuck her she just-"

"Oh no no no no." I said turning him towards me and looking him straight in the eye "You should definitely not do that. Do not break up with her."

"I know I don't exactly want to but I can't go another three years without doing anything." He pointed out.

"Well," I would have told him about Riley's plan but I was leaning in I was leaning in. I wanted to kiss him and it didn't help that he leaned in. He was leaning in. "If your only problem is not being able to fuck Riley..." Those perfect southern lips were so close to mine. "Maybe you could fuck someone else." We were moving so slowly, far too slowly for me so I grabbed the back of Lucas' neck and pulled him on top of me. The concrete was slightly uncomfortable but I didn't care considering the concrete wasn't the only thing hard against me. I slipped my tongue in between Lucas' lips. I could feel him pulling down his pants. Throughout the years I had had a lot of meaningless and sometimes great sex but this would be his first time and I realized this isn't how he should lose his virginity. "Wait," I said pushing him away. "I'm usually fine with fucking someone behind a dumpster," I took a deep breath "But if you want to lose your virginity today, with me." I sighed "Meet me at my house at nine, my mom's not going to be home tonight." I stood up making sure to brush my hand against his hard cock as I left.

I went back to my last two classes zoned out for most of them thinking about whether or not Lucas was coming over. As soon as the bell rang (or maybe five minutes before) I made my way home and as soon as I got on the first subway home I got a text from Riley.

Riley: So we're still having a sleepover tonight right?

Riley texted with no spelling errors.

Me: i cant 3night mom wants 2 talk 2 me ot somthing

I replied.

Riley: 3night? Can you at least make sure your spelling errors are correct?

Riley: And also...

Riley: *I

Riley: *Tonight

Riley: *To

Riley: *To

Riley: *Or

Riley: *Something

Riley: Anyway I'll miss you see you tomorrow. :)

Me: Miis u 2 by :)

I knew Riley wanted to correct me but gave up and did her homework.

When I got home I quickly pushed my mom out the door. She just assumed it was normal teenage rebellion and went with it. As soon as I saw her drive off to her boyfriend's house I went straight to my closet. I took out my three sluttiest bras and matching underwear.

There's the white one; which makes me look innocent and makes my hair look great.

The red one; which makes me look hot and spicy like the devil's lover.

And last but not least the black one; this one makes me look dark and evil mixed with my light blonde hair and extremely pale skin makes me even sexier and more irresistible than usual.

In the end I chose black since it made my boobs look the biggest.

Nine o'clock: Lucas wasn't here.

Nine thirty: Still wasn't here.

Ten: I'm still alone.

By ten thirty I decided to give up on waiting for him. Since I had been waiting to be fucked the whole night I was extremely horny and if pretty boy wasn't coming to help me with that I would have to do it myself.