Knowing people you don't know
„Oh god.." Ashley sat up in her bed.
„It was so real.." she whispered. Ashley tried to remember her dream, but somehow it fainted till everything was deleted.
„But...what was it about..?"
She wiped away the tears that were streaming down her face.
Generally she can remember her dreams troublefree, but every year in july there is one day she can't. When she was a teenager, she had thought of it as a sign.
But a sign for what?
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As a twenty-one years old college student she has a lot of duties, one of them : after waking up, brouwsing through the net. She logged in and was greeted by some mails, most of them spam, she deleted them all till only one was left, it says : I'm Sorry.
Normally Ashley deleted mails like this too but she got interested and opened it.
Hey Jake,
I just wanted to tell you that I am really sorry,
I know you love me, but everytime there is someone I want to let into my life, this wall comes up and blocks them out.
It feels like I'm betraying someone, someone I truly love, but the problem is I don't know who this would be...
Maybe this sounds stupid, but I know I'm in love, the problem is just I don't know this person..
I'm sorry that it isn't you, because I really like you.
I hope oneday we can be friends again.
Spencer
Ashley read this email again and again.
It was clear this mail wasn't determinated to her, but the boy described the feeling she had everytime someone came near her.
She wasn't sure if she should answer this mail or not, after some self-debating she started to type.
Hi Spencer,
by mistake you've sended your mail, to someone named 'Jake'
towards me.
Well, how can I say... I read your mail and I know it's something very private,
just between you guys,
but the feeling of why you can't be with him, it reminded me of myself.
Since I was little I had this strange feeling.
I know it's stupid to tell this someone I don't know and who doesn't know me,
but, but, I don't know...
I think it just would be nice of you to answer me,so we could talk about it alittle...
only of you want to.
Ashley
She wasn't sure if she should really klick the sent button, but before she could give this idea a second thought the mail was send.
Half an hour later she got another email from this spencer boy, where he wrote his handy number, so they could textmessage or even call.
They texted all day long never getting bored at all, to her surprise Ashley found out that this Spencer wasn't a boy, she was a girl, like her.
She felt strange, because she has never liked someone-less than ever a girl- she didn't really knew.
Somehow it felt like they were connected somewhere, that they knew each...
"Haha, yeah, I totally know what you mean!!
Wow, this feels so strange, dude, we could be soulmates,
that would be scaring "
They wrote till Ashley got tired and went to bed, next day she had to attend to some lectures.
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"Damn! I have to go buy some milk.." She had never known why, but without her glass milk every morning she couldn't start in the day, so she went to the nearest supermarket.
On her way back Ashley noticed that she was really late for class, so she walked faster.
She didn't even noticed the blonde women on the sidewalk who was looking in the sky, enjoying the sun...
'BAAM' !
"Ouh, are you all right?"
Two big blue orbs looked up at her, never giving a sign of anger.
Ashley couldn't help but stare at those two big pools that gave her a feeling of care and love.
"Uh, ah, yeah, I am...A bit in a hurry, huh?"
That let her come back into reality.
"Oh, yeah, actually...I am.." She helped the women up and started to move along, but the women hold her back.
"Hey, you've forgotten your milk, wouldn't it be annoying not to have a good start for the day?" The women asked innocently.
Ashley stopped in tracks, no, she couldn't know.
"Definately. Thank you..."
"You're welcome." She said longingly.
"Don't we know from somewhere..?"
"Well, the city is big, maybe we have bumped into each other before." The blonde beauty said winking.
Then Ashley remembered her class and ran away, even forgetting one last bye.
Too confused to concentrate on psychology she just sat in her seat thinking about the strange girl, she was sure they had met before, she was sure they were friends before, but that couldn't be, despite she felt this strange connection.
"I think I miss her..." she whispered to herself.
"Why do I want to see her again..? Those eyes.. there was something..but what?"
She couldn't find one answer to her questions.
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'Miep Miep' 'Miep Miep'
"From Spencer.."
"Hey Ho!
Just wanted to ask how you are doing?
And by the way..where do you live?
Spencer "
Right, they havn't talked about this.
Somehow Ashley got really excited... she typed back:
"Everythings like yesterday, I'm happy you messaged me.
I live in L.A near the Reyuna college ( A/N: Doesn't exist ;D)
you know it?"
She hasn't calculated the answer she got...
