1
I've been doing this for more than twenty years.
I've been in front of the camera naked and in love and in lust lots of times.
But that scene took me by surprise.
2
Of course, everyone asks me what it was like.
Of course, I say "no big deal."
3
We've exchanged a few texts.
I parse every word of his to see if he's different.
What does he mean by "see you soon?"
Something more than he meant all the summers before?
4
There's a script in my email.
Season seven, episode one.
What will I have to pretend to feel?
And what will I have to pretend not to feel?
THE END