A/N: Hey guys I'm back with the second chapter. I hope you all liked the first chapter. I'm going to warn you this chapter is a bit blue but, in the summary you know Auslly does happen so stick with me(: Anyway here's chapter 2.

Trish and I enter Kira's house. It is humongous!

"Hey guys!" Kira says "I'm so glad you could make it."

"Yeah, thanks for inviting us." I say.

"Well make yourself at home." She says with a smile before walking over to Austin and Dez. Instantly they were smiling and laughing.

"Come on Trish. Let's go…mingle." I say pulling her outside.

"Geez I hate hate being a third wheel." Dez says as he walks over to us.

"He and Little Miss Perfect are ignoring me!"

"They're not the only ones who don't want to talk to you." Trish says.

"I'm sorry Dez." I say. "I'll be right back. I'm going to go get a soda.

"Ally you can't leave me with him." Trish says disgusted.

"I'll only be a minute." I say as I walk away. I see Austn and Kira talking and make my way over in their direction

"Can we go somewhere where we can talk alone?" Austin asks Kira.

"Yeah, come with me." Kira replies as she takes Austin's hand and takes him away. I discretely begin to follow them and listen in to their conversation.

"So I've had a great time with you tonight." Austin says.

"Same here." Kira responds.

"And…well I was thinking maybe we could go out just the two of us?" Austin says. Once the words come out of his mouth I die inside. My heart just broke into a million pieces. A single tear slides down my cheek. I wipe it away and continue to listen hoping Kira says no.

"Yes! Of course I'll go out with you!" Kira says excitedly. After this I honestly don't think I can take any more. I walking into Kira's bathroom and begin to sob. About five minutes pass and I wipe my face and open the door only to see Austin and Kira there hand and hand.

"Ally are you okay?" Kira asks.

"I'm just fine." I say still semi-chocked up. Instead of staying and explaining why I look like I just cried a river I walk back to Trish.

"Looks like Little Miss Perfect have a karaoke machine. You should so…" Trish begins, "Ally what's wrong?"

"I don't want to talk about it." I say looking up to try to get my crying under control.

"Ally why didn't you tell me we were going to cloud watch?" Dez asks as he comes over to us.

I manage to let out a small laugh and say, "Sorry Dez, it just a spur the moment kind of thing."

Next thing we know Austin is onstage about to sing one of our songs. "I'd like to dedicate this song to a special girl out there. I hope you know who you are." Austin says winking to Kira. I cannot believe Austin didn't even mention my name. I mean I wrote the entire song, for him. At this point I just can't wait to get out of here. Austin finishes the song and Kira gives him a giant hug. They walk over to us and Kira says, "Isn't he the sweetest?"

"The sweetest." Trish says sarcastically.

""Can I go next Kira? I've been working on my tap dancing." Dez says

"Actually Ally, why don't you go up there and sing something? Austin told me you have an amazing voice." Kira says. "Austin did what?" I thought to myself. I send Austin a glare.

"Kira, Ally has stage fright." Austin attempts to whisper. Great, why doesn't he just tell her my whole life story?

"You know what, no. I'll sing" I say as I chug the rest of my soda and make my way up to the quad. The music begins to play and I begin to sing.

If you only knew that I think about you,
In a kinda secret way,
I say kind of 'cause,
Well it's obvious,
I must be feeling these things,

Too bad you can tell 'cause...

If you only knew it would be a dream come true,
Standing next to you,
Yeah I might go insane to know,
That you feel the same as I do,
If You Only Knew,

All of the emotions I'm facing are pouring out. The anger I have towards Austin is fueling to the passion in my performance. If he only knew it was about him. Instead he just stand there with Kira on his arm while he cheers me on. Unbelievable.

If you only knew I write songs about you,
In the lyrics all reveal,
I imagine us chillin' out and stuff,
When I close my eyes this is real,

Singing out your name...

If you only knew it would be a dream come true,
Standing next to you,
Yeah I might go insane to know,
That you feel the same as I do,
And then maybe someday,
You'd write me a song too,
If I had it my waaaaay
If you only knew
If You Only Knew,

By now I have really gotten into the song and it feels great. Finally I am speaking my mind, showing my emotions. I am showing everyone that I am not just the person behind the music; I can do it. I really should have done this sooner.

If you only knew it would be a dream come true
Standing next to you
Yeah I might go insane!
If you only knew it would be a dream come true
Standing next to you
Yeah I might go insane to know
That you feel the same as I do
If You Only Knew

The crowd erupted into cheers as I finished singing. I know I should be elated that I conquered my stage fright but, I'm still angry and hurt. I get off the quad and begin to walk away.

"Ally, you conquered your stage fright! That is a huge thing." my mom says.

"I know it is but, I was hurt and so nothing really mattered at that point." I reply.

"You have to look at the situation as a blessing in disguise. If it wouldn't have happened you wouldn't have performed and then you wouldn't be going to MUNY." my mom says putting her hand on mine.

"You're right and I know that now." I say.

"I am so proud of you Ally. You have achieved so much!" my mom says pulling me into a hug.

"Okay now continue with the story."

"Okay so where were we?" I ask.

"You had just finished singing and everyone loved you." my mom says.

"Right okay so…" I continue.

"Ally you did it! You were amazing." Austin says but I keep walking. I don't even turn back around. I just keep walking.

"You like him don't you?" Trish asks.

"It doesn't even matter anymore." I say and keep walking in the direction of my house.

"Ally wait." I hear both Austin and Trish say. I turn and walk back to Trish and Austin. I grab Trish's arm and we head back to the car. I make Trish drive as I begin to sob for yet the second time in less than an hour.

A/N: Aww Ally's sad. Sorry to leave off on bit of a glum not but, things get better trust me. So I planned on updating sooner but, I found out I failed a major test I took during the school year and then my brother and I got into a very heated argument. After that I was a crying mess. Anyways I hope you all liked the chapter and I should be able to update soon.