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Thank you to my friend, WhisperingNights, Lamanth and shadowphoenix101 for your reviews!
Now don't get excited, this isn't turning into a fic, it just seemed the best place to put this drabble.
It's from Ming-Ming's point of view before chapter one.
There came a time when a choice had to be made.
Could I take the uncertainty again and again? Not knowing where she was, how she was, what she was doing, what she was thinking. Did she miss me? I missed her; there was a gaping hole in my heart that only ever managed to partly heal before she was off again.
Did I have the strength to keep it together? Time after time, I ran to my room, stood there and shivered, breathing rapidly, heart thudding away as I flew into a full-scale panic that this time was it, now I had lost her completely and forever. It hurt. It hurt so much that I finally understood why she would hit things to get the emotions out, why people cut, because keeping all that inside me felt like I was going to explode. Could I really do that, again and again, for the rest of my life?
Did I love her enough to keep on trying? That was the million-pound question. All the hurt and worry, fear and anger, was she worth it?
Well, I'm still here, so what does that say?
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