Okay so I promised every couple of days which might turn in to every weekend. Sorry!
Just to clarify Bella and Rose are 18, Edward is 21, Emmett is 23 and Liam is 22.
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It's been a week since he came back.
Rose and I have avoided leaving my house at all costs after my mental breakdown.
He just sweeps in and expects everything to go back to normal.
It can't though.
Things can't be the same.
Those words flash through my head "I'm home. I'm home. I'm home."
The tears are falling down my face as I try to push him away.
He pulls me to him and engulfs me in his arms.
This used to soothe me, now I panic and tense up.
I push him with all my strength but it leaves me when he says "I'm sorry. I love you."
Anger surges through me.
"You love me? Bullshit Edward!"I scream out. He gets a look of shock.
"If you 'love' me you wouldn't have left!"
"And you are sorry? For what exactly?"
"For being an ass?"
"For promising me forever and then taking it away in the same night!?"
"Or better yet Edward leaving me in the hospital after I lost the baby!?" The tears start flowing again and my knees grow weak.
Edward looks pained but I have no sympathy for him...not now.
Before I hit the ground a pair of arms wrap around me keeping me up and giving me comfort.
First they're Emmett's, then Liam's and finally Rose's.
"I think you should go." Rose whispers holding me to her. I can't move or talk. "All of you."
Everything that has been bottled up inside is coming out.
I hear the boys finally start walking away just as Rose walks me inside the house.
We go up to my bed and Rose holds me as I cry.
"I texted Jess and told her we'd reschedule." Rose said. I completely forgot about that. I nod my head and close my eyes.
The next morning, I was a zombie.
Rose acted like my mom keeping me fed and clean.
I owe this girl my life.
He should be doing this. Holding me, giving me comfort.
But he isn't. He didn't.
I broke into tears again and Rose just comforted me.
The past couple days have been like this but I'm finally feeling better.
Rose suggested heading into Seattle and having a girls night at the club.
So right now, everyone is at my house getting ready.
Rose is doing my hair as I do Jessica's make up.
I'm wearing a royal blue mini dress with my classic black pumps with red bottoms.
I have a smokey eye and just a little lip gloss and Rose is doing loose curls for my hair.
"I seen your neighbors before. The Cullen boys are hot as hell." Yes thank you Lauren.
Jess squeezed my hand as Rose squeezed my shoulder.
I gave them both my best smile at the moment.
It isn't very strong.
"Hmm, I guess." I said. She looked at me like I was crazy.
"Seriously though and the one with the brown hair and red and gold tints... Oh my gosh I thought I died." She says.
I feel my tears coming so I got out as soon as I could.
I went out and sat on my back porch.
I heard laughter coming from next door.
It sounds like the boys are playing a game of baseball.
"Shit! Dude too hard!" Liam's voice booms out.
"I got it!" Emmett says jumping the fence into my yard.
He doesn't see me until he throws the ball back over the fence.
I offer him a small smile and he comes closer until he sits next to me.
He gives me a hug.
"I didn't know, I'm sorry." He says.
"It's not your fault. I don't blame you and thank you." I say squeezing him a little tighter.
Emmett is like the big brother I never had and I love him.
"How have you been?" I ask. He chuckles.
"Missing my partner in crime." He said I can't help but smile.
"I needed that. Thank you." I say he just shrugs. "I missed you too, Em. All of you." I tell him looking up at him.
"Mom and dad said they'd come see you sometime soon. Bell, none of us knew. When Edward came home he just packed and left. We didn't even know if you were alive or dead. We all jumped to the worst conclusion possible until Charlie called looking for him." Em said.
I nodded taking it all in.
"I don't blame you guys. Please know that... this is just between him and I." I say. He nods.
"I know. We all know." I nod.
"Emmett are you spying on the girls? I mean I know you found the blond to be-"
"Shut it Liam! I'll be right there." He turns to me. "You okay?"
I nod my head.
"I just needed some air. We're going out tonight." He nods and smiles getting up.
He wipes off his hands and his pants walking away.
He turns at the gate after opening it looking back and giving me a small smile.
"Have fun tonight and don't do anything I wouldn't." He says waggling his eyebrows.
I laugh at Emmett and his goofy antics as he chuckles walking into his yard.
I head back inside.
I walk into my room and majority of them look at me.
I'm so used to it I don't pay it much mind anymore.
Rose must have finished Jessica's make up.
Everyone seems like they're ready to go so I grab my clutch and make sure I have my ID, keys, lip gloss and phone.
Once all that is in there, I look up at the girls and smile.
"Let's have some fun tonight!"
We arrive at Pure in Seattle and easily get inside.
The music is pumping and this is where I need to be.
Rose, Jess, Alice and I head for the dance floor while the others head for drinks.
Alesso and Dirty South's mix is playing so we all easily dance along to the beat.
House music is one of my favorites especially when it has lyrics to sing along with.
Alice soon leaves when her 'boyfriend' Jasper Whitlock comes. Jasper graduated two years ago and left for San Francisco to study business but dropped out three months later.
He know lives in his parents basement.
See where I'm going with this?
We take a break a little while later and head to the booth. There's a couple of male figures there and I freak when we get closer.
"Belly I thought you gave up the club scene?" That would be Liam sipping on a Corona.
I flip him off and sit in between Rose and Emmett.
Lauren is all over Edward but he doesn't pay attention to her. He watches me.
Jared, the bartender, comes over and asks what we'd like.
Everyone orders their drinks and I decline.
My stomach is doing flips.
"I'll have a Jack and coke and a woo woo for Bella." He says sliding over his black American Express.
"Sure thing." Jared says walking away.
"I said I didn't want a drink."
"Bella not here please, let's have a good time?" Liam asks.
Angered, pissed and hurt I turn to Rose and hole up two fingers. She nods and we get up to leave the table.
"Where are you girls going?" Edward asks.
I turn smile nicely and say "Leaving. Something you know well."
Emmett gives me a high five and walks outside with us.
We get stamped so that way we can go back inside after.
"Here." Rose says handing me a cigarette. I thank her and take a deep hit.
"Who is driving home?" Emmett asks.
"I am that is why I got a soda."
Emmett nods at Rose. We finish our cigarettes and head back inside.
Emmett wraps an arm around my shoulder and one around Rose's.
We walk back to the table and sit in our seat.
Lauren Mallory is giving me the death stare. Great.
Our drinks come to the table and I don't touch mine.
Drinking with my parents is one thing but drinking here is another.
I am only 18 and I don't need this club being shut down.
Edward just watches me.
"How did you know we were going to be here?" Rose asks Em.
He nods his head towards me. "I talked to B before you guys left, this is the only club having an all ages event tonight."
"Oh." Rose says.
I think Rose's crush on Emmett is coming back.
Maybe one of us will be a Cullen one day.