Well this is what would happen in real life. As my mom tells me "Books have happily ever afters, because real life doesn't." So this is what I think would happen after Kristina outburst. How goes nothing. This is Kristina's point of view.
Everyone was looking at me with disbelief. I can't blame them. I don't feel sorry. I don't care. I just couldn't anymore. I couldn't feel anything anymore.
I should feel bad that I stolen from my parents. I should feel bad I left my children, but I just couldn't anymore. I should feel bad that the man who loved me got me on the monster than married another. I only feel bad when I don't get enough of the monster.
I was going to quit I had to. I have no choice. My life isn't in my own hands anymore. I wanted to take back my life. I wanted control. I was going to care again. I wanted to.
But everyday of my life my tolerance grew higher. I hated that, because I needed more and more. I know that isn't really good, but I can't stop. I knew all my other thoughts were just crazy.
My family doesn't deserve me. I know that. They never will. That is when Bree starts talking to me again, "You'll never be good enough for them. Even if you stopped you'll still be known as the crazy drug girl. What would even be the point of trying."
Bree is me. Me with the monster. She controlled me and everything about me. She rarely ever talked to me now. I could see her point though. There was no point in fighting with her or the monster. They both always win.
I excused myself. I walked out the front door. I only came for the food and place to stay. Once I got some of the monster I wouldn't need any of that. I was really going to miss Trey though. He always got a good score.
I walked back in and grabbed my dad's keys off the hook. I walked out once more. I got myself a new car. Once I get where I'm going I can sell it. I ride away only thinking of myself and my next score.
That is the story of my life. Myself and my next score.
Years later she had 3 more children. She didn't take care of any of them. She didn't take care of any of her older children either. A week after Christmas Kristina was caught with her father's car. She was put in jail for 6 months. After that she disappeared only coming to her parents, siblings, and children when she needed money.
By the age of 37 she was found dead in her motel room. She died a painful dead, because she overdosed. Or that what people assumed. (Murder)