Blaine had cried, screamed and even punched Nick in the face when he got home. His anger overpowered his sadness of being the victim when the most awful part of his life was on replay in his mind. Nick had tried to comfort him but Blaine didn't want or need the comfort Nick was offering. He chose to be consoled by the alcohol instead.

"I'll make him pay." Blaine said grudgingly on the couch. Furious eyes were glaring at a picture while angry fingers clutched a fork and stabbed it on that particular page in the High School Yearbook.

Nicholas Duval watched his best friend restlessly. He was not stupid to ask Blaine if he was sure Kurt — the mechanic he met earlier was the one that stole Blaine's youth away because considering the state Blaine was currently in, it was a dense move. If only Mercedes Jones knew the reason why his new colleague wanted to see the yearbook that had Kurt in it, she wouldn't give it to Blaine right away. Because in that book was a face of someone who had destroyed another person's life. The real face of the boy, not the man he had become now.

"Blaine, enough." Nick took the bottle away from Blaine's grasp. He shouldn't let Blaine drank any liquor in the first place but he couldn't stand to see the pain in his best friend's eyes. A few was okay but Blaine had drank too much, it had to be stopped.

"Fuck off, Duval! Give it back!" Blaine retorted, wavering to grab the bottle back.

"You could die from alcohol poisoning, damn it!" Nick snapped, pouring all the liquor down the sink.

Blaine stomped his hands on the kitchen counter irritably, frustrated all the alcohol was gone. "It's not… your goddamn business!"

"Not my goddamn business?! If you really wanna die, do me a favor and shoot yourself or jump from the fucking building!" Nick replied likewise heatedly. "At least it would lessen my endurance knowing that you didn't suffer for long!"

Blaine gritted his teeth. "Fuck. You."

Truthfully, Blaine's behavior was scaring the shit out of Nick. Blaine wasn't the kid he knew twenty-three years ago. Blaine certainly wasn't the scrawny kid from the past. He had transformed into this well-toned, clever and handsome man. Standing at 5'8", the glasses Blaine was wearing didn't make him look like a nerd, instead, he looked like someone who had tons of experience and honestly, he surely had. Blaine without doubt had changed after that cruel night of his life but presently, the changes became worst.

"You would kill yourself if you keep on doing this!" Nick grabbed Blaine's shoulder firmly in his hands. "Think about your brother! You think he wanted this for you, huh?! You really wanted to follow him and—"

"That wouldn't be the worst thing that could happen, would it? At least I got to be with them." Blaine answered offhandedly and grinned a little.

Nick cupped Blaine's face firmly, forcing Blaine to look him in the eyes and spoke softly. "You are not going through with this nonsense."

Blaine pushed Nick away, face hard. "If I wanna experience the joy of being with my family, it still doesn't concern you!"

"I'm the one who have to bury you, asshole!" Nick lost his temper. "Nobody including that guy give a damn that you're dead other than me!"

Blaine's face fell and Nick felt like a jerk because of it even though it was the truth. Blaine didn't have many friends growing up because he didn't have a father like everyone else. Geoffrey Anderson left his family when Blaine was eight years old and a year later, Blaine's mother followed her husband's lead and abandoned her family and her sons as well. Since then Cooper had to step on the plate and became Blaine's guardian. He had to support himself and his younger brother all by himself. Money was the major problem and because of that, Blaine didn't have a nice childhood like other kids had.

When Blaine was raped, nobody knew except Nick. Blaine was his best friend since preschool and he didn't mind Blaine wasn't as rich as he was because Blaine was a good friend. They shared everything. After the incident, Blaine had come to his house the next day, shaking like a leaf and crying his eyes out Nick scared he might gonna have a fit. Blaine didn't tell anyone about it including his older brother and Nick was the first to know. Nick had thrown up on his bed knowing Blaine was raped on his way home from Nick's house. If only he knew; he would send Blaine home, he wouldn't have let Blaine walk alone that night. Nick still couldn't brush away the guilt albeit it had happened ten years ago and it must have been worst for Blaine himself who had to endure all the pain being the prey.

"I'm saving you! Being dead doesn't make things better!" Nick bellowed, trying to put some senses into Blaine.

Blaine chuckled, his foggy brain was taking control. "You are so pathetic, Nicky. Pa-the-tic."

"If afraid of losing you make me pathetic, let it be then!" Nick cupped his best friend's face again. "I love you, B. I don't wanna lose you because of this." He pulled Blaine into his embrace, holding him tightly. "I don't care what people said about you… You are my best friend, my brother!"

Blaine broke down once he was in Nick's arms. His guard was completely down. Why of all people he was the one who had to go through this? Maybe he was the one who was pathetic… not Nick. "Life isn't f-fair to me b-but I want him pay… for what he had done t-to me, Nick."

"Life really isn't fair… but we will get through this together." Nick soothed. His own tears fell down, wetting his face.

"I will make him fall in love with me… and then I'll break his heart and destroy his life." Blaine sobbed but his voice was filled with determination, it sent a chill through Nick's body because he knew, once Blaine Anderson made a pledge, he would make sure the oath was fulfilled.

A/N: Thank you so much for reading and reviewing! XOXO!

Becca Colfer: Unfortunately, in Blaine's opinion, he did think Kurt was responsible for his misfortune. There's a story behind everything and you'll know more throughout the fic. I am evil, you got that right and you bet it's gonna get twisted somehow, hehe! ;)

InADarkRoom: My Spanish isn't that good and it's practically my third language so I hope I understand it correctly, hehe! Based on his memories, Blaine was positive that the rapist was Kurt. I'm not going to give away anything. It happened years ago so Blaine could be right but he also could be wrong. Thanks for respecting my work and thanks for your compliment. :D

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