Koori/Sanzo/Goku: *Walks out from room*

Sanzo: *looks extremely pale*........................

Koori: Now do you understand?

Sanzo: *nods*.........................

Koori: Good........*checks reviews* Holy Shit! So many reviews for this piece of crap?*confused look* then Im a good whriter then?...................And....................... If this keeps up,Im not gonna stop being an authorres! ^_^ Just continue reviewing,K?.........I mean really....1st review just 2 hours after posting? Sugoi! ^_^

Review Responce:

Koinu-Chan: Domo Arigato Koinu-Chan Desu! ^_^ Your review surprised me very much! You were the 1st to review & just 2 hours after posting..........^_^ And heres the Update.......And I think your pretty good in spelling! And it doesnt mean you have to cry or be scared after reading an angst fic........Im happy that you liked it so much & it didnt dampen your mood very much! ^_^ *gives goku plushie* here......as thanks for reviewing! ^_^

nobody's home: My story is similar to the story you once whrote but erased afterwards?......*blink,blink* Yeah I am depressed.....about 3 years Im like this.....oh well..........*gives goku plushie*

Echiko: Uhmmmm.......*pats shoulder* there,there.......dont cry......*gives Goku plushie* Will this cheer you up??

ethereal-tenshi: Im updating......Im updating....You can stop with the pleading for now..........thanks for the support! ^_^ *gives goku plushie*

Anthey Oom: Thanks you sis for Reviewing ^_^ Glad you like it! *hugs* Il try my best with this story......*gives goku plushie*

Merf: I know its depressing.......but that was my moon when I whrote it! Dont cry......*gives goku plushie*

dragon keeper: go ahead.....shoot!......Itl be better for everyone anyway....*sigh*......but heres the update you threatened me for.....*gives goku plushie* Forsaken^On3: Okay I whrote another chapter..............*gives goku plushie* Happy?

Genjo Sanzo 1: Oh.My.God!*bows down* Your one of my favorite Authoresses! Its an honor that you review my humble fic.....We think Alike?Okay.................................................................. ......................................... You cant change anything huh? There is no living thing,that cant change anything! Everyone can change something,you just need to find out what! Sometimes it takes a lifetime to find out what,but still theres always something you CAN change! Why go on living? Because there always be someone who cries over the one who dies & sometimes follows in death......And if your alive till now.....even after so much time.....it must mean something,ne?You werent given life,just to waste it by Suicide! *hits GS1 over the head* Isnt Saiyuki a good example why to keep on living,even after so pain you experienced? Who needs cowards? Better a coward then a person who always seeks dangerous situations!Runnig away is natural......that I agree......but life never was perfect............I wish to die too you know......but I just arent such a person.......and Im afraid that a cross between a Necrophyle & a Pedophyle visits me while Im dead......I sure wouldnt want to be raped when Im dead.....do you? And what will happen when you die? Who says youl find peace when you die? Will the pain stop if you die? Really.....D you think it really will? *looks at knife in hand* I dont think it will....It could even multiply when you die! And feeling something is always better then feeling totaly empty & lifeless.....*shakes head* If you need someone to talk to,contact me,ok? I really wouldnt want such a great personality like you to die! And If you die,I die! Kapish? *shakes head* Thanks again for reviewing........and please update Sanzo Shaped Nikuman & all your other fics too! *gives Goku plushie,then hugs both Chibi Sanzo & GS1* ^_^

Koori: Thanks again for Reviewing,Minna-san! ^_^

Majin: But what about your other stories?

Koori: *depressed look* ..........................

Majin: *shakes head* thought so............

Koori:...............Saiyuki doesnt belong to me......obviously! If it would belong to me,it would be totaly crap! Bad Story........Shitty Characters......Animation wouldve sucked.........Thank god Kazuya Minekura owns it!

Warning! This story contains hints of Male/Male relationships! Heavy cussing.....courtesy of our dear Sanzo-sama!And is a tad bit depressing......but Saiyuki is that way too,so its nothing uncommon!

'thinking'

''Speaking''

/Goku voice in Sanzos head/(you know which!)

//A Voice in someones mind...//(Like in Sanzos mind this time...)

In the Mind.......

Of a Namaguza Bouzu!............

Recap:

''Sanzo! Haraheta!''

*thwack* Urusai,BakaSaru!

''Im not a Saru!''

*recap end*

'Well........that should teach him to Not to annoy me anymore!...........Baka Saru.........Always thinking about food......food & fighting.......is it the only thing on his mind?.........*shakes head* whatever.......

/Sanzo....../

There it goes again..........the voice I heard,that led me to him..........Why does it keep bothering me lately?

/Sanzo.......Help me....../

Why does it sound so sad,when hes all cheerful? And why does it keep asking me for help? As if he couldnt take care of himself..........

/Sanzo..../

Shut up! I dont care what happens to that monkey,so stop bothering me!......I care only about myself.......All the others could go to hell,for all I care.........

/................/

Good.......It shut up now......stupid Annoying Saru.......Annoys me even when hes silent.........silent........If I think about it,it is silent more often then usual.....Guess the Saru is starting to understand to not bother me with his endless botomless pit for a stomack...................................

*looks at rear-view mirror*Hey what was that look?............It was so empty.......so unlike the usual............Empty&lost eyes.....Expressionless face......a look very similar to a puppets........*looks at mirror again* Now its the normal grinning face...... Was it just my Imagination?.........I know hes eyes doesnt shine with pure Innocence anymore,but that empty look just isnt him...........Must be losing my sanity then........no wonder......Was I ever sane?.......maybe........But now Im starting to really doubt my sanity..........Why In even thinking about this& him?.........The Great Genjo Sanzo Does Not Care about a Baka Saru!

//Oh Really?//

Yes..................What the Fu-

//Suit yourself then.......//

............Grrrrreat,now Im hearing two voices in my head.......Insanity here I come!*obviously sarcasm* ........................................Okay..................Maybe do care a bit about the saru........but its more lust,then care...........I mean really......the tanned skin.......and the sexy body he has.........who can blame me?I sure sometimes wish to just drag him on the bed and fuck him senseless........just thinking about it makes me horny..............

..................and Im supposed to be a High-Ranking Budhist monk.............A person who doesnt drink,smoke,curse or kill..........well they dont call me a corrupt monk for nothing(Koori: so true.......Ero Namaguza Bouzu! Sanzo: *glare* Koori: What?!)...........And Im supposed to be celibate(Koori: Is he even? ^_~)

.............Master.......I wonder what Master would say about the things Im thinking lately.........What did he think when he chose me as the next Sanzo? He mustve been high on crack or something..........Making a person like me the next Sanzo........Im not even good enough to be a Monk,and he makes me one of the most high-ranking monks.............ah...........were nearing a town........good riddance.......maybe Itl help me sooth my headache that I have from that Ero Kappa's & Baka Saru's arguing............'

TBC?

Koori: This chapter sucks............and its too short..... All: *nod*

Majin: Then why did you whrite it so short?

Koori: I have a headache.....a whriters block already.....and in a too happy mood to whrite angst.........got no Idea what to whrite next......so please,if anyone is reading this......Updates will come very randomly.....sometimes short....sometimes long........And I think Im better in Whriting Gokus Pov, ne?

Majin: Then why did you whrite in Sanzos?

Koori: At first I think Im gonna do Gojyos & Hakkais Pov next......then Im gonna stick to Gokus......

Majin: That sounds like a plan......

Koori: Guess so.........Now I only have to think of what to whrite......and I still have that essay to whrite........

Sanzo: Youre Hopeless..........

Koori: I know.......I think Im gonna go get some fresh air......and do some Star-Watching..........Looking at stars helps me think anyway.....Maybe Il get my Inspiration back! ^_~ *goes out*

Sanzo:.................Is she an airhead or what?

Majin& Hikari: We know........

Majin/Hikari/Goku/Sanzo: Please Read & Refiew folks! And Flames are welcome too......just that they have to make sence!(the flames...)

Goku: Please Review!*puppy eyes*Maybe Itl bring Koori-ne-chan out of her depression that way! It brightened her mood a bit Already! ^_^

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