I try to stay alert, but I drift off, slowly. Unwillingly. I am not awake and my eyes aren't open, but i can still hear everything around me. I don't want to hear, but I have no choice. I try to move my body, feeling a rock underneath of me, but my body is very limp and I can't move at all. A minute later, the only thing I can hear is the sound of him opening the back door to the truck and him coming closer and closer to me. My mind starts to spin and I can't take it. I feel a rag over my face, and I'm out for good.
when I wake up again, I am somewhere completely different from that alleyway. I am tied to a tree in the middle of the woods, and can actual open my eyes. I'm dreary and my heart is beating slow. i hardly have a pulse and feel like I am about to die. I can't take it. I can't breathe. i finally build up my bravery again and open my eyes. There is no one around. Where is Liam? my sense of security is being taken away from me and I want to cry. i want to be home. With Mariana, Jesus, Jude, Brandon, and my moms! I love my family and i hate Liam!
I fell asleep and by the time I woke up again, Liam was back! It was extremely hot out. I was really hungry and extremely thirsty! My throat was so dry to the point where I couldn't breathe and if I tried to swallow or breathe, I broke into a choking spasm and almost died. is this his point?! To let me die out here. Someone will find me. Dead or alive, and they will trace it all back to him.
He gets out of the truck and walks over to me. I have a disgusted look on my face and he has a smile on his face that is a disgusting freaking smile that i can't stand.
"What do you want from me?!" I say harshly. "I didn't do anything to you and you have no right to do this to me!"
"I want you back, Callie! When those people came and took you away, they ruined our relationship."
"We never had a relationship! You raped me! I didn't like you! I made a mistake and you're just a complete asshole." i guess that was something I shouldn't have said to him at that moment. He ran over to me, an. Slapped me right across the face. I screamed at him, throwing words everywhere. I couldn't stop. He went to his truck and grabbed some kind of contraption. He taped my mouth shut. I hated him and everything that was happening to me.
Before he put the tape on my mouth I screamed, "if you are going to kill me, just do it now!" "why would I kill you?!" He replied. "you're mine! You are my toy! you will never go back to those people. Do you really think they love you? Of course they don't, or they would be looking for you right now."
"How do you know they aren't looking for me. They probably think I ran away or am at group! They will realize! They'll know eventually that something is wrong! My moms and siblings love me more then anyone could"
the next thing I know, he is as quiet as possible and walks back to his truck. He opens the tailgate of his gray beat down pickup, and it creaks open with an awful sound. The sound of nails on a chalkboard, which makes me cringe even more then I already had while Liam was talking to me. I close my eyes in fear of seeing something terrifying that I don't want to.
Thats when I hear it, and I know I can hear it. he's pulling it out slowly out of the back of his truck. I hear the metal against metal, scraping. I cringe again. He knows my eyes are closed so he tries to let me know what it is. He picks up gravel with it and it makes the perfect sound of a shovel. He does it over and over again, almost like he's digging a small hole. I open my eyes for a second. He glances over at me and sees that I am watching. He picks the shovel up and walks toward me with a smirk on his face and a graceful stride. He is thinking. I can tell. He takes the shovel like an axe over his shoulder, and I know that he's gonna do something, but not kill me, which I just wish he would. As he brings his momentum forward with the shovel, it is aimed right toward my face and I flinch, and that's when I can't breathe or move... What just happened?