Chapter 2:
''Ben, Wake up.''
''Huh? What do you want?'' I murmured in my sleepy slurred speech.
''The guy's will be waking up soon, you need to get to your bunk before they realise anything'' exclaimed Danny. It all came flooding back to me, Last night, what happened and Danny. Danny, everything about him, flooded through my brain. I love him. ''I don't want to leave.'' I sighed as I looked into his eyes.
''you have to. I don't want them to know.'' He replied
''just tell them I got sick of Cam's snoring and I came in here to get away from it!'' I planned.
''It's tempting'' Danny chuckled,
''then I'm the Devil, Give into temptation!'' I laughed and kissed him. I moved my head to his chest and listened to his heartbeat. Immediately as I did so, it raced faster until It sounded like it was going to explode. Danny tickled my spine with his finger which made me shiver but I liked it. ''it feels so right. That's what's weird.'' I sighed
''Yeah, it's how it's gonna be… you realise, if we're serious about this, we're gonna have to come out. Tell all our family, friends, and the fans that we're…'' Danny hesitated
''Gay.'' I finished for him. ''we'll have to tell people we're gay. But I don't think I am. I mean, I like girls, I'm just in love with you.'' I didn't think over what I said,
''So you wish I was a girl? Is that what you're saying?'' Danny Stressed.
''NO!'' I shouted. Danny quickly put his hand over my mouth
''you'll wake them!'' he warned.
''Sorry, What I mean is, I wouldn't look at a guy, other than you and say 'oh, I want my penis up his arse!' like I would a girl. Do you get me?' I explained
''Yeah I do. Other people won't see it that way.''
''Danny. We're a metal band. We have 100's of haters, do you think I give a fuck if we gain some because there are homophobic prick's out there?'' I informed him. ''Now shut the fuck up with this shitty 'Gay' talk and enjoy the moment.'' Danny laughed and stroked my hair. The quiet let me reflect on everything. How I felt for Danny, what would happen to the band, how it would affect our whole lives. ''Ben'' Danny whispered.
''Yeah'' I answered as I looked up at him.
''I love you more than anything.'' He smiled and pulled me up for a kiss. This was more passionate than the rest, almost desperate, he bit my spider bites and pulled on my lip. His smile was so sexy it was unbelievable. I finally understood why he has all those fan girls wanting him in their beds. When he let go I smiled back and held his hand. In the corner of my eye, I saw the bed sheet rise. A wave of embarrassment swept over Danny's face. I felt sorry for him, I'd be embarrassed as fuck too. I pulled away from Danny. I slid my head under the duvet, found his cock and sucked on it.
