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Anger
Sesshoumaru changed his sitting position inside the hot spring, whipping angrily away the little droplets of water out of his face.
17 years old... damn it.
All his muscles (specially the lower ones) throbbed as if like they were on fire; His last activity with his father had truly exhausted him. He massaged his temple in exasperation. God…he hated being treated like a simple toy.
He submerged himself deeper into the hot water; the steam coming out of it sent shivers down his spine. He closed his eyes sleepily, feeling the day's events catching up with him. What a day.
After the formal celebration for his 17th birthday (which he dreaded), his father led him to his chambers with the excuse of giving him his birthday present.
To Sesshoumaru's surprise, his father did give him a present. His father's 3rd sword- Tenseiga. He was told that Tenseiga was not any sword but a special one, one that would only work if he showed his true feelings. Before he could even register what happened, his father hugged him.
Shocked, he slightly turned his head. His father had never hugged him before. After that, his father kissed him on the lips.
Sesshoumaru mentally rolled his eyes…really; he should have seen that one coming.
Well, thought Sesshoumaru. That incident was the reason he was now in the castle's interior hot springs, hoping the hot water would soothe his sore limbs.
He sighed as he felt his muscles start to relax in the quietness of the hot spring. He loved hot water. His sighed again, this time not in content but in sadness. He slowly rested his head in the wet rock behind him, opening his eyes to stare sadly at the ceiling.
Why did his father hug him? Was it some kind of trick so he could kiss him? Or…Did he do it because he actually… meant it? Was… his father falling in love with him?
'Yeah right' a voice told him in the back of his mind 'He only wants to touch your body that pervert, pedophiliac—" Sesshoumaru made the voice stop before it could continue. He was starting to talk with himself.
Great.
He uncomfortably shifted his position. Never mind that. He scolded the voice lightly. Sesshoumaru thought back in time, when he sweared he would have vengeance. Now that he thought of it, he realized that he couldn't fulfill that promise. In fact, he could never find himself hating his father completely. He closed his eyes miserably. 'That is because you enjoy everything he does to you' said the voice in his head knowingly. He found himself grinning. He frowned suddenly.
Was he agreeing with his inner voice? I mean, it was bad enough that he listened to voices, and now he was agreeing with them?! He shook his head furiously. NO. That was not possible. He couldn't b have enjoyed being touched gently and enjoyed having a big pulsing erection…between his legs; he couldn't…
He grew rigid as he remembered those sweaty nights: remembered those strange positions so he could get his release; those wet kissed that gave shivers down his spine…Fuck it, there was no use denying it to himself or trying to justify it; his father was quite a man…
He slowly ran his hand down his abdomen, past his thigh, claws gently brushing against his arousal. Bit by bit he ran his palm firmly over the hard, clothed flesh between his legs with reluctance at first while fires swirled to life in his lower belly.…It wouldn't hurt if he enjoyed himself a little bit…
He threw his head back in delight as he increased the speed of his ministrations; small pants echoed through the night as he felt his release approximating. He was about to!—
He stopped just before it happened. Had he just- NO! Nonononono!!
Just before he had his release; he had imagined his father's handsome face sweating as they both sought for their climax.
Sesshoumaru slapped his forehead in anger. "I'm hopeless" he said out aloud miserably. He bowed his head in defeat… 'Who are you kidding?' said the voice bitterly. 'You love him; you can't wait for his next trip to your chambers'
Angered at himself, he dressed himself, got out of there and headed for his father's chambers. Why wait if he could go for himself? Maybe he should start seeking him for assistance…
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--Meanwhile in Inu Tashio's chamber--
Inu Tashio caressed gently with his long finger the soft cheek of the beautiful human maiden that slept peacefully besides him after their lovely time together.
-Izayoi…- he murmured softly.
He had found this beautiful woman a year ago; she was traveling back to her home, when some bandits attacked her traveling party. He happened to be passing by when he heard some awful screams. When he found out what was happening he killed the bandits and helped the terrified woman lying by his feet, to stand on her own. He immediately noticed the great beauty of her features.
Soon, she fell in love with him, and became lovers until recently. Although he admitted Sesshoumaru was his favorite; despite himself, he was growing fond of the human girl lying beside him.
He sniffed her wonderful scent: flowers and rainbow-- wait… something was off. He sniffed her once again, now paying more attention to the details of her marvelous scent. He caught the whiff immediately. It shocked him
She was pregnant.
Now what? He had so much to worry about… but this? How could he handle such problem? He never had intended to impregnate her; he should have been more cautious. Although the child was going to be a hanyou, we could not bring himself to kill the infant when it was born. He knew well what happened to hanyou outside; they were not accepted, neither by humans or youkai. They suffered and on most cases they were killed or used as slaves.
He felt some movement beside him. It appeared that somehow, he had waked her up. She stirred and opened her sleepy eyes, focusing them on his own. – "Is something wrong?" she asked in her melodic voice.
He knew she had to know sooner or later, so he decided that he should tell her now. "You are pregnant" she registered the information slowly, for a moment she looked shocked, but then the feeling wore of and instead she gave him a lovely smile "So that means we are going to have a baby? That's wonderful!" She threw herself in his arms and gave him a passionate kiss.
Dumbfounded, he didn't sense until too late a powerful presence near his chambers door, leaving quickly after witnessing the scene before it.
'Oh no' he though worriedly as he felt waves and waves of anger, distress and sorrow coming out of the presence he felt before. He saw them
Sesshoumaru had seen them.
TBC
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