I woke up to that same feeling, like something was going to happen but no one would listen. Still feeling tired I groaned and figured the sun might be out, I'm still trying to get used to this whole new vampyre schedule where our bedtime is the morning and morning is the night. Sighing I got out of bed and made my way to get a glass of water and it was at that moment that I heard nothing but silence.
That freaks me out more than being in the dark. I grew up being in the dark due to my blindness but not once did I not hear something I remember the countless nights were my mother had to play soft classical music in my room and leave it on repeat so I can sleep soundly and not wake up in the middle of a nightmare. I still have to sleep like that now but I try not to due to the lack of power that runs in our little depot. I rounded the corner of the kitchen and saw Nicole there drinking some milk and eating some sort of snack, "Oh." Escaped my lips before I had time to stop myself.
I must had startled her because she looked up at me in alert and I quickly put my hands up, "Sorry, didn't know someone was awake." I apologized quickly as I made my way to get a glass and some water. Nicole and I had some history, we use to date but called it quits but every time we see each other it's like we can't stop looking at each other, I want to take her in my arms and have her be mine once again but it's not simple, not anymore.
"I couldn't sleep." Nicole said simply while looking at her milk, "just have a feeling like something is wrong but I can't exactly put my finger on it." She shook her head as she chugged down the last of her milk which only made me nod in agreement, "Yeah same here." I said softly while sipping at my water. I felt her eyes bore to the back of my neck wishing she can see my face and read what was on my mind but she can't do that. She needs to touch someone to know what's on their minds and I don't want to give her that satisfaction of letting her know my worry.
The silence that fell made my heart swell with this stupid guilt that I set my glass down, "Night." Sometimes I wish I was never marked because of the feeling I have with Nicole. The walk back to my room was quick and I was glad because I knew Nicole was trying to figure out what my deal is. I don't know what happened that made us call quits we just called it quits. I do miss her so much however, I don't know what's worse missing her or pretending I don't.
"Doesn't matter Shay, we aren't getting together again so that's that." I said shaking my head as I stepped in my room. I was sure I was alone but I was wrong as I felt a pair of hands grab me from behind and cupping my mouth so I wouldn't scream. The person threw me on my bed and pinned me to my bed I tried so hard to scream and fight back but it's like my screams were gone, I couldn't find my own voice and that terrified me.
I tried to see what this person looked like but all I saw was a pair of gold eyes with a red hue in it, "No one will be able to hear you I made sure of it." He said as he felt me everywhere shutting my eyes I tried to ignore all of his touches but it was no use I knew he was there and I knew he was touching me. He ripped my shirt off and massaged my breast and play with my nipples I hated it, I hate feeling this way.
His hands went down and he took off my pants and underwear there he unzipped his pants and spread my legs open forcefully I put up as much of a fight as I could but it was no good, he was too strong and before I knew it he was inside of me pumping himself into me, he was moaning and groaning while feeling me and playing with my breast while biting down my neck hungrily I tried once again to find my voice but I couldn't.
The force and pressure of his movements made me tired and see nothing but darkness and stars. Shutting my eyes again I fell into the deep darkness I once welcomed as a child like a dear old friend and felt safe and comfort in it.