Belts and Blue eyes

by DauntlessPopTarts

Beatrice Natalie Prior is not your typical Teen. While high school is supposed to be a fun and enjoyable experience, "Tris" has been bullied and taken advantage of since her freshman year by the Populars and ring leader Four. On top of that, She is abused by the people she calls "Mother" and "Father". She misses her best friend Tobias, who moved when he was ten. This is her story.

2. Highway to hell

Hey Pansycakes. First off before you rip my head off screaming "YOU BITCHHHH!". I'm really sorry for not updating in two months. I've had a lot of shit going on in my life and that kind of discouraged me from updating. But Im back now and I'm gonna try to update wayyyy more often than what I did before. I also really need ideas because I get serious writers block after posting like one chapter and I'd really appreaciate it if you would PM me your ideas.

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Song: Blown away by Carrie Underwood

Now for the disclaimer.

Me: Peter do the disclaimer

Peter: No.

Me: I'll give you Dauntless cake...

Peter: No.

Me: O_O erm ok then... a gun then

Peter: No.

Me: Butterknife?

Peter: Alyna does not own the divergent trilogy or any of its characters. NOW HAND IT OVER!

Dry lightning cracks across the skies

Those storm clouds gather in her eyes

Her daddy was a mean old mister

Mama was an angel in the ground

The weather man called for a twister

She prayed blow it down

There's not enough rain in Oklahoma

To wash the sins out of that house

There's not enough wind in Oklahoma

To rip the nails out of the pa-

I shut off my alarm with great force , and get dressed. I wore my usual attire of high waisted skinny jeans, a black shirt, and the leather jacket Caleb had given me for my Birthday before he left.

"BEATRICE GET YOUR LAZY ASS OUT OF BED AND GET READY FOR SCHOOL", my mother shouted, no doubt hungover.

"Yes mother", I replied even though I was already quite awake and quite ready.

I gazed at my reflection in the mirror. Same dull grey blue eyes. Same flat blond hair. My eyes have bags under them from lack of sleep . The nightmares had become unbearable the night before and the tossing and turning never ceased. I was as flat chested as a twelve year old, built like a twelve year old, looked like a twelve year old. I took one final glance before leaving to go downstairs.

Soon it was time to leave for school. I grabbed my backpack and an apple for lunch as it was the only thing I was allowed to eat, and with that I set off on the journey to hell.

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When I got to school, I headed straight for homeroom. I was in Mr. Max's class and at times it could be quite fun. Begrudgingly I took out my schedule to see what classes I had throughout the day.

Homeroom: Mr. Max James

1st Period English: Mrs. Johanna Reyes

2nd Period Science: Ms. Jeanine Matthews

3rd Period Math: Ms. Jeanine Matthews

4th Period: Lunch

5th Period Gym: Coach Amar

6th Period Music: Ms. Tori Wu

Well this day certainly couldn't get any worse. I mean two entire periods with Ms. Matthews means I'm extremely unlucky. I quickly checked my schedule one more time realising that the "Populars" were with me the entire day starting second period.

The bell rang, symbolising that our ten minutes of homeroom was over and I inwardly groan.

This was not going to be a good day.

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All through the day the "Populars" only walked by me doing nothing but giving me an evil smirk. Seeing as they had tryed nothing today, my anxiety only increased.

I quickly walked into the girls changing room for gym. All ready and changed I walked into gym class. All through gym I ran laps, practised stretches, etc. Until I noticed something. Peter, and Eric were missing.

From what I knew, Peter and Eric were here today and gym with Amar was their favourite class. What could they possibly be up to?

One hour later, the bell rang signalling that gym class was over. I quickly change back into my regular clothes and walk out into the hall way. What I see makes me gasp.

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All over, littering the floors and all the lockers, was a piece of paper from the schools gossip column.

Headline: TRIS PRIOR THE SLUT (Who Knew)

Can you believe it geeky uncool Ms. Prior. A Slut.

I have no idea who in their right mind would want to have sex with Tris Prior over here but whoever you are...totally uncool. Apparently according to an anonymous phone call, Tris has had sex with over twenty boys. Recently recieved results from a doctors office indicate that due to all the sex she's had...Tris Prior has aquired herpes, and clamydia. Oh oh watch out guys for this sex demon. And Tris Prior if you're reading this, you are a filthy slut ...go kill yourself.

Without even looking up I can feel the eyes staring at me. My eyes brim with tears.

"Do not let this get to you. It's not true" says the angel side of me.

"Oh come on. You know that you are a slut. Go kill yourself and rid everyone of your filth" says my demon side.

"Tris you were raped that one time. You are not a slut" angel side says

"Trisss. Everyone hates you. Your brother left cause he hates you. Your Parents hate you. Everyone in the school now hates you. No one can ever love a pathetic being like you"

I wake up from my trance to find myself sobbing and the entire floor laughing at me. I shakily get up and run to the music room. It's empty. Everyone was still laughing. I felt like singing. It was a trick my mom taught me to let out my emotions back when she was still sane. Without thinking I gently picked up the guitar that was lying on its stand and let my emotions take over

You, with your words like knives

And swords and weapons that you use against me

You have knocked me off my feet again

Got me feeling like a nothing

You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard

Calling me out when I'm wounded

You, picking on the weaker man

Well you can take me down with just one single blow

But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ole city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides

And your wildfire lies and your humiliation

You have pointed out my flaws again

As if I don't already see them

I walk with my head down

Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you

I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around

Somebody made you cold

But the cycle ends right now

'Cause you can't lead me down that road

And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ole city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar

Talking over a football game

With that same big loud opinion

But nobody's listening

Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things

Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean

All you are is mean

And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life

And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ole city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so?...

Someday I'll be living in a big ole city (Why you gotta be so?...)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean (Why you gotta be so?...)

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me (Why you gotta be so?...)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

I look around and see all eyes trained on me. Mouths open in shock.

"They think you're horrible. Watch, in a few minutes they're all gonna start laughing." Devil Tris chuckles.

I start to see black spots.

"What the hell was that stiff!" Eric screams.

The next few minutes are purely chaos

Punches, Kicks, and slaps are thrown

'Pain...too much pain' I think to myself

Is that a red puddle I see by my head?

Screams

"Worthless"

Kick

"Slut!

"ENOUGH!" someone screams. I can't see who.

All of a sudden there is an uncanny silence in the hallway.

As my vision starts fading to black, the last thing I see before the pain finally overtakes me.

Blue eyes.

Well there it is your chapter. Oh and enjoy the cliffy 'evil smile'. Hope this was worth the wait. Remember Send me your ideas if you want your chapters to come in sooner. I need at least fifteen reviews for the next chapter and don't forget to send me some QOTD's

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