(Jasper's pov)

School was almost over, we were all at the lockers. Alice by my side like always. It's strange, usually it's me who comfort people but not at school.
Alice is there to comfort me. It's not easy to resist human blood, but I try really hard. And to be honest when I have Alice there I only think about her.
Nothing else, just her… my miracle. There are no words to describe how amazing she is.
In all kinds of ways, She's not just my wife she's much more than that…

'Jazz.' Alice whispered in my ear while stroking my arm. 'It's okay jazz, it's time to go home now. Shh it's all okay'.
I was confused when she said that. Then I knew why, I was looking at someone with thirsty eyes. I cleared my throat and looked at alice apologetic.
She saw my look 'Hey…' she said while holding my head in her hands. 'I said that it was okay, you're not going to hurt anyone. Trust me' she gave me a sweet smile.
I nodded quickly but still embarrassed. I really wondered why she was so happy. Did I miss something? Alice holding my arm tightly leaning her head on it aswell.
I saw some students looking weird at us. We were 'brother and sister' after all. I actually didn't care. I tried to think about something else than blood.
I was thinking about Alice, I actually always thought about her, always am. It helped, all I could think about now was her. Hmm all those feelings, I just wanted to grab her and kiss her.
I opened the door for her to help her get in the car. 'why thank you sir' she said and grinned. I quietly laughed at the tone she said that. I answered politely back 'you're welcome ma'am.'
I suddenly sensed jealous people. When I turned to look at them, I saw they were looking at me. Four jealous girls. I bowed my head lightly, I can't be rude.
That's not how I was raised. I saw Alice looking too, I gave her a wink and got in the car. Very relieved that we can go back home.
I wasn't sure for how much longer I could be around humans without killing them.
Alice kept her eyes on me while I was driving 'Do I have to be concerned? I don't think I trust those girls.' She said with a teasingly voice.
'Hmm yeah, maybe you should' I smirked at her…

Before I could open the car door for her she was already out and standing next to me. 'Hmm…' I placed my hand on her forehead 'Are you ill sweetie?' I said teasingly.
'No no' she giggled, 'we have the house to ourselves now, remember?' She said excited while she dragged me inside. I was fine with that, i didn't answer that.
She pushed me on the couch giggling. 'I'll be right back' she kissed my cheek quickly and blurred upstairs. i putted the tv on and watched the news.
In less than 10 seconds she was back sitting next to me. I kept my eyes on the tv,
knowing if I'd look at her now, I'd melt. 'Jazz…' she said while she pulled my face gently to look at her.
I gave her a quick look and then turned back to look at the tv. Alice pouted playfully, that's so unfair of her, she knows I can't resist that.
I tried to think of something quickly 'I'm watching the news, it's quite interesting.' 'you already saw the news this morning'
Well that was true, so I thought of something else, I switched the channel to a baseball game. 'yep they'll win' alice said.
Oh she was really not letting this go. I decided to try again and switched it to a football game. 'And they will lose' She moved and throwed one leg over me,
sitting on my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck. 'why are you trying to get rid of me?' she said while she leaned closer.
'I am not trying that, im trying to resist you' I breathed against her neck.
She grabbed my hair and pulled herself even closer by that…
I couldn't imagine staying away from Alice. That night was absolutely wonderful. Actually every day and night is.
Just being around Alice makes me feel happy and complete…
The next morning, I was sitting on the couch with Alice on my lap, I like to have her with me as close as possible.
Alice looked up at my while I was watching the news, of course she didn't want to watch it. She probably already saw it in her head. 'Yes, Alice?' I said but kept my eyes on the tv.
She just grinned and giggled, then kissed my cheek. I glanced at her, then looked back up sensing the others.
Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Emmett… of course I didn't sensed Edward, he's probably already with Bella. Emmett was the first one who came through the door. 'Busy night?' Emmett said while was laughing. I felt that Alice felt lightly embarrassed, I don't like it when someone makes alice feel bad or in this case embarrassed.
So I sent a wave of guilt to Emmett. He immediately fell on his knees in front of Alice 'I'm so terribly sorry, please forgive me.' I widened my eyes when I heard that.
Must be so, well not exactly angry but not happy either that I didn't focuse that much and accidentally made him feel that guilty.
Stops making him feel guilty and can't help but laugh at him, Alice was doing the exact same thing.
Then Rosalie came into the house aswell. 'Don't do that Jasper, my poor baby' that's what Rosalie said, but I knew that she was laughing at it too.
After some catching up, Edward arrived too. He came slowly into the house with Bella at his side.
Very close and protectively even though she doesn't need to be protected here. Or maybe she does, I frowned thinking about that. Edward looked at me, of course he looked.
He knows exactly what I'm thinking. I couldn't look back, even though I don't have to be embarrassed, I just was. 'Hello everyone… Jasper' He kept his eyes on me. 'err yes, Hi Edward'.
Everyone talked to each other for about an hour I think. I wasn't really listening as I was more focusing on not trying to kill Bella.

Edward was outside with Emmett, talking about something. I have no idea about what. Probably something that Edward doesn't want to let Bella know. The only ones who were left in the room where I was, were Esme, Carlisle, Bella and of course Alice. For almost ten whole minutes I was struggling to keep myself under control. I looked at alice with fear in my eyes.

(alice's pov)

'Jasper? Jasper! No! shh shh… please Jazz' I was panicing.
I tried to distract him and jumped off the couch and to stand in front of him.
'Jasper you don't want this. It's okay. You're doing good, focuse Jazz, try to…' I saw how I got up quickly to blur straight to Bella.
I placed my hands on his chest trying to push him back and yelled: 'Edward! Emmett! Carlisle!... Help! It's Jasper!'
I knew pushing him back wasn't going to keep him away from Bella.
He knows how to get away, He knows all about that. Then Jasper blurred around me,
I tried to grab him back but he was too fast for me, then I saw him lunge at Bella. 'JAZZ NO!...'