Chapter 2: Back at my second home.
Today I go back to Hogwarts, my second home, I will be going into my 6th year, so I will be under a lot of stress, which to be perfectly honest isn't very good for my situation. Nothing is right with my situation, but I still I have to be careful.
I bet your wondering who the father of the baby is and how I got into this situation, well that my friend is a subject I'd rather not talk about, because to be perfectly honest it is embarrassing and ridiculous. But I will tell you that it has been exactly 2 whole months since it happened and I'm sure your thinking 'How did she not know she has been pregnant for the last 2 months?' well the fact is that I did sort of know but I just decided to ignore it because I am normally very lucky but it seems look is not on my side this time.
I woke up this morning with the most horrific feeling of sickness, which would also be known as morning sickness, so I had to run to my on-suite bathroom to throw up the whole contents of my stomach, which trust me is not something you want to wake up in the morning to do. I almost had to tell Hugo that I was pregnant this morning as he walked in on my puking my guts up, he looked quite shocked but I came up with a quick lie and he walked out of my room satisfied. Breakfast wasn't so bad, I got through it without wanting to throw up again, the only thing that happened was Mum looking at me like I was hiding something, which I am. But anyway she didn't ask me anything but had questioning looks, which I didn't like much.
By the time it is time to go to Kings Cross Station, I have puked twice, nearly been caught 2 times and nearly had a mental breakdown about the whole of this.
Walking onto the platform was like walking into a warm house, it finally became real that I was going back to Hogwarts, to my second home, to where I had conceived this baby a whole 2 months ago and where I would see the baby's father. When we got there The Potter's were already there, which meant Teddy was here. Teddy has been my best friend since I was born and since he was 4 years old, I could rely on Teddy to keep secrets or anything, my other best friends included James Sirius Potter, Dominique Weasley-Delecore and Evangeline Donten, they were who I lived for, but Teddy was always top. And I was right, Teddy is standing right next to Uncle Harry, Teddy sees me and runs up to me and hugs me, I smile and wrap my arms around him, he lets me go and kisses my forehead and then stares at my face. I think he found something, he pulls me away from my family and over to a quiet place. "Something is wrong." Teddy tells me, like I don't already know. "No, everything is fine." I lie, which I hate doing. "Don't lie to me Rosie." Teddy says and I can't take up, the pressure is too much. "Fine, I'm pregnant." I had to tell him, he just looks at you with this look that make people tell him anything and normally I am immune but pregnancy decided lets push Rose a little further, Teddy looks at me in shock, it feels like the world has just paused. "How? Who? When?" Teddy questions me, I roll my eyes. "Ok first how? Do you want me to draw you a picture?" I ask sarcastically, fortunately he cracks a small smile. "No, please don't." Teddy says, he sounds disturbed. "Second, who? I'm not saying and three, when? 2 months ago." I answer Teddy's questions quickly and sigh. "Trust me when I say I really didn't think this would happen." I say. "Honestly Rosie, you didn't think that you would get pregnant after having sex and not using protection?" Teddy says like I said something really stupid, which I guess I did. "Well, I knew it could happen, but stuff like never happens to me, I have always been lucky, but my luck ran out and now I'm pregnant." I moan at Teddy, who still looks like he is getting over the shock. "You thought that luck would be on you side, so you decided to have sex unprotected?" Teddy is starting to sound angry and disappointed. "Please Ted don't get mad at me, I have to go, my parent will get suspicious." I say, then I walk away from Teddy and then completely ignore him when I get back to my parents, in fact I say goodbye to everyone but Teddy and then get on the train and go to my normal compartment, which lucky for me Eva is there, so I don't have to sit alone for 15 minutes while waiting for the train to start, Eva hugs me when I walk in the compartment. "Hey Rose, you alright?" Eva asks smiling at me, I sigh. "I wish everybody would stop asking me if I'm alright, but yes I'm fine thanks, how about you?" I ask with a sigh. "Why is everybody asking if your alright?" Eva asks me with a frown. "I have no idea, do I look different or anything?" I ask, now starting to stress out. "You look the same to me." Eva says kindly, I smile. "I just need to relax." I tell Eva, who smiles and nods, we sit down and start a quiet conversation about our summer. Eva is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, she is someone who will always be there and normally doesn't judge anyone, she is quite smart too. I wonder if I could trust her with my little problem, I probably could but I'm not risking anyone knowing on the train, just encase she decides to chuck me off the train for being so stupid. Which I agree I am very stupid.
After a long and nearly relaxed train ride, we finally get back to Hogwarts, which is a relief as I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep right now, the feast was just as great as always, but I couldn't enjoy it this year which isn't fair, I suppose I'll just have to get used to it as the baby is going to be controlling my body for the next 7 months of my life. Oh the joys of being pregnant.