Jax walked in the waiting, giving Gemma and kissing Tara. Jax looked at his children and old lady amazed at how she was doing this all her own.
Jax: wow look at them, they are gorgeous, Tara bent down and handed Jax, Thomas from his car seat.
Tara: Thomas say hi to daddy, there you go, as Jax sat down and held Thomas. Tara grab Grace from her car seat and held her until Jax was ready to hold her.
Jax: Hey buddy, hey Thomas how are you. Looking at Tara, Jax said sorry I missed this, I promised not to miss anything like this again.
Tara: Oh I know, don't worry your mother was in the room and the guys stayed in the waiting room until they came. Getting use to three kids is a lot but I think I'm getting the hang of it. Abel has a little cold, so I didn't want to chance it. I even washed the spit up out my hair today, just for you. (Tara said while laughing)
Jax: Sorry babe I'm not there, I miss you guys so much. And you look amazing. Okay let's make a switch and let me hold my princess in my arms.
Tara: smiling, you sure your ready for this, the nail polish, phone calls to the house and boys lining up for dates.
Jax: Yes, and I have never been so thankful to be in the gun business as I am today. Smiling Tara and leaning over to give her a kiss. Just as Tara and Jax was getting use to holding and talking about the kids, visiting hours was up. Saddened by the news Jax helped Tara put the kids in the car seat and kissed his family goodbye. Going back to his cell was extremely hard today. He lied in bed for the rest of the night, thinking about he would do things different when he got out. How he loved his club but he loved his family more and with that decided that he would leave samcro when Clay stepped down as president. He would finally marry the love of his life Tara like he wanted to do all the years ago before she left and they would raise their kids away from the violence and crime they had both endured as teenager, Jax with the club and Tara with her drunk and abusive father.
A month turned into two and two into three, Tara was finally back at work from having the twins. Today was the first day she would leave the twins and Abel since giving birth and Tara found this especially hard. Neeta arrived in the morning while Tara was dressing. Tara walked into the kitchen crying and saying I'm not going to go. What if the need me and I'm at work. What if they forget me, what if Abel falls down at the playground and I'm not there to fix his boo boo. Neeta laughed and said St. Thomas is ten minutes away, you will be fine, they will be fine honey. It's always hard the first day but those babies at St. Thomas need their talented Doctor to help them too. Now get out of here before you're late. Tara looked Neeta and smiled while saying thank you. At work Margaret welcomed Tara back with open arms. We have missed you here, I have a baby that needs surgery that could use your hands. After surgery Tara got a call from Jax. She was glad to hear from him, she felt guilty for leaving the kids. One the phone Tara and Jax talked about the kids and how they missed each other. Tara warned Jax that she had made changes to the house in his absence. Jax laughed and conceited to defeat with all the chick shit he imagined was in his house. As they enjoyed the conversation, neither of them wanted it to end as the final four months of his prison sent seemed never ending. As the twins begin to sleep at the same time and through the night. Tara settled into the mother of three very well. She woke in the morning fed and dressed the kids, while her and Abel danced to his favorite elmo song. She went to work and on her lunch she came home and played with the kids. In the evenings she and Gemma put the kids to bed, while Opie, Piney, Chibs, or Kozik stopped in to check on them. After all was said and done in a day, Tara missed Jax terribly while looking around at the house thinking that this life wasn't bad, she even at times when she didn't leave Jax all those years ago. She hope the club will be as quiet and violence free when Jax and the guys got out. The closer the time came for Jax and the guys to be released, Tara struggle with telling him about the letters. She knew Jax would kill Clay and could imagine what that would do their family, the club or Gemma. She felt Jax should know the truth and the decision to avenge his father was his choice, a choice she didn't have a right to make for him. She also knew she didn't want any more violence and or to raise the kids alone. Tara was completely torn…. Then finally the day had come Jax was being released and her family would be whole again.