A/n: Yea, so tomorrow was like a couple months later, but whatever, I had no inspiration and my computer crashed losing all of my work.
Supposed to go to an anime convention today, didn't happen.
Disclaimer: I don't OWN at ALL!
Warnings: Character death, mentions of suicide, use of the "F" word because that's the word I could imagine Kurogane saying in this situation.
Sorry if Kurogane is OOC, I didn't know how else to make him act. I think this is one of the best works i've ever done.
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Kuro POV
I open to the curtain to see who would dare threaten to harm my 'family'. I know I got someone from the blood on my sword and the sound from the unknown person. I look down to see...a...pale body, with blonde hair? It looks like....NO! NO! There's no fucking way! No fucking way that I stabbed Fai! The figure looks at me and I see that...it...IS Fai. I dropped my sword.
Fuck! I think as it dawns on me.
I stabbed Fai!
But, I heard someone say that they would kill everyone, making Fai think it was his fault.
I couldn't let them kill Fai! Not before he told me what was so important...and....I told him that I had...feelings for him...strong...feelings. I thought he was another one of those annoying people who wanted the shower or someone who really wanted to kill everyone.
"Fai! Fai!" I yell, but I don't think he hears me, He opens his mouth and coughs out blood. He attempts to speak,
"Kuro, I love-" He is cut off by coughing up more blood, I stare in horror at what I did, too much in shock to do anything. He lifts his hand, obviously struggling to reach up to me. I kneel down to him, putting his hand in mine. As I grabbed his hand he fell unconcious. I quickly put a towel on, grabbed Fai and ran back to where the kids were camped. I ran as fast as I could, not caring about the things on the ground cutting my feet or that my sword and clothes were still at the shower. That was all trivial compared to now.
I see the campfire and the two bodies of the children lying down. I scream loudly to wake them up,
"Princess! Kid! Manjuu! Help! Fai! Help him! Wake up damnit!" I see them all jump up and look at me, they look confused for a second, but they stand up and run to me wondering what was wrong. The princess shrieks as she sees Fai's lifeless eyes, Syaoran pales. I look at the Manjuu on the kids shoulder.
"Manjuu! Contact the witch!" She looks shocked, then nods and contacts the witch. She appears in the pinkish-purple beam from the manjuus weird jewel thing.
"Oh hello Mo-" She starts, but I cut her off,
"Save Fai! Please!" I yelled in desperation. She looked at me, surprised, then she adopted a sad look.
"Kurogane-san....I'm afraid there's nothing I can do. The price to save Fai is too high. I'm...sorry." She said with an apologetic look.
"But, isn't there anything I can give you? Sohi? Memories? Anything at all?" I asked, the desperation in my voice painstakingly obvious.
"Kurogane-san..." The kid started to say. The princess was still in shock and was just looking at Fai.
"I would recommend saying your final goodbye as he only has a few minutes left." The witch said. I looked at Fai, he smiled up at me for a second.
"I'm sorry..." He said and started coughing again. I tried to think of what to say.
"I'm so sorry. Fai, I love you, always have, always will." He gasped, coughed and smiled.
"I...feel the...same." He managed to choke out. He made his hand signal to me to come closer. I put my face down to his level and he put my lips on his and kissed me. It only lasted for a few seconds when he fell limply in my arms.
"Fai..." The white puff ball whispered sadly, tears in her eyes.
"Fai-san..." The kid whispered holding onto the crying princess in his arms, he had tears in his eyes too.
"Fai....Fai..." I kept repeating. The tears were flowing freely in my eyes, falling onto his lifeless body. I clutched his body as tightly as I could. I hadn't dried this much since my mother and father died, but that time, I didn't murder them.
I was the one who stabbed Fai. Me. I caused him to die. I stabbed him, with my own sword.
"I'm so sorry! I'm sorry!" I kept crying out. I kept sobbing holding Fai until I felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned to look, my shoulders still heaving slightly. It was the princess, she gave me a sad smile,
"Kurogane-san, it'll be ok. We can get through this. I'll watch for his spirit. Now let Fai rest, please?" I looked at Fai, who's eyes were still open. I closed them and set him down on the ground. I breathed a huge sigh and clenched my fists. I tightened the towel around my waist and stood up, the princess stood up with me, looking confused,
"Kurogane-san?" She asked me
"I''m going to get Sohi and my clothes." I said simply and started walking towards the woods. When I got to the shower stall, all my stuff was still there, including my blood stained Sohi. It then hit me: No more annoying nicknames, no more chasing Fai, no more sharing a room with him, no more fake smiles, no more anything. I slumped down on the ground and started crying in loud, broken heaves. I didn't doubt that the kids would be able to hear me. I didn't care.
There was nothing left for me, I should join Fai in death. I could see my mother and father then. I can't leave the children defenceless though. We should go back to Nihon, to bury Fai, since I doubt he'd want to be buried in his country. In Nihon, I can also buried and the kids can have protection.
I changed my clothes and re-sheathed Sohi. I walked back to where the kids were, emotionless. I looked at the projection of the witch, she looked back at me, with a very sad look.
"Witch, I'd like to bury Fai in Nihon. That way when I die, I can be buried next to him." I told the witch, trying to be emotionless. The princess and the kid looked at me in shock, the witch looked at me suspiciously, almost as if she could tell my plan.
"Fine, the next world shall be Nihon. The price is paid. Your guilt was the price." I nodded. The kids, who were both still in shock, helped me pack up all the camping stuff and get ready to go to Nihon.
When we were all ready to go, the pork bun spread her wings, not declaring 'Mokona Modoki, ready to go' as usual. I held Fai's body and large fluffy jacket closely to y body.
It took longer than it should because I was trying to find tthe "Dance With A Vampire" and "Kiss A Vampire" Doujins. If anyone knows where I can find either, idc about the language, please TELL ME
I REALLY hate it wwhen my computer freezes.
Review please and maybe, could you check out 2Twinz? It has three chapters, but no reviews...
