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All of the words in Italics are going on in Rachel's head.

"Rachel." Kurt said as she rushed passes him. She ran out the door of the hospital and sat down on a bench outside.

Kurt came out just a few seconds after.

"He still loves you. He wants to see you. Any of this sounding familiar?" Rachel yelled.

"I didn't know. I swear. He never said anything about her." Kurt yelled back.

"It doesn't matter. This was a bad idea. I'm going home." Rachel turned around and got in her car.

~o0O0o~

Rachel looked out her windshield. She couldn't go back to that hospital.

How could he do this to me? How could he go and fall in love with some else? Doesn't he know how much I love him? We are supposed to be together. Everyone knows it. Why didn't we just get married after graduation? Why did I agree to get on that train? Rachel hated herself for giving him up. She felt tears starting to fall again.

If she went home her fathers would want to talk about what happened and she wasn't ready for that yet. So she just drove around. Eventually she found herself at the school.

~o0O0o~

As Rachel entered the auditorium all of the memories flooded back.

'On my own, pretending He's beside me
All alone I walk with him till morning'

'Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world,
she took the midnight train going anywhere'

'Don't stop Believing.'

"You can kiss me if you want to."

'Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
we'll make it through'

'We did what we had to do
Won't forget, can't regret
What I did for love'

'Cause baby you're a Firework.
Come on let your colors burst'

'Oh my man I love him so
He'll never know'

'There's a place for us,
Somewhere, a place for us'

'Now it begins, now we start
One hand, one heart
Even death won't part us now'

'The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes'

"Rachel Berry, Will you marry me?"

Rachel turned toward the seats and did what she always did when she felt overwhelmed. She opened her mouth and sang.

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on

"I figured you would be here." Rachel heard a male voice coming from the seats.

She squinted her eyes knowing who it was. "Hi Mr. Shue."

Sorry. I know this chapter is short. I wanted to give you guys something. I am still trying to figure out the story. Let me know what you think.