"Isabella pay attention." My eyes flicker to the man sitting before me on his over sized armchair, it gives the office a cramped feel, he think it makes it look homely. To the left of him is a bookshelf, it gives me an awful feeling in my stomach, its the bookshelf from my room in Forks.
"Sorry." I mutter the depression from loss starting to kick in, so the tears will come, the gut wrenching pain.
"What will you miss most." I hate this question he asks it every time I wake. His expression is slightly annoyed and he taps his notebook with the end of his pen.
"My baby girl." I whisper. I will miss Renesme so much, I can tell that this time, I will not be able to bounce back and act normal, I want to hold her and let her know she has her mother.
"Your only fifteen don't be ridiculous." How this man works here is beyond me, he holds no sympathy for the troubled children who live here.
"There I wasn't, there I was married with a beautiful daughter."
The hallways are empty as I make my way through the endless winding walls. Of course it's empty everyone is in the canteen and its where I off to where I will find that last bit of happiness before everything crashes down on me.
directly in the middle of the busy room, when you look past all the crazy movement, at a long rabble sits a group of people, my friends, my family.
"Isabella!" Alice calls out to me excitedly before I get a hug from her and Jasper. Rosalie gives me a short nod, her tall dull blond pony trail flicks behind her. I sit down slowly with my eyes on Emmet he's muttering to himself but I catch him wink at me so I know he's okay.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath, everything here is grey, even they noise is like static conversation around me, there's no life no cloud no warmth, grey.
"Hey, come back to us." My eyes flutter open at Jacobs words. I lean my head on his tshirt clad shoulder. "We all missed you." My lip twitches up at the twelve year olds words.
"I didn't miss you." I whisper.
"Yes! That means I was there." The only person I know who would be excited for something like that. "Tall, dark and super sexy right, go on tell me I'm wrong." I snort a laugh. "Ha, I'm right, your subconscious thinks I'm sexy, yes she does, your subconscious wants me." Jacob wriggles around merrily in his seat until Edward arrives and pushes the younger boy away from me.
Edward wraps his arm around my should. I love the feel of him next to me, I don't even mind the shoulder BO that he's leaving.
"Bella doesn't want to talk about it leave her alone." I smile at Edwards overprotective nature, he is right to keep me away from Jacob, from my subconscious he is going to grow into a very sexy man. I smile to myself.
"When should we expect the tears." Rosalie sneers at me. I stick my tounge out at her mean side, but then i realise I'm being idiotic because shes right the ugly, snotty, red faced, blotchy crying will begin.
"I plan to eat first."