Lets skip the weekend cuz I'm lazy ;D
I sighed walking into school. Then I stopped looking around. Trying to remember everything right there and then, even tho I already have. I hugged my books tighter to my chest. This was the last time I'd ever see this school..The last day I'd ever see my friends. Hell even the teachers I'd miss..
I was wearing Stephanie's cloth since, I didn't want to go back home. I was wearing a Sky blue shirt. It was just a plain shirt. Nothing special. I was also wearing short jeans shorts that were scary short, with black flip-flops showing off my painted toe-nails. I turned to Stephanie with tears in my eyes. I still haven't told her I was moving. I just didn't have the heart too. When she saw my face her face was full of worry. She was wearing a white tank stop with a jean jacket over it. She was wearing some dark jeans too with her sneakers on.
"May, dear? Are you ok?" She asked. Not taking her eyes off of me. I sighed. I knew I had to tell her sooner or later.
"S-Stephanie…There's something I need to tel-" Just then my other best friend showed up. He had silver hair, with his everyday outfit on. [A/n: It's the one he wears in Pokemon. I'm too lazy to hook up a picture of it!] His name was Brandon."Hey May! Stephy!" Stephanie growled. She hated it when people call her that.
"I thought I told you not to call me Stephy YOU ASSHOLE!" Steph started chasing Brandon around the halls. I couldn't help but giggle. Brandon was laughing too, awhile Steph seems mad. Even with moving on my mind. I sighed with it rushing back into my mind.
"Guys…Can we just go to class…Please?" I whispered. I knew they could barely hear me cuz I had my mouth covered with my books, with shadows over my eyes. I held back the tears that were treating to fall. Steph said nothing and just nodded, she left to go to class, leaving me alone with Brandon. I looked down, knowing he was going to ask what was wrong. I didn't want to tell him..Not now. He was about to open his mouth to ask me what I didn't want to hear. Just then I turned around and ran away. I heard him calling my name, but I ignored them and ran into the bathroom. I threw my back-pack into some unknown place. Not caring. Then I put my hands on the sink, breathing in and out trying to calm down. It's like when mother told me we were moving all over again. I will not cry. Crying is showing weakness.
To tell you the truth I haven't cried in years. Ever since my father died, I vowed to myself I'll never cry again. I refuse. Only Stephanie and Brandon know about that vow. And I plan to keep it that way.
I sighed and as if on cue the bell rang. I looked up sadly and weakly. 'I'll tell them at lunch..' I thought to myself awhile grabbed my back-pack slowly walking to class. Already late. Why not just be more late.
LUNCHHH!I grabbed my plat. Not having much food on. I've been in a bad mood ever since I came into school. I slowly walked to outside, sitting down under a tree waiting for the guys.
All of a sudden I saw a plop of purple in the trees. I didn't move or breath. Thinking it will go away. I just sat there staring at it thinking I was crazy. Why you ask? Because once you get a good look at it..You can see a boy. I shook my head with my eyes closed. Still thinking I was crazy then I looked again and it was gone. I stared at it for a few seconds then Stephanie came running. She stopped and looking at me, she was holding her lunch box. She looked were I was looking then turned back to me.
"May? What are you looking at? Are you going crazy?" She sighed teasingly. "I always knew this day would come. My poor little May has gone INSANE!" She giggled sitting next to me.
"Her-her-her! I'm shaking with laughter." I teased back. I smiled. For the first time today. I guess Stephanie just had that kinda of effect on people. Just then Brandon showed up. I frowned remember what I promised myself.
"May…" He started..I nodded. "I know I know.." I sighed "Guys..I got something to say.."
"Yeah I think we got that!" Brandon snapped. Stephanie wacked him on the head and went right back to my side and rubbed my back.
"What is it hunny?" Her voice full of worry.
I looked down. "I-I'm…I'm moving.." I tried my best to hold the tears that were going to fall. I shall not cry. Stephanie just sat there staring at me with an unreadable face. Same with Brandon but he was standing up.
"W-What…?" She shuddered. "Y-you heard me…I-I'm moving..Away from here…Gone.." I managed to say without crying. Brandon just stood there not saying anything. Just then as if cue tears streamed down Stephanie's cream colored check.
"N-Now I know why you wanted to stay the week and not go home…" She sobbed looking down, the tear quickly dripping to the ground. She was crying hard. Brandon walked over to her and rubbed her back. She threw herself into his chest sobbing her heart out. I just sat there looking down. Blaming myself, hating myself, eating away my confides slowly. Brandon was rubbing Stephanie's back. I could tell he was holding the tears back. Being strong for Stephanie.
Stephanie seems strong and brave but in all reiltly she just a weak little kid thats always been spoiled and looked after.
I couldn't take it anymore. I stood up and walked away. Stephanie ran out of Brandon's arm and ran to me hugging me tight. I felt pity for the poor girl and hugged her back as much as she hugged tight. She was hugging me like it I was her core to life. I smiled sadly.
"I'm leaving early…Right after lunch.." Yeah did I forget to mention that? Oops..
"Why you why now!" Stephanie kept sobbing. I was almost to the crying point. I had to get out of here… I turned around and saw me mother driving up. Thank god for mom! I turned to Stephanie and gave her one last hug.
"I'm sorry…I'll miss you.." I went up and hugged Brandon tight and kisses his check. She blushed for that but his tears blocked it. Yes he was crying now. They already know why I'm not trying. I'm sure that could tell I was close to tears. I looked into his eyes. I couldn't stop myself. I had to get out of here before I do something stupid and make me miss them more. Just then I turned around and ran to the car. I jumped inside. Max and Mom were waiting for me. They looked worried. I just shook my head. And looked out the window. Getting one last good look at my best friends. I waved weakly at them forcing a smile. It turned out sad. Stephanie was crying harder and Brandon was rubbing her shoulder, unlike Stephanie he was waving back. Then we drove off. I sighed and slowly went down into my seat in sadness. I grabbed my ITouched. Hoping it brighten my sour mood.
I Put the earphones in my ears and strolled down playing a random song.
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
I was almost to tear again. That how I felt. Every word. I left like I lost my best friends…