A/n: This is my very first fanfic so I hope you like it. Please R&R

Category: Gossip Girl

Characters: Mostly Chuck/Blair (of course)

Rating: T

Summary: Chuck and Blair have been together two months. Blair couldn't be happier until Jack Bass comes back and blackmails Blair into giving up Chuck.

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Gossip Girl

Blair looked out the window of the limo. She felt so disconnected from everyone else. Seeing everyone's smiling faces made her feel sick.

She knew she had to do what Jack said, no one could ever find out what happened on New Years Eve, especially Chuck. If he did, he would never look at her again. She would become just another girl to him, one to be thrown away and never thought about again. Only she would be worse, none of Chucks "girls" ever slept with the person they loved uncle. And being drunk was no excuse on the UES. All she was was a slut. And Chuck thinking that of her was more than she could bear.

She wanted the ride to last forever, and to never reach the restaurant, but too soon it did. Blair got shakily out of the limo, deciding she better just get it over with

Serena used to say that Blair was like a cat, she liked to play with her prey, stretching out their torture.

But not tonight.

She wanted this to be quick. Hopefully it would less painful that way. But she knew that no matter how fast it was, it would break her heart.

As Blair entered the restaurant she immediately spotted Chuck. She was always so sensitive to him when he was in the room, her eyes always drawn to him. It was like there was an electrical connection between them

He wasn't looking at her, but suddenly he turned and a smile spread across his face as he got up. It wasn't a sarcastic smile but true one, one that over the last two months she had gotten used to. Butterflies fluttered in her stomach, but as soon as she remembered what she had to do, they turned into lead weights.

"Blair…" Chuck said with a smile on his face.

But she cut him off words pouring out of her mouth.

"Chuck we have to talk."

Chuck expression was confused, he had no idea of what she was about to do.

"What is it?" He asked taking her hand.

Blair couldn't bear to shake it off, it felt so wonderful against her skin.

"This isn't working." Again the words came just came out.

Chuck's brown eyes darkened.

"I am sorry Chuck, but this can't go on, we can't go on." Blair wasn't sure what exactly to say, she just knew she had to break up with him, and do whatever it would take.

Letting go of his hand she turned around to leave, her eyes tearing up.

"Blair! Wait!"

Chuck grabbed her hand, spinning her around, "What's going on?"

He stared into her eyes trying to figure her out, but for once he couldn't.

Blair knew what she could say to make him let go of her.

"I'm sorry, I thought I loved you but I don't. I finally realized that it was only ever physical."

Blair's words hurt Chuck like he had just been punched. He couldn't breathe. He let go of her hand and took a step back. He looked into her big beautiful tear-filled eyes, his own starting to tear up. But he was Chuck Bass, he couldn't cry, not for anything, ever.

And then she turned around again and ran out of the restaurant. This time Chuck didn't catch her, she obviously didn't want him to. And all he ever wanted to do was to make her happy, but guessed he never could.

And the one girl, whose Chuck's heart had ever belonged to, tore it apart into a thousand little pieces. Shattering them, just as hers where.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, Blair leaving Butter early, and alone. What's wrong C, where's your queen runny off to now? I'll find out as soon as I can, but until then,

XOXO

Gossip Girl

I hope explained well why Blair did what she did. Thanks for reading and please R&R, I hope you liked it.

-LayRay