Koschei-
You were my first friend. My only love. I can never thank you enough for how you've always been there for me, and I'm sorry I can't say I've done the same.
Please don't hate me for this, I just.. I don't know what else to do.
I know you don't have any idea why I would do this, and that's my fault. Maybe if I told you before this, it wouldn't have gotten this far.
My family is disowning me. Throwing me out. I've gotten into trouble too many times. And of course, if I don't have a house, I can't be here, at the academy. I should have listened to you, behaved. I'm sorry.
I love you so much, but if I stayed long enough to get kicked out, we wouldn't be able to be together. You have to stay here, become who you're meant to..
I'd rather die then be without you. So, that's what I'm going to do.
I'm leaving you alone with the drums, and I beg of you that you get help, tell someone.. please? My last request? Don't lose yourself inside them. For your own sake, if not mine.
Please know that there isn't anything you could have done to stop this, so please don't blame yourself. Never, blame yourself.
By the time you read this, it will probably be hours since I did it. That's why I was sent out of class earlier. I was told to pack..
If anything, you made being here worth it, so thank you, because without you, I might have done this a long time ago..
Don't miss me. It will only hurt too much.
-Theta Sigma