DISCLAIMER FOR MY STORY : I OWN NOTHING. I HAVE NO RIGHTS OVER CHARACTERS OR THE SONG " BROKEN BY LIFEHOUSE"

A/N: Hello everyone Thanks for the reviews. This was originally a one shot songfiction but Jacobleah wanted to know what did she say, so this one goes out to you Jacobleah. Thanks for all the reviews. The story will be 3 chapters. I'm not proud of this chapter but I still hope you guys like it.

LPOV

The broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can start tomorrow
From stealing all my time

I can't sleep "how I hate this" I tried to shut down my mind and my head but its useless because I can't stop thinking about him. His eyes, his lips, his skin, and his body (ummm yummy). "Come on Leah you need to stop this he is just Jacob" What is so different about him now? Why when I look at him I feel like butterflies in my stomach? (Well they feel more like eagles than butterflies). Maybe this is just a bad dream and in the morning everything will be back to the same old shit that I call life.

And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

But no. It's not a bad dream. It's my reality. How does this happen? How you find a way inside of me? I'm so messed up but you already know that. I promised myself that I will never fall in love again with a werewolves or shape shifter whatever you want to call it because of the damn imprinting. But I must have a hardhead because here I am once again with my heart aching for one of them.

I'm falling apart
I'm barley breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating

In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning


I'm so broken but you were broken too. Maybe that's why I fell in love with you because in your pain you still seem to shine. Your words are like a medicine for my wounds and your voice is like music that goes straight to my heart. Even though my heart is in pieces those little pieces still alive. And little by little they are sticking back together because of you. My hearts now beats for you Jacob Black.

So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

I don't know how you feel about me. But I'm pretty sure you feel something for me too. I see the way you look at me. I can hear your heart speeding up when we are close together. "Oh fuck I just realized that you can hear my heart too"

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead

I still don't know how I fell in love with you because I spend a lot of time building up this wall around my heart. I thought those walls were strong as steel but you found a way inside. I tried to fight this feeling with all my strength but there is no use you are already in there. And because of you I can smile again. Because of you I see the light again. The bitter harpy is semi-sweet now.

And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

When I close my eyes all I see is you My alpha. Your eyes are so deep that I can spend the rest of my life just getting lost in them. I think it's just the way you handle your pain so different than me, I'm very grateful that you chose the higher way and didn't turn bitter like me. I don't deserve you. You are too good for me. Because even in your darkest hour you still seem to shine. You never give up. You never quit life.

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating

In the pain
(In the pain)
Is there healing?
In your name
(In your name)
I find meaning

Do you think that I can get better? Can you see just a little bit of hope in me? Can you heal me Jacob? Or you will just kill was left of me? It's so hard to breath now. I will just die if my hearts gets broken once again. I can't do this. Not again. "What am I thinking? I am not a masochistic bitch. So you need to get out of my head Black"

So I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm barely holding on to you

It's just a little too late. I can't stop thinking of you. Jacob, Jacob, Jacob. I don't even remember when the last time I thought of Sam was and that is wonderful. I owe you that. And just because of that I will follow you all the way to China its that's where you want to go. Well that's just an excuse because I will follow you anywhere just to be close to you.

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be okay

For the first time I love being a wolf. Just so I can run patrols with you. Just to be inside your head. You are not that little kid that used to annoy me anymore. You had turn into a wonderful leader. You are a great men. "and very hot too by the way" Your words make my days brighter. You gave me hope. You gave me faith.

Broken lights on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
I haven't forgotten my way home

While looking at my reflection in the mirror I can see the old Leah. The happy, cheerful, friendly, popular even pretty Leah. At was in hell for so long that I even forgot how I used to be. But your light show me the way back. And now I'm on my way back to be me. I'm on my way back Home. I have come to a conclusion. I surrender my heart, body and soul. I love you My Alpha. I love you Jacob Black.