Last time on Vampire Kisses FanFic: The following happened in this order. 1. I opened the window. 2 a kicked Trevor in the . . . . Place. 3 I jumped out of the window. 4. I ran to the mansion. 5 I was in my beloveds arms, if only I was strong enough to get past 2. The truth is this is the REAL order, 1. I opened the window, 2. I was caught in Trevor's arms 3. He, he, HE KISSED ME!

I gasped into the kiss, and (betraying all human law) I LEANED INTO THE KISS, trying to deepen it in every possible way! I was screaming on the inside, why wasn't I stopping this? More importantly, why on earth was I ENJOYING it? Once I snapped out of it almost instantly, I screamed at him as I pushed and shoved him out of my room. Slammed the door shut as I slowly melted onto the floor. I can't believe I did that! I can't go over to Alexander knowing I had just kissed another guy, and Trevor to boot! Thoughts flooded my mind as my eyes over flowed. I started to cry little streams down my face, and then I started to sob huge heartbroken gushes, I locked the door and jumped on to my bed and cried into the birthday present that I had gotten this morning. Ignoring my parents banging on my door, the only thing I could thing about was "what will Alexander say?"

Alexander's POV

I stared impatiently at the huge grandfather clock in my living room, it didn't help that it had stopped working almost 20 years ago. I sighed worryingly, wondering what could be holding my beloved from my presence. Jameson looked at me with dismay; we had the whole mansion lit by candle light, knowing Raven would love the sight of the mansion in full bloom. The dinner table was moved outside for the party, our vampire and human friends waiting anxiously for her to appear. I asked Jameson to call her house, again, for the 11th time. This time he came back with gloomy news, "Miss Raven will not be attending the party, she has locked herself in her room and will not come out." He said with a look on his face that reminds you of a look you would give to a family who had just lost someone important. I held back the tears. "I will go and tell the guests that the party is cancelled" he muttered as he shuffled to the back of the house. I sprinted out of the front door, I ran like a bat out of hell. I raced up the Madison's front door and before I could knock, Mr. Madison opened the door. "What's wrong with Raven?" I panted as I tried to catch my breath. "I don't know exactly, she was all dressed up to go over to your house when out in the front yard Trevor is standing next to a limousine and in a tuxedo, she ran back up into her room with him following her up with an angered expression on his face. Everything was quiet for about 10 minutes when we hear a scream and a slam. Trevor all most tripped over his feet as he ran out the door with a wicked grin on his face. Alexander, she's sobbing in there, and it's scaring us, please, she won't talk to us, but she might talk to you!" he pleaded. "I will try my best." I say reassuringly as he allowed me entry. I all but raced to Ravens room, anxious to find out what happened. As I put my ear to the door I could hear the sobs that were wracking my beloved's body. "Raven" I utter softly. The sobs immediately stop. "Please, Tell me what happened?" I pleaded against the wood of the door as I slump into a crouch position. I could hear her parents talking quietly in the kitchen. I wondered, what could Trevor have done this time?

Raven's POV

It couldn't be! It just had to be my imagination playing tricks on me. But it was, my vampire boyfriend was trying to talk to me! "Please, Tell me what happened?" his muffled voice came from the other side of the door, MY door! I couldn't, I wouldn't tell him, and He was the one person who couldn't find out that I had. . . . Actually KISSED my nemesis Trevor! "PLEASE! Raven! At least open the door so I can make sure your all right!" his voice cracked at the last few words. What did HE think happened? Did he think Trevor tried to . . . OMG! The following happened in this order: I raced over and unlocked the door. I quickly yanked the door open. Alexander toppled into my room. He was crying! I knelt down and hugged him. "Alexander!" my voice cracked and stuttered as I cried his name into his t-shirt, thoroughly soaking it with my tears. "Raven!" he sighed in relief as he curled his arms around me. He suddenly pulled back to look at me as if making sure I was alright. Alas, if only I had really unlocked the door. I willed myself to open the door so I could comfort my heart broken boyfriend; I wished that he could forgive me for what I have done. But, knowing that I was a coward, I sat there, under all my blankets trying to block out all of Alexander's requests to talk to him or to open the door. I knew I was breaking him as I ignored his pleads. I knew he would hate me, but I was so sure he would hate me EVEN more if I told him what had happened between Trevor and I, in this very room! So I just sat there, thinking "Alexander, please find the will to forgive me."

Alexander's POV

I choked back a sob as I walked down the stairs to the front door. As I passed Mr. and Mrs. Madison I saw that they too had given up hope. I slowly walked up the street to the house on the hill. Jameson looked at me with brimming eyes as I walked up to my room. As I drifted off to sleep the only thing I was thinking about was "The Relationship between Alexander Sterling and Raven Madison Is Over."