A/N Okay so there will be many possible suicides in this chapter juuuuust saying. Thank you sooo much for your reviews! Disclaimer – I own nothing.
BPOV
I didn't show up at school for two weeks. I was catonic. Nothing got me out of my room. My sanctuary. I was safe here where Edward couldn't get me.
Oh how I hated him, hated him with a fiery passion of hell.
How dare he take my family away from me! The nerve… I threw my head into my pillow and screamed. My dad stopped talking with the person on the phone for a moment but then started speaking with more urgency. He hung up shortly afterwards.
I sat there for a few more minutes, fuming at Edward, when the downstairs door opened.
I heard footsteps go up the stairs and stop just in front of my room. Then the door opened slowly to reveal a doctor come through. Of course though with my luck it wasn't just any doctor.
It was Carlisle.
The moment I recognized him I screamed bloody murder. The scream was so bloodcurdling that it should have scared every bird for miles. Carlisle froze, while Charlie ran right in.
"Bella! What's wrong?" he shouted.
I pointed to Carlisle whiloe I caught my breath.
When I could speak again I asked with as much venom my voice could muster, "Why is he here?" I glared viciously at Carlisle. I wanted him out of my room. Now.
"He's here to check up on you honey! You haven't left you room in two weeks." Charlie answered. Not that he knew of. I left my room only to eat and drink. But only when I was alone.
"And you called Carlisle?" I hissed, still pissed off.
"He is your regular doctor." Dad pointed out.
I sighed. "Fine but I won't like it one bit."
Charlie looked at me for a minute before saying, "alright I'm off to work." I just gasped. He was leaving me here with a Cullen?
Dad left leaving me and Carlisle alone.
He was still standing in the same spot where he stopped when I screamed. He was standing there regarding me carefully.
"Hello," he said carefully. I just glared.
Once he realized I wasn't saying anything he got to work.
Twenty minutes later he was finished. He stood up and looked at me in awe. "You're fine!" he said. "Absolutely fine, even without doing anything for two weeks."
I rolled my eyes. "Of course I'm fine! Physically at least. Emotionally? I'm honestly ready to kill. Who? I don't know." I replied. Of course the depression was almost as bad as the anger. I was angry at Edward for attempting to take away my family. Him not loving me though. That just crushed me. I was so depressed that I was tempted to take a "bath" were I couldn't breathe.
My phone chose that exact moment to start vibrating."
"Aren't you going to get that?" Carlisle asked.
"No. I don't even know why I just don't shut it off." I mumbled still thinking of that bath and things like it. I came up with so many. Finally I was sick of Carlisle staring at me so I sent him on his way. My damn phone was still vibrating. I took it down stairs and smashed it on the tile in the kitchen.
I then picked up the house phone and called Jake. (a/N Jake is already a werewolf and Bella knows. F.Y.I)
"Hey Jake. I need a favor. Will you go get a new phone with me? I don't want Alice to know my new number."
"Sure! I'll be over in a sec." he replied.
A couple of hours, a new phone and number, later I walked up to bed still thinking about the many different ways of suicide.
APOV
Carlisle left a little while ago for something about a house call. I was just sitting next to Jasper grieving my best friend, when the vision, or should I say visions came.
~vision~
Bella stepping into the tub fully dressed and holding her head underwater until she drowned
Bella grabbing charlie's gun when he's fishing and shooting herself in the forest
Bella hanging herself in the living room
Bella going to La Push and jumping from the cliff
They just kept going one after another in a continuous pattern. So many different ways of Bella killing herself that I started screaming. I heard Jasper trying to calm me down but I couldn't stop. I was so horrified. The visions were too much they overwhelmed me again.
~Visions~
Bella stabbing herself 'til her body was unrecognizable
Bella going to the Volturi and telling them of her knowledge of us (why did Edward tell her about that anyway?)
Bella talking to Jasper and making herself bleed so that he kills her
The last one was too much. Seeing Jasper kill my best friend nearly undid me. I screamed louder. I had to find my phone. I started looking for it, but it was extremely hard with the visions getting in the way. Jasper ended up giving it to me but when I looked up to say thank you I saw him attacking Bella in the vision. I screamed bloody murder just looking at his face while the visions played across my vision.
I quickly sent a text to Bella. I had a vision of her not answering it. I sent and sent messages until I got a vision of Bella smashing her phone. I was dry sobbing now. Edward had left with the rest of the family to hunt so no one could explain to Jasper what I was seeing. I screamed again. I couldn't take it. Then my visions disappeared altogether. Bella was not in my sight. I screamed the loudest at that. I couldn't see her no matter how hard I looked. I was slowly breaking apart.
I heard Jasper talking to someone on the phone. My memory played the visions to me again and I started screaming again. Soon my mind reminded me that Bella's future disappeared, and I just started crying.
A/N well am I evil or what? Major cliff hanger! Muahahahahahaha! Review and I might just update sooner!
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