"But I don't want her to be a part of us" he said "It's either me or her in your life. You have to choose." he added. Brittany just cried and ran as fast as she can.
She never went to that dinner making up an excuse that she wasn't feeling really well. Mr. and Mrs. Pierce just said that they hope she gets better. She went to bed.
She dreamt that night, dreamt of a blonde haired, blue eyed girl with legs that could go on for days angel...
Sitting here wide awake
Thinking about when I last saw you
I know you're not far away
I close my eyes and I still see you
Lying here next to me
Wearing nothing but a smile
She remembered the days they would just laugh and not worry about anything. She always thought that they were strong, that whatever life would throw at them they could overcome them but life throw curve balls too. She was used to the blonde always being there, walking around school with pinkies linked, her harassing the other students but Brittany being there to reprimand her by saying "Be nice San, or no sweet lady kisses for you tonight" let's just say she stops, she is whipped that way or cuddling up after a rigorous Cheerios practice.
Gotta leave right away
Counting cracks along the pavement
To see you face to face
Thinking about the conversation
I know I'm not one to change
I've never wanted nothing more
But as I walk up to your door
Being far away from the blonde hurts her, she missed the different way she sees the world, she missed spending time with her, every time they would talk over Skype she would not see the same sparkle that she is used to seeing in the blondes eyes and every time she would visit the blonde would smile but she could see that it does not reach her eyes. She thought she could ease the pain by breaking up with the girl for both their sakes. But she never thought that...
I'm standing in the dark
She's dancing on the table
I'm looking through the glass
She's someone else's angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I'm standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark
...the pain would be multiplied by forever when the blonde moves on, when she sees her with him happy, singing romantic duets, 'fake' marrying and making a 'fake' family with him, she wishes that it was her being happy, singing duets, marrying and creating a family with Brittany.
All I want to do is hide
But I can't stop myself from staring
Wishing his hands were mine
I can't stop myself from caring
And as he turns down the lights
I'm feeling paralyzed
And as he looks into her eyes
Yeah, alright
She is on top of the tree in front of Brittany's house, the same tree that she would climb when they were kids up until they were teenagers. She would sneak in every time Brittany would think that there is a monster under her bed or in the closet or in the kitchen. She used to climb this same tree so that she could come in and cuddle with blonde or when they really feel like it get their sweet lady kissing on, but tonight she sees him with her, she was laughing at him then everything went quiet when their eyes met, their faces slowly inching closer, she knows where this is going so she looks away. When she looks up again he is turning off the lights, a tear fell from her eyes while she thinks that she used to be the one doing that...
I'm standing in the dark
She's dancing on the table
I'm looking through the glass
She's someone else's angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I'm standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, ohh, oohh
She knows this is her fault she made that stupid excuse of an "energy exchange" to break up with Brittany. When she heard that Brittany was dating Sam she was angry at Brittany so she went back to Lima pretended to be dating a fellow cheerleader but that plan back fired because Brittany knew her too well. Brittany chooses a guy over her again. So she went to New York this is where she thought that she and Brittany would be after high school but life threw a curve ball at her and she missed. While she was there she realized that she did not fought hard enough. Yeah people would say that she should not be the only one fighting for their relationship but when you are in love you don't keep score, you don't count the times you lost or won an argument because really who does that? Right? So with new determination she decided to fight for Brittany for the last time, if after this she chooses Sam over her then she will back off, but she doesn't think that she can really be friends with Brittany because it hurts too much but she is not saying that they will never be friends again she just needs time to heal her broken heart and bruised ego after.
I'm standing in the dark
I'm standing in the dark
She woke up she forgot that she had her MP3 player playing while she got ready for bed the night before, she listened to it for a while...
I'm standing in the dark
She's dancing on the table
I'm looking through the glass
She's someone else's angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I'm standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark
She's someone else's angel
She's someone else's angel
"Even my MP3 player thinks that this day would be a bad one" she thought to herself while the current song ended. She looked at her phone and saw that she had a message.
(1) New Message From FishLips
"Why would he text me?" I should really replace my number.
From FishLips: Meet me at the auditorium today before glee.
She was trying her best to be civil. One word replies would be the best way for her to be civil.
To FishLips: Why?
From FishLips: To finally end this...
She did not reply anymore because Fish Lips would be in for the fight of his life. She is not walking away this time she will fight head on; she will not give up that easily.
Author's note:
So from my original plan of a two shot I kinda decided to make it more than that, so this is not the ending. Song in this chapter is Standing in the Dark by Lawson.
I will try to update this every day, because I want this finished before the season 4 finale airs. There are spoilers swimming on the Internet that the finale would be a farewell to the romance between Brittana (they are friend zoned) if that happens I am done with Glee but I will continue to read fanfics about them.
Reviews would be much appreciated thanks.
I forgot to mention this on the first chapter so I am saying it now, I DO NOT OWN GLEE and I have no beta.