This is a story I've been working on for awhile. I keep going over it to make it perfect. Something I normally don't do. Anyway, a few warnings...

THERE WILL BE SEX BETWEEN TWO MALES IN THIS STORY!

More warnings will be added as the story goes on as I do not know where this is going to end up.

I own nothing. Please review, favorite, follow. Anything that lets me know you like this story. Enjoy!

"Hey Tim," Sarah smiled feet propped up on my table, "What's up?"

I opened my mouth to say something when I felt a pair arms circle my waist. Smiling softly I turned around just as lips covered mine. I let myself sigh into the kiss before pulling away.

Once I was far enough away I looked into the eyes of the person who kissed me. One blue eye and one brown eye stared back at me so happily that I couldn't help but smile back.

"Darren," I whispered softly.

Darren Hotchner leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine again. I trailed my hands down his sides until they were at his hips. Pulling him closer I pulled back again and smiled.

The younger man and I had been dating for almost a year now. I almost couldn't believe it myself, but this was actually the best relationship I had ever been in. I loved him with all my heart.

We met through Sarah. Turns out Darren had borrowed a book from the school library that she had needed. My sister, being who she is, spent an entire weekend tracking him down.

The two of them ended up getting along really well. She had asked me to give him a ride to New York a little over a year and a half ago. Turns out he and I ended up getting along better than she and he did.

I had always known I was bi-sexual, but I always leaned towards girls so I had only actually dated one guy before. So it had taken awhile for me to ask Darren out, but it was worth it.

"Timothy," Darren sighed resting his head on my shoulder letting me soak in his warmth, "How was your day?"

What was I supposed to say? I had told Gibbs that I wasn't going to tell anyone what happened in the Director's office. This was my boyfriend we were talking about. I couldn't keep this from him.

"Do you trust me?" I asked softly.

"Of course," Darren said pulling back from me with a confused look, "Timothy, is everything okay?"

"I know something. Something about you that you don't know. And I can't tell you."

"What? Why not?"

"Please, please, just trust me and don't hate me if this doesn't turn out well."

I watched the different emotions play on Darren's face. I knew that I was asking a lot of him, but I couldn't tell him. I just hoped when he did find out he didn't hate me for keeping it from him.

"Tim," Sarah voiced standing up.

I spared her a look when she said that before looking back at Darren. Neither of them liked this. I didn't either. In the end though I knew if this went bad I was going to lose everything.

When Darren didn't reply after a minute I did the only thing I could think of. I placed a hand on the back of his head and drug him into a kiss making sure to pour every ounce of emotion that I was feeling into it.

I hated what I was doing. I really did, but I knew that it was what I had to do. I just needed him to trust me. At least until I figured out what Gibbs was going to do. I just needed a little time.

"Okay," Darren responded when I pulled away, "I trust you."

"Thank you," I smiled softly, "I have good news though."

"Oh?"

"I talked to my boss and the Director. They agreed to let you read over some case files and shadow my team."

Suddenly a wide smile came to Darren's lips as he hugged me tightly before pulling and going to hug Sarah as well. He had been asking me for months to do this and I never thought it was a good idea.

Honestly I still didn't think it was a good idea. This wasn't about me though. This was about Gibbs and his son. The only family that either of them had left. Something both of them needed.

Oh no. I was dating Gibbs son. A son he hadn't ever met, but still. That and the fact that I didn't think he even knew that I was bi, let alone his son was gay. This was not going to end well.

I loved Darren though. I loved him with all my heart and I couldn't lose him. If this didn't end well and something happened between Darren and Gibbs then I might lose him and my job.

No, I loved my job, I did, but at the end of the day if I had a choice I'd pick Darren. Still, I hoped that I would never have to pick between the two of them. I didn't want to lose either of them.

"You are the best, Timothy," Darren grinning before kneeling in front of Jett, "Isn't Timothy the best, Jett? He is, isn't he?"

Smiling I looked from Darren and Jett to Sarah and the smile left my face. She motioned for me to come with her and she lead me into the small kitchen. As soon as we were there she glared angrily at me.

"I can't tell you either," I quickly stated.

"Tim, this is Darren we're talking about," Sarah glared crossing her arms.

"I know and you know how much I love him. Sarah, I wouldn't be doing this if I thought there was a way around it."

Sarah's glare deepened before a sigh fell from her lips. She knew Darren as well as I did and she wanted to keep him protected. Even if that meant protecting him from me.

"What if he gets hurt?" Sarah muttered softly.

"I'm not going to say he won't," I sighed looking over at him, "But if he does than you need to be there for him."

"What about you?"

"We both know that if this goes wrong I'm going to side with Darren. We also know that in the end Darren might hate me. He might not talk to me ever again. You need to be there for him."

"Guys," Darren cut in standing up, "I need a to get some good clothes if I'm going to NCIS tomorrow."

amdelodder: I have ten chapters already written of this story and will be posting once a day. I hope I don't disappoint.

gypsymooneysgirl7733: Not sure who's going to kill McGee, but there will be some angst in later chapters, and then back to happy before things take a turn for the worst. And then...Well, I'm not sure yet. But it get's bad. Glad you like it.

Warby: Introducing Darren Hotchner and why McGee is freaking out. Thank you for reviewing.