A/N: DAMN! Whenever I sit down to write there is always some one either calling me or disturbing me!1 this is so ANNOYING! Can't a girl just get peace and quiet so she could just type!?
That is NOT too much to ask!
Anyway… I won't ramble too much and let you read, and this story would go back into a few flash backs so don't forget while reading…
Blaine thoughts are in Italic and his voice in Bold Italic…
Song is Vanilla Twilight-Owl City… Love it!
AND THANK YOU TVD LOVER18 FOR GETTING RID OF MY CONFUSION LAST NIGHT OVER THIS CHAPTER! :D :D
Chapter 2: As If from A Dream
(9 Years Later)
Everyone had gathered for Kurt and Sebastian's engagement, though Kurt was being forced to marry Sebastian as he was the only other gay boy in the village, but Kurt knew he had no choice, because not to long ago his father had a heart attack and had wished for Kurt to be married as soon as possible before he died, the thought of losing his father hurt him a lot; and was a painful reminder of how many people he loved gone away from him.
Kurt was standing near the big fire that had been put up in the middle of the village where everyone danced around, while Kurt stood there alone playing with the end of his tunic looking miserable and only showing a painful fake smile when anyone congratulated him.
It would have been a lie if anyone asked Kurt what it would have been if Blaine was still here… all he would say is that right now, maybe he and Blaine could get married and love happily together just as they had promised too.
The thought of Blaine's death still haunted Kurt, he knew deep down that Blaine would want him to move on but his heart won't let him.
Just then there was a hand on his lower back moving downwards and Kurt snapped back to reality turning around to slap who touched him, but it was none other than his fiancé Kurt thought bitterly.
"You look lovely in that tunic Kurt, I'm just trying not to think how much more lovely you would look without it… shall we go into that empty barn and test that theory out?"
Kurt really wanted to slap him, Sebastian in Kurt's mind was a pervert, who ever since came to this village always wanted to grab Kurt and have his way with him, and even marrying someone who had a downstairs brain and didn't even try hard to woo Kurt was as pitiful as he could ever imagine.
"I think I'll pass" Kurt spat at him and turned around.
And just then Sebastian placed a hand on Kurt's ass making him jump back and stalk away from him, then the latter had grabbed Kurt's hand and spun him, making Kurt press against him as he whispered in his ear "dance with your future husband will you?"
As if I ever had a choice Kurt thought and sighed, he moved back to have a bit of space between Sebastian and him but Sebastian pressed him closer, they moved to the sound of the music… Kurt couldn't help but have a flashback of his childhood memories...
"Blaine! I wanna dance, dance with me!" Kurt exclaimed and went to pull at Blaine's hand who sat on the ground watching Kurt in amusement as the 6-year-old boy danced in the meadow and sang to himself.
"No! I don't think I can… you are better" Blaine said shaking his head trying to sit back down but Kurt didn't let him.
Kurt giggled and said happily "no! You will dance with me! You are MY dance partner and don't worry! I will make you a perfect dancer just like me!"
Blaine laughed and sighed standing up, Kurt smiled and clapped his hands than he grabbed Blaine's hand and placed one hand on his back and the other intertwined with his own as he placed his free hand on Blaine's shoulder, he looked down at their feet and Blaine did the same and said "now just follow me okay, one step at a time…"
Blaine nodded and focused intently on not stepping on Kurt's foot.
"OUCH!"
"Sorry!" Sebastian apologized for stepping on Kurt's foot, knocking Kurt out of his dream mode.
Kurt shook his head and sighed, if only? He always thought whenever he would remember his Blaine.
Ever since Blaine had been killed no one had even bothered to remember him, unlike Kurt who always climbed their tree which their names were carved in and placed a rose there every Saturday.
Blaine was not someone for Kurt who could be easily forgotten.
The village people stood frozen when they heard one villager coming from the forest exclaim "THE WOLF IS COMING!"
Then hell broke loose, everyone ran to get shelter or to hide.
Sebastian looked around and grabbed Kurt's hand to lead him away from the courtyard, but it was too late…
The wolf was here as he jumped inside the village grounds and growled bearing his canine teeth.
Kurt gasped and stood frozen there on the spot, Sebastian however tried to get Kurt to move but in the end he let go of Kurt's hand and ran way.
Kurt stood there in the center alone as the wolf circled around him.
Last time when he had been pushed away it ended up making his best friend a dinner for the hungry wolf, but this time Kurt wasn't leaving.
He grabbed the sword that was lying on the wooden table near him and was ready to attack.
The wolf let out a fearsome growl and aimed at Kurt, Kurt stand his ground but as soon as the wolf even came inches near to him; a Black haired wolf emerged and threw himself in-between the attacker and Kurt.
Kurt eyes went wide and he got the feeling of Dejavu as the Black wolf fought with the brown one, Kurt couldn't understand what or why this was happening he couldn't move and just stared at the wolves fighting.
And successfully the black-haired wolf had managed to bite the attackers head off.
Kurt was shaking, but still didn't know what to do, when he was about to just move and try to kill the black wolf.
But then it happened the wolf turned around and locked its eyes with Kurt's and Kurt couldn't do it… something about those golden-honey eyes reminded him that he can never hurt the wolf.
The eyes were familiar, as if they were from Kurt's dream… Kurt got the compulsion to move and touch the wolf.
And so he did he walked slowly towards the wolf not breaking their eye-contact, and neither the wolf did anything it just stood there waiting for Kurt to come.
Kurt placed a hesitant but firm hand on the wolf's hair head right near those honey eyes and moved them down to his jaw then back up; then it happened… the wolf growled sort as if it was moaning over the feather light touched by Kurt and then he heard someone say in his mind, moaning his name "Mmmm… Kurt!" Kurt eyes snapped and he gasped moving his hand away and taking a step back.
It was his voice! His Blaine's voice! It can't be true, Blaine was dead and the wolf had just spoken to him in the exact voice that once belonged to his best friend.
The wolf looked up at Kurt's shocked expression, and had tears in its eyes, it took another step and said "Kurt, please don't its just-"
But it stopped talking and backed away when the Anderson's Guards made their way towards the wolf. And then the wolf just gave one last lingering look at Kurt and ran back into the woods.
"Kurt! Are you alright?!" his mother came out from the church and ran towards her son who was trembling in fear…
No! It can't be! Kurt thought, willing away the tears.
He kept on turning and huffing in his bed, trying to catch some sleep which was not coming to him. Kurt sighed and looked out the window… and got up putting on his boots and his red hood, the one he still had, given to him from his late grandmother.
He looked around and then opened the lock of his window, so he could sneak out of his house.
(Flash back)
The 8-year-old curly-haired boy threw pebbles at his best friend's window and hissed "Kurt! Get up!"
By the time the third pebble hit the window, Kurt had made his way towards it and unlocked it and stick his head out to whisper "okay wait, I'm coming"
Kurt puts on his shoes and his red hood then climbs out the window. Blaine helps to steady him as he stepped down from the wooden planks.
Blaine takes his hand and they sneak out of the village towards their meadow.
…...
Blaine sits down on the grassy field and pats his side for Kurt to sit too, Kurt takes his huge hood and drapes it over Blaine's shoulder and his then they lie down, snuggled next to each other, and their hands intertwined as they gaze at the moon and stars.
Blaine wraps his arms around Kurt and Kurt sighs placing his head on his best friends shoulder who says "we will be safe here… this is our place"
(End of flash back)
Kurt manages to make his way out of the village without being seen and walks inside the forest and down the hidden path towards the field.
He sighs and sits down where he used to sit with Blaine and pulls his knees up to his chest as he sighs… then he begins to sing
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here
Blaine in his wolf form walks behind the bushes and tress and spots Kurt singing, oh, how he missed to hear his angelic voice sing… and watch him blush whenever Blaine said to him to sing more songs, just for him and no one else, today when he saved Kurt and locked eyes with him, Blaine felt his heart flutter. How much he longed to look at Kurt, and when his soft hand touch his fur it made him want to lean closer and let Kurt's hands press on his skin… he missed him desperately and after tonight… Blaine only wanted to be with him… even if it risked everything he had
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone
He clasps his hands together thinking as if they were his and Blaine and lies down on the grass curling into a ball…
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"
Kurt looked up at the sky and sighed, "I still love you, you know…" Kurt said in barely a whisper.
Blaine took a deep breath, he moved towards Kurt who heard steps and sat up, but didn't move when he saw the same wolf that had saved him walk towards him.
Kurt didn't say a word but instead watched the wolf now standing in Kurt's personal space. Neither the human trembled in fear but just waited to hear the voice he thought which was unbelievable.
Blaine looked at Kurt… he was taller now and far more beautiful than he would ever imagine, he was thinner and the full moon made his milky white skin shine as if it was a smooth sculpted piece of marble. His crystal blue eyes sparkling under the white light of the moon.
Blaine leaned forward he could feel Kurt's warm sweet breath over his face as he moved his head down to Kurt's shoulder where the hood draped over his shoulder.
Kurt breathing labored when the wolf's nose came in contact with the small patch of his visible skin of his neck, the wolf's nose trailed from Kurt's shoulder to the hollow of his neck, his fur was so soft that it tickled Kurt's skin when he brushed his jaw against Kurt's cheek, Kurt raised a hand and pressed it on the side of the wolf's head, rather than pulling his savior away he petted him and leaned against his jaw…
This felt home… this felt right Kurt thought as the wolf nuzzled his jaw against Kurt's cheek inhaling the human's scent and purring deep inside.
Oh, how he missed this! Blaine thought to himself and Kurt heard a rumble/moan come from the wolf as he inhaled further, Kurt hesitantly pressed his lips against the soft black fur of the wolf's neck.
And then unintentionally Blaine moaned out and whispered "Kurt…"
Kurt snapped he moved away from the wolf hearing a whine come from it, and said "Who are you?"
"I can't tell you"
"How do you know my name?"
"I know everything about you" the voice was so familiar, it was heavy but it still reminded him of someone.
"Are you going to kill me?" Kurt asked.
The wolf looked taken aback and said "NO! Never! I can never harm you!"
"Why can I hear what you are saying?" Kurt asked the most obvious question.
"Because I let you hear me" Blaine replied looking at Kurt.
"Are you human?"
Blaine rolled his eyes and said "if I was I won't be here in front of you like this… but yes… a half-breed"
Kurt eyes narrowed he placed both of his hands on the wolf's jaw and leaned closer, he could sense the wolf tense under his palms, Kurt was so dangerously close.
The tip of Kurt's nose touched the wolf's and he looked up into his eyes.
"Do I know you?" Kurt asked closing his eyes.
Blaine closed his eyes too, and let the sensation of finally having Kurt close to him fill his heart "yes" he breathed.
"Why can't you tell me who you are then?" he asked desperately for the answer he wanted to know.
"Because you will run away" Blaine replied in a sad tone, Blaine looked at the sky and he could see the sun rise… he had to leave before he did otherwise Kurt would see him "I have to go"
Kurt eyes snapped wide, he grasped on-to the wolf's hair not ready to let it leave just yet "NO! Please, stay don't go… I just… I don't want you to go"
Blaine wanted to just turn to human and hold and kiss Kurt at his pleas, but instead he leaned forward and brushed his nose and then his own cheek against Kurt who held on-to the wolf's neck tightly "only for now… I'll come back…I promise" that one word, brought back so many memories to Kurt.
"What should I call you, then ?" Kurt asked pressing his cheek closer to the wolf's.
"Anything" Blaine whispered.
"How about… Blaine?" Kurt proposed the first thing that came to his mind.
Blaine was caught by surprise he moved away and looked at Kurt in confusion and asked "why Blaine?"
Kurt blushed, how much I missed to see you blush Blaine thought to himself, and then Kurt said "because you remind me of someone… some one I lost… but someone I love"
Blaine felt his heart melt… before he could make a mistake and just let him self change so he could take Kurt back as his own when he just practically heard Kurt say… right in his ear that Blaine, was the one he loved he desperately wanted to reply back 'I love you, too' but restraint to do it.
Blaine sighed and leaned again pressing his nose to Kurt's hair and smelled just for the last time and said "okay, Goodbye… Till we meet again, Kurt"
"Goodbye… Blaine" Kurt whispered and gave one lingering look at the wolf's eyes before dropping his arms and letting the wolf back away and run back to the woods.
Kurt stayed there on the ground thinking that he just talked to a wolf… who was a painful but somehow peaceful reminder of his love.
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