{This chapter is Quinn's take on the first chapter i wrote.}
Quinn Fabray's Pov
Quinn Fabray started her morning off with a pregnancy test then another then another till she went through ten tests. When her mother finally called her down for breakfast she started her day with a lie, when her mother asked what took her so long. Then another when Finn asked her what's wrong, and another when she told Santana and Brittney a stupid story of why she could'nt go to cheerios practice so she could tell Puck the news. But overall Quinn had been lieing for years about one thing and one thing she could never let out of the bag. Her love for Rachel Berry.
She had been in love with Rachel Berry since the day they met which was in kindergarden. They had used to be bestfriends till the next semester of 8th grade. She cut off her ties with her because coach sylvester recruited her in front of her parents along with Santana and Brittney. So when they got kiddnapped by the senior cheerios they were told about everything in highschool, and said that there always has to be one girl too torture, and who does she choose? She chooses Rachel Berry, Because apparently they had tried to recruit Rachel as well, but turns out Rachel declined them, and no one says no to the cheerios. It killed Quinn when she had to throw slushies at Rachel, and act like she was loser.
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As Quinn ran torwards the bathrooms after telling Puck she was pregnant she hide her self in a stall crying to god. Asking him why this happened to her. Why she could never just be happy again, why? She was always the good girl. She prayed everynight went to church every Sunday even helped out by tutoring kids in the first grade.
Then she heard it the voice that made her heartbeat so fast she began quiver.
So she snapped saying something she wish she did'nt.
"Whats wrong Quinn?" Rachel asks her.
Quinn wanted just fall in her arms and tell her everything, but she knew she would probably get an ear full. So she just needed to push Rachel away.
"Just go!" Quinn says noticing how mad she made Rachel who blew up on Quinn as well.
Quinn had never seen Rachel this mad or even heard her say a single curse word. Till now.
"Quinn could you like not be a bitch for like a fucking second? I mean fuck I'm just trying to help you." she huffed making me wince at her calling me a bitch.
When Rachel bent down to hold Quinn's hand. Quinn sucked in her breathe. She had'nt felt Rachel's skin on hers in long time. When Rachel aske d Quinn just to talk to her and be civil Quinn's heart swelled at the kindness Rachel was giving her even though she did'nt deserve an ounce of it.
When Quinn told Rachel how far along she was she broke down finding comfort in Rachel's sweet scent. She found herself in the same position again after she told Rachel Puck was the father. She knew Rachel was probably still shocked even more that Quinn is confiding in her, and in a deep hug to where they could feel eachothers heartbeats. Quinn surprised when she asked Rachel to skip with her she said 'yes', Rachel Berry never skips
Quinn was nervous letting Rachel in her car because she always got so shy around Rachel when they were alone, but all the nervousness went away when she was surprised at how Rachel knew the song 'Take a picture' by Filter.
As the song filled the car Quinn made quick glances at how Rachel looked so at ease with her hand out the window letting the air run through her fingers. 'God she looks so beautiful Quinn says smiling to herself.'
As Quinn waited for the light to turn green she thought about letting Rachel know how she felt about her, but she did'nt know how. She did'nt even know if Rachel liked her in that kind of way. Maybe she would just have too test the waters, but first she needed to go back to being friends. Build back on their friendship they used to have.
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As they walked the park they stopped at a perfect spot right and sat down.
"It's beautiful isn't it?" Rachel asked looking at Quinn then went back to watching the clouds in the sky.
"Yeah it really is." Quinn said staring at Rachel. Half of her hoping she would look back, and the other half hoping she didn't notice at all.
Suddenly Quinn saw red seeping through her jacket. "Rachel.." She gasped grabbing her arm. To lift her sleeve up. Quinn saw a scratch on Rachels wrist. Rachel pulled her hand back.
"Oh it's just..it's just from the cat. It scratched the hell out of me this morning." Rachel said wipping the rest of the blood away on her jacket.
"I thought you hated cats." Quinn said remembering what Rachel had said to her all those years ago.
"Yeah well people change Quinn you of all people should know that." Rachel snapped making Quinn wince in the process.
Rachel sighed "I'm sorry. I did'nt mean to snap at you." Rachel said.
"No don't be your right people change. Besides you have every right to snap at me. I put you through hell...thats why I wanted you here with me so I could get too know you again, and to aplogize and hopefuly be friends again..." Quinn stated really wanting to say 'and maybe more'. Rachel arched her eyebrow in confusion.
"Look Rachel, I'm sorry when my parents found out about your dads he would'nt let me near you or he said he would really give it too me, and made me join the cheerios. The cheerios wanted me to pick on you cause you turned down the chance to be a cheerio, and if I did'nt then they would and I did'nt want them to do it so I did. So I figured it would be easier to stay away from you." she said
"And I'm sorry for everything I ever did to hurt you. I love you." Quinn said tears falling hoping Rachel wouldn't leave her, and hate her.
"Wow you... you just called me Rachel." Rachel said not thinking anything to the 'love you' Quinn just said. "...that's...are you sure your not just pulling some sick prank on me?" Rachel asked glaring at her.
"No! No! I promise! I swear! I swear, Rachel please I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but-" Quinn was interupted by Rachel's words.
"It's okay Quinn I...I forgive you." Rachel said taking Quinn by surprise.
"Really? Are you sure? Cause I know I hurt you Rach and if your not ready to forgive me I'd understand." Quinn said wipping her own tears away.
"Yes. Sure it might take me a little while to get used to you, but yeah I..I forgive you." Rachel said taking Quinn's hand.
Quinn took her hand back then crushed Rachel down to the ground with a hug.
"Thank you so much Rachel you don't know how much that means to me." Quinn said breathing in Rachel's shampoo scent.
"Wow...uhh..okay haha" Rachel said still under Quinn.
Quinn slowly rouse her head meeting Rachel's gaze. For a second Quinn thought about leaning in and kissing her, but she was saved by the bell or in this case ringing.
Rachel's phone was in her front pocket of her skirt so when it vibrated and rang a what sounded like a xylophone tinging at the same time it sent an arousal though Quinn's body. Especially When Rachel's surprisingly strong arms were suddenly around her tight body pushing her up.
"Sorry." Quinn muttered her face as red as the color on her cheerios uniform.
"Oh no really it's okay Quinn." Rachel said getting her phone out of her pocket. "Uhoh." Rachel said looking at her caller id. "Quinn do you mind if I go take this?" she asked.
"Oh no go ahead." Quinn said giving Rachel a loppsided smile.
Quinn sighed as she watched Rachel's legs in her incredibly short skirt walk off.
"How am I sapose to do this..why would she even want me I'm pregnant, and I've been a total bitch to her. I need to talk to-" Quinn was interupted by her phone.
"Thinking of the devil herself." Quinn muttered chuckling too herself. She flipped open her pink razor phone reading a text message from Santana.
'Hey Q where the hell are you?"- S
Quinn started texting back immediately.
'I'll tell you all about it later I promise, and don't worry I'm okay. :) '- Q
Quinn shut her phone as soon as she saw Rachel smiling heading back torwards her.
'God I love her smile' Quinn says to herself. Barely containing the flutteringness in her stomach that made her smile wide and her cheeks blush.
{Sorry for the short updates, but I made up for it by writing Rachel's pov as well. I just need to know do you guys like that I write for both of them or should I just write for Rachel, and maybe once and a while make a Quinn pov?
Oh and what should Rachel's fathers names be? Let me know fast cause I wanna to start on the next chapter tonight.}