AN: this is a series of one shots of what the characters from bloodlines would write in their diary if they ever owned one.
Dear Diary... nothing important happened today, I mean Adrian's moody behaviour and Laurel's constant teasing has come as a second nature to me. It's like every time Laurel says something I get that feeling, like I'm not...good enough...like...I'm not worth the trouble everyone goes through for me. I mean Eddie almost died for me for crying out loud! I know that's exaggerating but she pushes my buttons to the limit yet brings me down at the same time. I feel like I should say something to her, let her know how I feel, but I know I don't have the courage do that so I'll just have to settle for writing it here. Who knows, maybe one day she'll get her hands on this. Anything to add to her dirt bag of gossip. Here goes...
To Laurel,
The popular girls. The ones that say jump and sadly we'd do it. Thinking if I do this one little or huge time-consuming favour that maybe they would start treating me like an equal, not of lesser value. Just because they are a higher social status doesn't mean that they are perfect. If fact they are anything but. At times it seems like the devil is whispering their very next word into their ear instead of just saying what they think is right. The bitchy judging attitude is all an act, an act to see who can impress which person and a way to cover up what they don't want to feel. Left out, cut off, judged upon, they are a few words to describe what every popular person doesn't want to experience because they fear that if they do their days of bullying are over. What they don't realise is that every emotion they resent is what their targets of bullying and teasing feel almost all the time. Why can't we drop the barrier between friend and foe and just all get along? The answer is simple; they can't stand being of the same value as us. We all have hearts, but do you listen to yours?
Jill xox
There done. Did you like it? I know your just a dairy but I feel like you understand me...can connect with me. I should probably scratch that out incase laurel does find this and think I'm a weirdo for talking to a diary. Ah, what the heck, she already thinks I'm a lunatic anyway. That's all for today. Love ya foreva - Jill xxx
AN: Done! I love reviews! Bloodlines-addict :)