"A year changes a lot."

Thank you to all of those who have left me a review it really makes me smile and want to update more Sadly I do not own Kuroshitsuji for I would already have made Ciel tell Sebastian that he loves him and would like to marry him.

Looking outside from the book store Ciel could see the children playing around in the snow covered park across the street. Holding his cup of tea closer to himself he looked around at the cars that had long ago replaced the carriages he once rode in. The days were getting colder as the nights grew longer.

Finishing up the last of his tea he paid for the book he was reading and placed it in his satchel making his way over to the park to sit on a bench and enjoy the cold weather. The coldness kept him sane from the thoughts that always ran through his mind. It reminded him of the very truth of his life now. His life was cold, empty, and almost hollow to the core.

Ever since that night 13 years ago he had run into a young girl only by the looks of it to be 15 years old. She was crying on the corner of a street lamp all alone. When Ciel had decided to finally approach her and talk to her he had found out that her name was Kira. She had run away from her parents who were drug addicts and that she had run away with all her families money not caring what happened to her so called parents.

She was as well as him all alone in the world. Ciel noticed that she was also human and that maybe he could use her to his advantage considering the fact that she could age and that he still looked considerably small still back then. Together they made a deal on how Kira would pose as his older sister while in public. Couple of years after meeting Kira Ciel experienced one of the worst feelings he had ever felt.

Since such little words were passed between Ciel and Sebastian, he had failed to mention that at some point Ciel would turn into his true demonic form. When this happened Ciel found himself in a place he used to very often visit when he was still the queen's watch dog. He found help during this time from the one person he would expect the least from, the Undertaker.

He had explained to the younger that normally demons were born in their true demonic form but since Ciel was a transformed demon that only time could tell when or even if he would turn into his true demonic form. One night while Ciel and Kira were sitting around their kitchen table Ciel had felt like someone had set a fire in the pit of his stomach. Falling over onto the floor he had screamed as heat consumed his whole body.

Kira had to care his burring body over to the shower where she had stripped him down and ran a cold shower and locked the door behind her as she listened to Ciel scream in pain knowing there was nothing that she could do since she was human and Ciel was a demon. When the screaming had finally stopped it was silent until the door opened to reveal Ciel in his true demon form.

Of course Kira just stood on aw as she saw what was before her. Ciel looked at her with a tint of red on his cheeks since he was standing stark naked. Ciel turned to look into the mirror that hung over the sink to see that he had looked a bit different. He still was fairly small but his facial features sure made up for that fact. His hair had grown out a bit longer covering his one eye.

His face looked a bit more narrow but still held that porcelain skin and soft texture to it. Since then Ciel had tried very hard not to turn into his demonic form finding it to be a bit disturbing with his new acquired features. Since then Kira and Ciel had grown closer to each other making sure the other was fine. It was a bond of only close friends only sister and brother because in his heart Ciel knew that there was only one person who held his heart hostage.

He often thought of the older demon and would often sit in his room at night wondering how the older was doing without him. Sometimes only the simple thought of how much he had despised the younger would bring him to tears were he would let no one near him and lock himself in his rooms for days. He could feel himself slowly losing his sanity at the thought that the person he had come to trust the most, the one who he had been willing to give his heart to only saw him as a single meal.

Finally reaching the park bench he sat down and watched the kids enjoying their childhood something he had never got the chance to experience after his parents had died. He looked up at the sky as the clouds grew a darker grey and the wind picked up a bit. He sat on the bench for a while longer before checking his phone and seeing that Kira would be picking him up a little later than normally.

Kira was now 28 and working as a part time bar tender at a local pub. Ciel had a job as well but it was one where he could pick and choose the times he wanted to work. Finally deciding that maybe he should find a place much warmer to stay in he got himself together and pulled his coat closer to himself as he got up. Right as he made his way to turn around he had bumped into something.

"Oh I'm terribly sorry about that." He said as he brushed himself of and taking a look at who he had ran into.

It was a woman by the looks of it to be 33 years of age. Her face reminded him of someone but he couldn't quite find where he had seen her face before. It wasn't really like he was out and talking to many people, he tended to keep to himself he found it easier that way he wouldn't get attached to anyone.

"Its quite fine, I wasn't looking where I was going. I was just looking for my fiancé." Said the woman with a small smile on her face.

'That voice I've heard it from somewhere. Where have I heard it before?' he thought to himself.

"Diana! Oh there you are darling I've been looking all over for you." Ciel froze at the sound of that voice. He didn't dare turn around as to not come to face to the person he was praying he wouldn't see for a very long time.

'No it can't be. Please not him anyone but him.' He thought to himself.

Turing around he slowly came face to face to the one person who he had loved and the only person that could really only bring him so much pain. Ciel eyes widened at the sight in front of him. The woman was wrapped around the males arm with a loving look on her face. Ciel took a step back losing his breath as he finally to notice to where he had seen the woman before.

'That's Sebastian's girlfriend.' He almost felt like passing out before he had looked down at the woman's hand and remembered what she had said. She was looking for her fiancé. Ciel could almost feel as if his heart was ripped out of his chest like so long ago. At the same time as Ciel was taking in all this new information the older demon had taken a chance to look at the man who was talking to his fiancé.

The young boy stood only to about mid way to Sebastian's chest. He had looked at the boy and noticed that he was a bit built. 'So maybe he's not as young as he looks but his skin,' his skin looked so soft to the touch. His hair looked almost blue and as the boy, no man looked up his heart came to a stop.

'It couldn't be!' The man looking back at him was no longer the young little earl he had found in a cage long ago.

No, the person who stood before him was now a man whose face had shown age. He took into account of how the once vibrant and powerful blue eye that shined bright with revenge now looked almost a dull grey with a hint of blue in it. His little masters hair had grown out covering his contracted eye that he loved each time hi master was in trouble and took off his eye patch commanding him to do something. He looked at the face and saw how tired the younger looked.

Ciel could feel his heart beating loudly in his chest as he tried to not show how stunted he was to once again see the one person who hated his very being. He finally took account that he was staring at the two and stood back as if nothing had happened and placed a small smile on his face. Sebastian saw the forced smile on the younger's face and decided that he might be able to have a bit of fun with him.

"Hello young master."

"Hello Sebastian."

A/N:

Okay so I don't know if you could tell (depends if you are a yaoi lover or not really) but can you guess what type of Demon Ciel is. I left a pretty good hint let's see if you can figure it out Until next time. Review.