Hi everyone, I guess you all liked it , so I am back with another chapter. In this one, Meredith will try to comfort him and also she will tell him the news. Plus, I don't remember if Christina was mad at Meredith in this timeline or not, but, in this fic she is not mad at Meredith. So, let's advance.

Seeing him like this really troubled Meredith, he was supposed to be the strong one in their relationship and here he was, drowning in alcohol and guilt. Her train of thought was stopped when she heard Derek calling her name. "Meredith!" said Derek standing up and walking towards her. " Just leave me alone."

"No" she said it, she said the truth, "No, it was not your fault, and you don't get to be guilty upon this, you don't get to fall apart like this."

Derek looked rather taken aback. "I know there's a ring." she said, and instantly regretted it, it was his boyfriend, the father of her unborn child who was having a breakdown and the first thing she has to say is to get engaged. Good Job, Meredith! she thought as she saw Derek go inside his trailer, he came back with the ring and a golf club. "You want it!" he said angrily, showing her the ring and then swinging it away, the ring went away somewhere in the woods.

Meredith could still see the diamond of the ring shining bright, "Go home, Meredith!" he said and threw the golf club at the ground. "No way" she said, standing firm on her decision. She knew this was not the appropriate time to tell him what was going on. But she had to, she can't hide from the reality forever. Derek came closer to her and closer. She started taking steps backwards, he felt afraid of him.

After some time, he came closer to her, so close, that they were barely an inch away from each other, if it was any other situation she would say that he was going to kiss her bit right now, instead of those McDreamy eyes, she could see eyes filled with guilt and anger and resentment. His hands were clenched into fists, and she could tell that he was not himself, that guilt has changed him right now, it feels like he was going to punch her , but he snapped back to reality for a second , looked into her eyes with seriousness and said "Meredith, go away before I do somethi g I will regret."

She knew right now was not a good time, but she felt that Derek might get violent and she didn't want something to happen that she would regret. She didn't want to say it but it was like her brain and her tongue wasn't in her control , so she just blurted out. " Derek, I am pregnant."

Derek heard it and was shocked to say the least, he was taken aback and he took a few steps back. Meredith was speaking English, but it felt like she was speaking French to him and french was never his strong subject. "What….. what do you mean?" he asked, to her looking down at the grass and kind of freaking out.

" I am pregnant. You are going to be the father of my child. I am pregnant with your spawn. I have a part of you inside me. In 8 months, you are going to get your bundle of joy. We are going to have a baby…" she said, more like rambled. Derek was now full on freaking out, it felt as if he was having a panic attack. Seeing this, Meredith said immediately "I can terminate if you're not ready, I'll underatand, I'll just abort." she said, she could feel tears rolling down her cheeks.

" What!... No!" said Derek. He was not ready for kids, but now that he was getting one, he didn't want to kill it. Truth is, he didn't even know what he walnted. He freaked out, he was now kinda shivering, and panicking, he just got into his trailer, and shut the door behind him.

Meredith felt like dropping the 'pregnancy' bomb, had totally ruined her relationship now. She got into her car and drove to the one pkace she knew that no one would ever judge him.

She knocked on the door numerous times. Her mascara was running down her face. She knew Christina would help her. Christina opened up the door, she had obviously seen Meredith crying through the peephole. " What did McDreamy do now?" asked Christina, as soon as she opened up the door. Meredith went inside, sat on the sofa and said "I messed up, Christina." . "Spill it." said Christina "It's not often that you acknowledge your messes." She was being her usual sarcastic self.

"I am pregnant. " said Meredith. "Wow!" was Christina's response, "Just after he lost his pregnant patient! Did you tell him ?". " Yes I did, and he totally freaked out on me." said Meredith "He didn't wanna abort but he totally panicked on me. I feel guilty for doing this to him." "Well, would you feel better after a good night's sleep ?" asked Christina. "You're just feeling sleepy, aren't you?" asked Meredith, feeling honestly better now. "Damn right." said Christina "Can we head to bed now?"

Meredith nodded and both of them went to sleep beside each other, they were twisted sisters and better yet, they were soulmates, and right now Meredith was feeling kinda safe in her twisted sister's presence

Oh , my people, I so sleepy rigjt now, if I made any mistakes ignore them, it's 1:45 am. In the next chapter, Derek will try to put life back on track. Being a father is a responsibility and I think he will have some difficulty in adjusting back to normal life and also he will have problem dealing with the fact that Meredith's pregnant.

I'll try to update soon.

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Love, Allison