What have I done? Was the first thing on my mind when I woke up this morning. I felt guilty, very guilty, Harry didn t even do anything wrong and I deserted him. All he did was admit his feelings, that s brave not stupid. If anyone is stupid, then I guess it s me. Checking my phone, I had four texts and one missed call.

Emily, its Louis. You should come over to our place? Ring me when you get this. X

Harry s in bits, what happened? Liam.

Hey, its Niall come over and see us, Harry wont talk to anyone. Did you have a fight? X

Vats Appening with you and Harry?

I didn t reply to any of their texts. They were all such loyal friends. Did they need to know about Harry and I though? Hello, A voice I knew as Louis answered the phone. You wanted me call you? I said, sitting on my bedroom s balcony with a coffee in one hand and a chocolate croissant in the other, watching the sun rise. Ah yes, how are you doing? Louis asked. I ve been better, but I can t complain you should see the place I m staying in, its a freaking mansion! I excitedly giggled. What about you? I added, realising that I was babbling. I m doing great, but you know why I wanted to talk to you. Louis replied. Please Emily, come to our place, he begged. Pondering for a few seconds, I decided. Alright, let me get ready and I ll be there as soon as possible. Text me the address, I ended the phone call and stepped into the heavenly shower. I threw on a pair of leopard print denim shorts and a plain white flowing shirt, which I teamed with black sandals and my aviator RayBan's. I grabbed my bag, ran down the spiral staircase and found my cousin, Amy eagerly waiting for me. Yes? I questioned the strange face that she was pulling. Are you going to One Direction s house? Pausing, I nodded. Please can I come, please please! She begged. For fuck sake, What s all the shouting about? My mum peered around the corner, concerned. Amy wants to come with me to see Harry and the boys but I just can t let her come. I sighed. Oh Emily, don t be so selfish, My mum replied. Mum, you know I m not like this, but something has happened that I need to sort out. I huffed, trying to edge my way out of the situation. You re taking her and that s it, I rolled my eyes and stepped outside, come on then! I yelled, Amy following behind me.

It looks like we re here, I smiled, buzzing the gates to be let in. Who is it? An unrecognised voice asked me. It s Emily, I replied and the gates instantly opened for me. Knocking on the door, Zayn flung it open and hugged me. Amy stood in shock, unable to speak, I wished that I d never brought her, she s such an overreacting freak. Good morning, vats appening? I smiled, not much. I paused. Zayn could you do me a favour? This is my cousin Amy, could you stay with her for whilst I speak to Harry? Where is he by the way? I questioned Zayn, yes of course I will and Harry s outside in the pool. I slid the french doors back and Harry was doing lengths of the pool, he didn t notice me, hi, I sat down and dipped my already tanned legs into the pool. Harry stopped, looked up at me and carried on swimming. I m sorry, I m really really sorry, can I explain? I asked, still no response from Harry. Harry Edward Styles, please don t ignore me. I stated. I think he was shocked at the fact that I knew his middle name. Swimming over to me, he put his hands of the side of the pool. Harry I m sorry, I just got overwhelmed by everything, its not the most normal thing, a pop star telling you they like you. I explained. Look, I m not just saying this but I ve been thinking about it. I like you too and I think I m falling for you. I ruffled Harry s curls. You don t have to do this you know. Harry assured me, do what? I asked. Like me, you don t have to like me. I laughed, please, Harry don t be stupid. You re a great guy. No, an amazing guy. Harry chuckled, he seemed flattered by what I had said.

Harry tugged at the ends of my shorts, almost begging me to come in the water with him. No, I don t have a bikini. I backed away but Harry held onto my legs. NO! I shrieked, laughing. Please? He pouted, not in these shorts, have you seen how beautiful they are? Harry shook his head. I ve seen how beautiful you are! He tickled my thigh, take the shorts off. I sighed but did as instructed and I removed my shoes, unbuttoned my shorts and slipped my shirt over my head. Are you happy now curly? I laughed and gracefully dived into the listening bright blue pool. Harry and I swam around, playing games and laughing for the next thirty minutes, I had so much fun with him. This was definitely a memorable experience. Harry lifted me up and placed me on the edge of the pool, I was wearing a matching laced bra and french knickers. You don t know how turned on I am right now. I burst out laughing. I could say the same about you Styles, you re fucking hot! Harry stroked my leg and pulled me closer to his body. Is it too soon to kiss you? He questioned, I shook my head. No, it s the right time. Our heads grew closer until I could feel his breath on my face, I bit my lip and leaned in. DO YOU GUYS WANT ANY BURGERS! Louis burst through the doors and paused. He was closely followed by the other guys and Amy. Oh shit, I m sat here soaking wet in my underwear and about to make out with Harry Styles. Whoa, wrong timing! Niall giggled like a little girl. Harry pulled me back into the water, saving me from the shame of being half naked in front of his band mates. Em what are you doing? Amy freaked out. Swimming, why am I not allowed to swim now? It s the same as being in a bikini, just a bit of fun. I sneered.

Later that night my whole family and I headed out for something to eat, the jet lag had worn off and my skin was a glowing brown. I chose to wear a long sleeved burgundy wrap dress, with a leopard print belt and a pair of heeled ankle boots. I left my hair naturally wavy and applied a little eyeliner and mascara, I picked up my Blackberry from my bed and joined the rest of my very large family downstairs. Oh darling, you look gorgeous. My aunt expressed and pulled me into a tight embrace. What a typical aunt. My phone buzzed as we arrived at one of the poshest restaurants in Los Angeles.

Are you free tomorrow? I had a great time this afternoon, shame we didn t get to finish of that kiss though, eh? By the way, you look incredible when you re half naked ;-)
Of course it could only be Harry, such a flirt.

No I don t think I am free, we could meet up tomorrow night. I could come to your place if you d like, and you would say that I looked incredible Styles, you had chlorine in your eyes! Xx I pressed sent and couldn t wait to see what witty reply Harry would think up.

Yeah you re right, you are a beast! Now that you mention it, my eyes are stinging a little at the moment. Duh, I must ve had chlorine in my eyes! And yes, I would love for you to come round, I ll kick the guys out. You, me, alone. Sound good? X I smiled at the screen on my phone. It sounded good, very good indeed. Although, I decided not to reply, I needed Harry to know that I wouldn t jump at his every move. I was playing hard to get and he needed to prove to me why he s a great guy, not the other way around.

When dinner was over and we were just about to leave my phone flashed on table.

Can you meet me near Starbucks in half an hour? I need to speak to you, Liam. X Oh shit, what did he want? I always hated when somebody need to talk to me. It always made me wonder what I have done wrong, even if it was nothing.

Yeah, I ll meet you. What s up? Xx I might as well ask him to save me from driving myself crazy. He didn t reply though, the douche.

Taking a seat on one of the metal chairs outside of Starbucks I waited for Liam to arrive. It was a shame that Starbucks wasn t open though, I really could have done with a Frappuccino. I m glad you came! Liam flashed a smile and sat in the seat next to me. What is it that s so important that you had to make me come to Starbucks at midnight when I could be sleeping? I honestly asked. Well, I wanted to tell you that, I don t know if I should tell you actually. He paused. Liam, come on whatever it is you need to tell me. I didn t come here for nothing. I stressed and placed my hand on his knee. Harry isn t the right guy for you, he has a known bad reputation with the ladies, you shouldn t be getting involved with him. Liam blurted. I laughed loudly, why would you say something like that, Harry s your band mate! I giggled again, the whole situation was stupid. Alright, I ll tell you, it s because I like you! Liam slammed his hand down on the silver table and flung the metal chair back as he stood up. I knew he was being serious. I should go, I awkwardly spoke. No, I m sorry. Liam touched my shoulder and leaned closer to me. He fiercely kissed my lips and I pushed him away, what just happened? I thought, trying to get home as fast as physically possible. Why do I always get myself involved with drama?

At the beach, I couldn t get what happened last night out my head, having lunch in an Italian restaurant I still couldn t forget what had happened. I decided not to tell Harry, it could ruin the band and I didn t want that guilt hanging over me forever. Are you alright? Amy asked me as soon as we got home. Yeah, I m fine. I unconvincingly replied. I don t think you are, what s happened? You know you can tell me, I m your cousin. She grabbed my arm as I tried to run up the stairs. I can t tell you, I made my statement adamant and flung my left arm out of her grip. I was supposed to be meeting Harry at his place in an hour and I decided to find something cute to wear. One question still wouldn t leave my mind though, Should I tell Harry? Walking into my closet I was unsure whether to wear a dress, skirt or shorts. When I finally realised I had fifteen minutes until I supposed to leave, I picked out a tight fitted strapless floral dress and a brown pair of gladiator sandals, I left my hair as it was and wore my aviator RayBan's. Alright, I going. I yelled and slammed the door shut. Luckily it only took me around ten minutes to walk to the boys house, although that meant I was ten minutes late. As I approached the house I noticed Harry shooing the other boys out and that was Liam saw me. Look who it is! He yelled putting his arm around me, causing me to feel quite uncomfortable. Hi guys, I smiled, loosing Liam s grip I embraced Niall, then Zayn and lastly Louis. I felt like Louis was the most understanding of the group, although he was very childish he was great with girls, he was in long term relationship with his girlfriend, Hannah. I felt closest to Louis, apart from Harry of course. I need to speak to you later. I whispered in his ear, I worried look across my face, he knew something was wrong. I ll text you when I m home. Louis nodded and they all got inside the taxi that was waiting. I headed for the door and knocked.