Title: Tony's drunken visit. SLASH Gibbs/Tony
Summary: Tony shows up drunk at Gibbs house, talking about a bad break-up and being in love with someone he can't have. Will Gibbs put the pieces together?
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CHAPTER 2
"You're serious? You're not going to tell me?" Tony said as they drove along a back road.
"No."
"Not even a hint?"
"No."
"Please." Tony said as his hand came to Gibbs thigh and squeezed.
Gibbs looked over at him. "No."
"Fine."
"I told you what to wear."
Tony rolled his eyes. "You said casual, but not jeans, that's it."
"Well." Gibbs shrugged. "Don't worry we're almost there."
"I hope where it is they have food because I only had like three bites of lunch."
Gibbs smirked. "Are you complaining?"
"About what happened no, but about missing lunch, yes." Tony grinned.
Gibbs turned stopping in front of the gate to a huge estate. A guard stepped out for the guard post.
"Agent Gibbs." He nodded.
"Tom." Gibbs nodded.
"They're expecting you."
"Thanks."
And the gated opened.
"Impressive." Tony smiled.
Gibbs grinned. "Oh you ain't seen nothing yet."
They drove around to the back of the estate and pulled in behind a large outback patio. A woman sitting there stood up and wave to them. Gibbs climbed out of the car and nodded up to her. Tony stepped out and looked at Gibbs.
"A friend of yours?"
"Yes."
"Please tell me she's not an ex."
Gibbs chuckled. "No."
"Good."
"Come on." Gibbs said his hand gently touching Tony's back and pressing him forward.
As they reached the patio the woman walked straight over to Gibbs and threw her arms around him.
"Jethro it has been too long." She said as she kissed his cheek.
"I know."
"And this must be Anthony." She said looking at the young man.
"Tony, please." He smiled as he went to take her hand.
"Daphne. And any friend of Jethro's is a friend of ours." And she hugged him.
She stepped back. "He is handsome Jethro."
Gibbs shook his head. "I had no doubt you would think so Daphne."
She grinned. "And no doubt special if you two are here."
"And where is Stephen?" Gibbs asked ignoring her comment.
"Right here." A man replied stepping out from the door of the house onto the patio.
"Stephen." Gibbs said as they shook hands.
"Jethro. I was amazed to get your call." Stephen smiled.
"Why's that?"
"Because I have been offering you the-"
Jethro shook his head stopping Stephen's statement.
Tony glanced over at Gibbs.
"Ah yes a surprise." Stephen grinned.
"Yes."
"Well then would you like me to walk you over."
"I think we can manage." Gibbs smiled.
"If you need anything just let Andrew know." Stephen nodded. "And please, try and stop and see us before you leave."
"We'll try."
Gibbs nodded back towards the stairs and Tony followed the motion. As they were walking down he asked.
"And where are we going?"
"There." Gibbs said tipping his head toward a large section of the estate off to their right.
"And what's there?"
"You'll see." Gibbs smirked.
When they reached the door, it opened. A man holding it as they entered.
"Jethro." The man nodded.
"Andrew." Gibbs nodded back.
"And this must be Mr. DiNozzo."
"Tony please."
"Tony it is." Andrew nodded. "You're dinner is awaiting."
Andrew lead them through the main entry into a small private dining area. Andrew pulled out both chairs.
"Your first course will be out momentarily." He nodded and disappeared.
"What is this?" Tony asked completely surprised.
"Dinner."
"I get that. Where are we?"
"The McNally estate." Gibbs stated.
"THE McNally estate?" Tony looked shocked.
Gibbs nodded.
"One of the wealthiest families in D.C., owners of McNally Enterprises, and Daphne is the-"
"Yes Tony to all of it."
"How do you know the McNally's."
"Long story." Gibbs smirked.
"I can only imagine." Tony grinned. "And they just let you have dinner here."
"Not just me. Their friends." Gibbs explained. "They let friends use this guest house."
"Guest house." Tony chuckled. "This is just a guest house."
"Yes."
Andrew and a woman returned. The woman placed the salads before them as Andrew sat down two wine glasses.
"It's what you ordered." Andrew nodded.
"Thanks." Gibbs nodded.
And with that the two disappeared again.
"Eat." Gibbs said seeing Tony just staring.
"Right."
Gibbs grinned and shook his head.
"Don't look all surprised that I'm impressed." Tony balked. "How many people could make a call and end up here."
"Probably more than you think." Gibbs said before taking a bite of his salad.
After the salad came soup, followed by the main course, steak. The final course, an extremely rich chocolate cake.
"That was amazing." Tony said still stunned.
"Good." Gibbs smiled.
"Gibbs this is beyond anything-"
Gibbs chuckled.
"What?" Tony asked.
"Gibbs?"
Tony smirked. "That is your name."
"Yeah, but we're past the, you calling me Gibbs, with what happened on the couch today."
"You're probably right?"
"Plus people I'm seeing don't usually call me Gibbs."
"Seeing?" Tony grinned. "So we're dating."
"Yeah." Gibbs paused. "Kinda why I brought you here."
"You bring all your dates here?"
"No. Never brought anyone here." Gibbs stated.
"I'm flattered."
"You should be."
Tony chuckled. "Really? And why is that?"
"Because I always told Daphne that the only way I would ever take her up on her offer to use this place was when I met someone worthy of the honor." Gibbs paused. "And someone I actually wanted to spend the time with."
Tony smiled. That smile that seemed to always melt everyone that was lucky enough to encounter it, Gibbs now understood why.
"And I definitely made the right choice." Gibbs said as he watched the smile on Tony's face.
"If you were any other man." Tony shook his head.
"If I was any other man what?" Gibbs asked.
"I would say this was all to get me into bed." Tony grinned.
Gibbs chuckled. "I see. And I wouldn't try that?"
"You know you don't need to." Tony paused. "You could have had me at any time today."
"I know." It was not said with any cockiness, but simply as a statement of understanding.
"And still having me is the furthest thing from your mind." Tony said.
"Not the furthest thing from my mind." Gibbs smirked. "But spending time with you, is more on my mind right now. Time outside the bedroom, fully clothed."
"Well we did just fine outside the bedroom fully clothed."
Gibbs laughed. "Yes, we did. But again-"
"I get it." Tony smiled.
"So should we move on to the next part of this date?"
"There's more?"
"Yes." Gibbs stood up and walked over behind Tony's chair and leaned down placing his lips against his ear. "Something I think you will really like."
Tony sighed.
"Come." Gibbs said.
Andrew met them as they stepped out of the dining room door.
"Are you ready?" He asked.
"Please." Gibbs nodded.
"This way?"
Andrew led them down a hallway to a door and held it open as they walked in. Gibbs let Tony go first.
Tony stopped after he took only two steps inside. It was so quick that Gibbs ran right into him.
"NO WAY!" Tony practically scream. "Are you kidding me!"
Tony turned around only to be greeted by Gibbs smiling at him.
"I mean come on!" Tony was almost dancing.
Gibbs leaned closer. "There's more."
"Popcorn?" Tony said as his fist came to his mouth.
Gibbs shook his head. "Yes, there's popcorn."
The private screening room in the house had definitely impressed Tony.
Without thinking Tony moved closer and kissed Gibbs. It was just instinct and desire. When he realize what he had done he went to pull back but Gibbs' arm locked around his waist and pulled him back, forcing the kiss to continue.
When Gibbs finally broke the kiss, Tony smiled.
"I just needed to-"
"I know and I'm glad." Gibbs smiled.
"This is phenomenal, what are we watching?" Tony asked still acting as excited as a ten year old.
"Whatever you want to?" Gibbs said as he pulled Tony closer.
"Does that only apply to the movie I want to see?" Tony said his voice full of lust.
Gibbs again leaned into Tony's ear. "Let just start with the movie."
Andrew cleared his throat and tried to hide his smile. "Shall I?"
"Yeah." Gibbs said slowly letting Tony go.
"Tony. Please follow me?" Andrew said and Tony followed him down the aisle of the stadium seating in the private theatre. They stopped at the bottom in front of a computer screen. Andrew tapped a key and the alphabet appeared at the top of the screen.
"What is this?" Tony asked.
"An alphabetic listening of the titles available."
Tony looked back at Gibbs who was walking towards them. He bit his fist and looked like he wanted to cry.
"Seriously!" Tony looked at Andrew who was smiled.
"Yes. Is there something specific you had in mind?" Andrew asked.
Tony was shaking his head. "I can't even think." Tony smacked his forehead. "I'm a total blank!"
Gibbs chuckled.
"I can let you decide. All you need to do is find the film and click on it. Then it will start."
"That would be great." Gibbs nodded.
"Fine." Andrew nodded. "If you need anything just hit the call button on the theater couch here in the front."
"Popcorn?" Tony said looking at Andrew.
"It's right over there." Andrew said looking off to their left. "Would you like me to-"
"It's fine. We can handle it." Gibbs said.
"Good." Andrew nodded and made his way back out of the room.
Tony was staring at the computer screen and clicking away. Gibbs came up behind him wrapping his arms around his waist.
"So what are you thinking?"
"How can I choose. I mean there is everything here." Tony said his voice full of excitement. "Classics, film noir, horror, sci-fi, drama, comedy, I mean everything."
"And?"
"Wait a minute." Tony raised an eyebrow. "Oh man, there is everything in here."
"What?"
"Porn." Tony grinned. "And lots of it. I mean straight, gay, bi, S&M, and I think there are some in here I haven't even seen."
"Tony, no porn."
Tony glanced back over his shoulder at Gibbs. "I didn't say I wanted to watch it. I was just saying it's there."
"Pick something." Gibbs said.
"Well why is it all on me?" Tony paused. "Isn't there something you would like to see?"
"Whatever." Gibbs shrugged.
"Okay so maybe a war movie or an old drama." Tony held up his finger. "Or maybe an Elvis movie."
"Just pick something." Gibbs said by his ear.
"Okay. I got it!" Tony stopped and pushed Gibbs arms off of him. "Go sit down."
Gibbs looked confused. "Why."
"Just go." Tony pushed him. "It will be a surprise. And get the popcorn."
"Fine." Gibbs made his way over and filled one of the containers with popcorn and sat down in the double seated theater couch down front.
Tony finally made his way over and sat down next to Gibbs leaning back against his chest. He grabbed a handful of popcorn.
The film started to roll and the title flash across the screen.
"Tony." Gibbs groaned.
"What come on." Tony said through a mouthful of popcorn.
Gibbs shook his head.
"It's totally perfect." Tony grinned. "Vertigo."
"Right." Gibbs said as he grabbed a handful of popcorn and tossed it in his mouth.
Tony looked at Gibbs. "The real thing is right here, no replacement needed."
"Yes." Gibbs said as he wrapped his arm around Tony and pulled him tighter back against him.
They watched the movie curled up in silence, unless Tony felt the need to suddenly interject something. Gibbs would just listen and nod. Half way through the movie, Tony moved, sitting on his knees beside Gibbs and staring at him for a moment. Then his hand came to rest on Gibbs thigh, almost on his cock, and he spoke in Gibbs ear.
"Have you ever had someone suck your cock in a movie theater?"
"Tony." Gibbs sighed.
Tony's hand slid from Gibbs thigh over and squeezed his cock.
"Have you?" Tony again asked in his ear.
"No." Gibbs said.
"Really." Tony smiled to himself. "So if I told you I wanted to suck your cock right now would you want me to?"
Gibbs grabbed Tony's hand pulling it to his chest.
"I'll take that as a no." Tony said as his stare drifted away from Gibbs.
"Hey." Gibbs said. "Look at me."
Tony forced himself to look back up at Gibbs.
"It's just um." Tony was trying to say this right. "I've wanted you for so long."
Gibbs released Tony's hand and let it caress his face. "I get it."
"And you're here, your arm around me and all I can think about is wanting to-"
"Tony." Gibbs shook his head. "As much as I love hearing how much you want me and what you want to do to me. I need some time here."
"Yeah." Tony nodded and let out a deep breath. "I've just never been the slow and patient type."
"Really?" Gibbs smirked a fake look of shock on his face.
Tony glared at him playfully. "Yes and add the fact that it's you. Not a good combination for taking things slow."
"I'll keep that in mind." Gibbs nodded. "But you have to realize that I need to move a little slower than you do."
"Trying." Tony sighed.
"Believe it or not I know you are trying." Gibbs chuckled.
"Can I ask you something?" Tony said suddenly serious.
"Sure." Gibbs nodded.
"And please don't take it the wrong way."
Gibbs looked slightly concerned. "Okay."
"I know you are Mr. Control and I appreciate that." Tony paused. "And I realize after that um, experience on the couch that I can obviously make you hard and make you come."
"Is there a question in here somewhere?" Gibbs sighed.
"Yes. I'm getting there." Tony nodded. "Um do you see or um-"
"Tony just ask me." Gibbs said rolling his eyes.
"Have you even thought about making love to me." Tony paused. "I mean is it something you can see happening?"
"Why would you ask me that?" Gibbs looked surprised.
Tony sat back. "Because everything that has happened so far it could just be, curiosity. I mean it's been pretty tame."
"Really?" Gibbs asked with a nod.
"We've been dressed, no skin, I just touched your cock through your slacks, which you let me do but not for long. So I have to be concerned that maybe there's some limits to what you're going to want."
"Limits?" Gibbs looked puzzled.
"Yeah. Like um, you're always going to want me half dressed and you're never going to want to get naked together. Or well, I mean I know you're a top."
"A top?"
"Yeah." Tony chuckled. "Um, there's and Bottoms and Tops and although men can switch. I see you more as a top."
"You do."
Tony shook his head. "I never thought I would be explaining this to you."
"But you're going to?"
Tony nodded. "A Top. The one who, um." Tony was trying to think of a polite way to put this.
"When I make love to you, and I will." Gibbs said as he pulled Tony closer. "I'll be the one fucking you. The one with my cock buried inside you." Gibbs paused. "Because that's what a Top does."
Tony swallowed hard. "Yeah."
"And you'll be the one laying there taking it, screaming out for more and begging me never to stop. Because you're the bottom "
"Yeah." Tony moaned.
Gibbs leaned in letting his lips touch Tony's ear. "I know how it works. And how do you know I'm a top when I've never been with a man."
"I just thought." Tony sighed as his hand balled into a fist in the front of Gibbs shirt. He had just assumed, but then he should never assume.
Gibbs wet his lips at Tony's ear. "I have already thought about making love to you, in countless ways and places."
"Jethro." The name fell easily from Tony's lips.
"So the only think you need to concern yourself with is being ready when I decide it's time for that." There was a long pause. "Now sit back and finish watching the movie."
Gibbs pulled back and looked at Tony. Tony's face was flushed, his eyes dilated, his lips full, and Gibbs had no doubt he could have taken the man right there and then.
"You really are a bastard." Tony said his voice weak with desire.
Gibbs laughed. "You are not the first to tell me that."
Tony collapsed down beside Gibbs, again letting his back rest against Gibbs' chest as he tried to turn his attention back to the movie.
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After Vertigo ended they watched Double Indemnity, another one of Tony's favorites. Tony had settled and enjoyed the second move with Gibbs' arm wrapped protectively around him. And Tony had never felt safer. When the movie ended Tony smiled up at Gibbs.
"Now what?"
Gibbs glanced at his watch. "Another movie if you want or back home."
"And Daphne and Stephen?"
"What about them?" Gibbs asked.
"They wanted you to stop before we left."
"We can." Gibbs chuckled.
"I want to thank them." Tony smiled back at Gibbs.
"Okay."
"And you." Tony said sliding down slightly so he could reach up and pull Gibbs lips to his own. It was so filled with need that Tony's chest hurt as he again got lost in the sensation of their kiss. Gibbs pulled back and smiled down at Tony.
"Let's go."
Tony nodded.
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As Gibbs and Tony made their way up to the main house, Daphne, Stephen and another man were sitting on the patio.
"Ah Jethro, Tony." Daphne smiled as they made their way onto the patio. "I'm so glad you stopped to see us."
"I wanted to thank you." Tony said taking her hand and kissing it gently. "It was amazing."
She smiled at Tony. "They all say that the first time."
Tony laughed.
"You are adorable." She grinned.
Gibbs shook his head.
"What?" She looked over at Gibbs. "I'm single, I can look all I want."
"Yes you can." Gibbs nodded.
She stared at Gibbs for a moment. "But Tony is not up for grabs."
It was said more as a statement that a question.
Gibbs smiled. "No."
Tony glanced over at Gibbs surprised at his answer.
"Really Jethro you never cease to amaze me." She smirked.
"Drink gentlemen?" Stephen asked.
Gibbs shook his head.
"Tony?"
"Um." Tony wasn't sure, everyone around him had wine glasses and he wasn't much of a wine drinker.
"Beer." Gibbs nodded.
"Ah yes, of course." Stephen walked over to the bar and reached down pulling out a bottle. He walked back over and handed the bottle to Tony.
"Manners?" Daphne looked at Stephen.
"Oh yes sorry. Jethro, Tony. This is Michael." Stephen smiled.
"Please to meet you." Michael said standing and shaking both their hands.
"My better half." Stephen nodded.
Tony almost chocked on his beer.
Gibbs looked at him confused.
Stephen however, laughed. "Daphne is my sister."
"Oh." Tony said through a cough. He had assumed Daphne and Stephen were married.
"Please sit." Daphne nodded towards the two chairs beside her.
Gibbs pulled out the chair farthest from Daphne for Tony, then he said down next to the woman.
She leaned towards Gibbs. "Really Jethro I wouldn't bite him."
Gibbs chuckled. "That wasn't what I was worried about."
"Really." Daphne looked at him still surprised about his date. "Does he bite?"
He shook his head glancing over at Tony who was already engrossed in a conversation with Stephen and Mark. "I'm not sure. Maybe."
"Ah so-"
"Daphne." Gibbs said giving her a slight glare.
"I'm just thinking of what you told me about accepting my invitation to use the guest house."
"Yeah." Gibbs nodded.
"And he is worthy of the honor and your time?" She asked.
"Yeah. He is." Gibbs smirked.
"In all the times you have been here, for dinner, parties, you have never brought anyone, no female companion, no friend, so you can see why I am surprised."
"I can."
"Well, well. And may I ask what brought about this, um change in you?"
Gibbs glanced over at Tony then back at Daphne. "Him." It really was the truth, it was Tony. It was as simple as that
She nodded with a smile. "Then he must be quite the man."
Gibbs nodded.
"Andrew told me Tony was very impressed with the theater."
Gibbs chuckled. "Just a little."
"He is a kid at heart Andrew said. Very playful and outgoing."
"He is." Gibbs smiled.
"Good you need someone like that." Daphne patted his arm. "You are too stoic and introverted."
Gibbs shook his head. "Hard to be that way around Tony."
"I can see that." She leaned forward again. "I think this is the most I have ever heard you speak."
Gibbs laughed. "Probably."
"How long as this been going on?" She asked knowing she was pushing her luck.
"Um," Gibbs paused. "Couple days."
"Days." It was her turn to laugh. "Oh Jethro." She sighed. "I'm so sorry."
He looked at her puzzled. "Why?"
"Because he's going to drive you crazy, ruin your nice calm world, cause everything to become a big mess." She shook her head and sighed. "And it will make life worth living and it will be the most amazing thing you ever experience."
He looked at her even more confused.
"Love does that. It makes a mess of everything and it's not nice. It's raw, consuming, possessive, uncontrollable, demanding, and most of all illogical. But it's the one thing worth all the chaos." She grinned. "And God it is so worth it. But it's so much easier when you don't love them, but you know that already."
Again she patted his arm. "Good luck."
He just stared at her. How could she believe he was in love with Tony. He didn't even know he was in love with Tony. He barely knew what this whole madness with Tony was.
She saw the questions in his eyes. "Believe me, it may have only been a couple of days, but it's obvious. Whether you accept it or believe it yourself. But you will. Give it time."
"Tony." Daphne said down the table.
Tony turned from his conversation and looked at Daphne.
"Come sit by me." She paused. "I think my conversation has started to wear on Jethro."
Tony glanced over at Gibbs who looked slightly disoriented.
"Are you okay?" Tony asked his hand touching Gibbs arm.
Gibbs shook his head. "Yeah fine." and he stood up.
"Please." Daphne nodded towards the now vacant chair beside her. Tony moved over to sit by her.
Gibbs had walked over to sit down and Stephen and Michael both looked at him concerned.
Daphne touched Tony's arm. "He's fine."
Tony finally turned towards her.
"I just told him a few things I don't think he was quite ready to hear." She smiled. "But I want to hear about you."
"Like what?" Tony forced a smile trying not to be concerned about Gibbs.
And within moments Daphne had Tony completely lost in conversation. So lost that he hadn't notice that Gibbs had excused himself and walked down the steps and onto the grounds disappearing from view.
Gibbs was standing by a small stream that ran through the property. He was watching the water wash down stream. It was relaxing as he thought of everything Daphne had said. He wasn't sure what bothered him more, that she was reading him or that he was still confused by everything that was suddenly taking place between him and Tony. Confused wasn't the right word, but he didn't know what the right word was.
"Mind if I join you?"
Gibbs looked back when he heard Stephen's voice. "No."
Stephen walked up standing beside Gibbs. "This is definitely the place to come to think."
"Yeah." Gibbs nodded.
"You know how Daphne gets."
Gibbs chuckled. "Yeah I do."
"She loves to give advice and tell people how they feel." Stephen grinned.
"I'm suddenly remembering that." Gibbs paused. "That ability is just not usually directed at me."
"That's only because you've always come here alone." Stephen paused. "You had to know that she would have an opinion if you brought Tony here?"
"An opinion, not-" Gibbs thought was cut off my Stephan
"She's usually right." Stephen stared out at the water.
Gibbs glanced over at Stephen.
Stephen turned. "She is. Just like when you interrogate a suspect. You know when they're lying; she knows how people are feeling."
Gibbs nodded then turned back to the water.
"I like Tony." Stephen smiled. "He is full of life and energy. And desperately in love with you."
There was no response.
"But then you know that." Stephen paused. "And as different as you are, he is also so much like you."
This time Gibbs chuckled. "Yeah he is."
"He has your drive, your passion, your determination, your compassion." Stephen nodded. "He's not going to let this go. Not now that he's had a taste."
"I know that." Gibbs sighed.
Stephen chuckled. "What I find so amusing is, what's bothering you about this relationship isn't that Tony is a man is it?"
"No." Gibbs answered. "That is there but it's not-
"It's different, something you obviously think about and consider but it's not your main concern." Stephen folded his arms across his chest and turned to Gibbs. "So what is it?"
Gibbs kept staring at the stream. "I'm not good at this."
"Talking?" Stephen questioned.
"Talking is part of it." Gibbs paused. "Relationships."
"Ah yes. The three ex-wives." Stephen nodded.
"And countless other relationships I've messed up."
"Yet Tony still feels you're worth it." Stephen grinned. "Must be terrible that someone who knows that you suck at relationships still wants you."
"Him believing I'm worth it doesn't mean I am."
"Never known you to walk away from a challenge." Stephen smirked.
Gibbs chuckled. "No."
Stephen took a step towards Gibbs. "Sometimes all it takes is someone believing in you to make everything possible." Stephen looked back. "And Tony has believed in you a very long time."
Gibbs glanced back seeing what Stephen was looking at. Tony was walking towards them.
"I'll be back at the main house." Stephen said patting Gibbs on the shoulder.
"Tony." Stephen nodded as he passed the man.
"Didn't mean to interrupt." Tony said as he stood beside Gibbs looking out at the water. "Everything here is amazing." Tony said commenting on the view.
"Yeah it is." Gibbs said looking at Tony.
Tony chuckled and nodded out in front of him. "I was talking about the view."
"So was I." Gibbs replied his eyes never leaving Tony.
Tony smiled.
"Come here." Gibbs said taking Tony's hand and pulling him into his arms and back against his chest.
Tony let his back rest against Gibbs' chest.
"I didn't hear you leave."
"Yeah well Daphne had you deep in conversation." Gibbs chuckled.
"That she did." Tony shook his head. "Kinda felt like I was getting the third degree at first."
"Curious was she?"
"Extremely." Tony chuckled.
"Well I've never brought anyone here." Gibbs paused. "So she was-"
"Vetting me." Tony added.
Gibbs laughed. "Probably."
"I think I passed." Tony sighed letting his hand rub across Gibbs' arm.
"I'm sure you did." Gibbs dropped a kiss on Tony's cheek.
"I'm surprised you would be so open about this." Tony said. He was surprised. It wasn't like Gibbs to share his personal life with anyone, especially something like this.
"I didn't even know if Daphne and Stephen would realize."
"And when you realized they did understand?" Tony asked.
"I wasn't going to lie." Gibbs paused. "Did you think I would?"
Tony shrugged. "I didn't know. I mean this is still pretty new. And I had no idea how close of a relationship you had with them."
"Close."
"I see that now." Tony nodded.
"Are you ready to head home?" Gibbs asked with another kiss, this time on Tony's neck.
"Sure." Tony knew Gibbs had done more talking tonight than he had in ages and he was sure he was ready for it to be over.
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Gibbs tossed the keys on the table as they walked in the door. Tony grabbed his hand.
"So just in case I didn't make it clear before." Tony said pulling Gibbs closer. "Thank you."
"You're welcome." Gibbs nodded as Tony's lips touched his. As with every kiss before Gibbs felt the passion build quickly and he folded Tony into his arms.
Tony pulled back and smiled. "But I am tired."
"Go up stairs. Sleep."
Tony's grinned and raised an eyebrow. "Upstairs? With you?"
"Alone."
"Oh." Tony nodded.
"I'm not tired, I'll work on the boat and end up falling asleep down there." Gibbs smiled. "You might as well use the bed and be more comfortable than on the couch."
"Right." Tony sighed.
"Believe me I'll have very pleasant thoughts about you sleeping in my bed."
Tony grinned. "But they don't have to be thoughts."
"For now they do." Gibbs smirked.
"Okay." Tony smiled. "But you know where I'll be."
"I do." Gibbs nodded. "Now go." Gibbs said as he released Tony.
He watched Tony until he disappeared from view.
Gibbs sighed and ran his hands down his face. He most definitely would know where Tony was and he already regretted telling Tony to use his bed. Too many thoughts flashed across his mind. He needed coffee and the boat.
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Working on the boat had relaxed him but he still couldn't sleep. He had tried lying down on the boat then on the couch, but sleep was not something that would come to him tonight. And now for the last twenty minutes he had been staring up at the top of the steps. It would be so easy to just walk up the steps, climb into bed, hold Tony in his arms, and hope he fell asleep. But he knew it wouldn't be that simple. One of them would make it more difficult, he just wasn't sure which one of them it would be. Still the desire to just see Tony sleeping in his bed got the better of him and he walked silently up the steps. The door to the bedroom was slightly open, Gibbs pushed it a few inches more and leaned against the door frame looking at the man seemly sound asleep. The only light a sliver creeping in from the hallway reaching to Tony's chest.
Tony had a pillow lying sideways under his head and his arms curled around it. The blanket was pulled up to just under his arms and Gibbs had to laugh to himself. Tony had actually chosen to sleep on the side that Gibbs never slept on. Interesting Gibbs thought. At least they wouldn't have to fight about who got what side. This was all going to quick, even with Gibbs trying to go slow.
"Please come to bed." Tony said through the darkness.
"Tony."
"I'll behave tonight." Tony said surprising Gibbs with the serious tone.
"And what about me?" Gibbs said thinking more about himself being good.
"You'll behave too. I know you." Tony answered.
Gibbs took a few steps into the room. He was never so thankful that he hadn't been sanding so he wasn't covered in sawdust.
"Please, I can't sleep." Tony paused. "It smells like you but it's empty."
Reaching into one of the dresser drawers Gibbs pulled out a pair of sweats and a t-shirt. He quickly changed and made his way over to the other side of the bed. As he climbed in he settled on his side and Tony slid back closer to him. When Tony's back touched his chest Gibbs body tensed. Tony wasn't wearing a shirt. Taking a deep breath Gibbs wrapped his arm around Tony's midsection feeling Tony's bare skin against his arm.
Tony sighed. "Thank you."
Gibbs dropped a kiss to Tony's shoulder trying to still the desire already coursing through him.
"Goodnight." Gibbs said as he shut his eyes praying that his control would last until he could fall asleep.
"Night." Tony said holding true to his word about behaving, even when every fiber of his being roared against it.
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Gibbs felt himself slowly fighting to wake up, even though sleep beckoned him back. He sighed as his mind lazily realized someone was in his arms and he smiled. The pieces slowly fell into place within his mind as the vision of Tony lying in his bed flashed across his memory. Then the dreams from last night took shape, Tony laying face down on the bed while he drove his cock deep inside him. Gibbs' body ached and tried to pull Gibbs back into the dream. But Gibbs' eyes suddenly shot open and he squinted as the light filtering into the room blinded him. As he eyes adjusted he glanced over at the clock. Already after eleven, understandable since he hadn't fallen asleep till after five in the morning. They were still in the position they had fallen asleep in, Tony still held safely in Gibbs' arms. Gibbs chuckled to himself, he didn't remember ever sleeping this comfortably next to someone. But then again he wasn't the type to stay and fall asleep with someone. He moved slightly.
"Don't get up." Tony sighed.
"I wasn't."
"Good." Tony said pushing himself back closer to Gibbs.
Gibbs' body tensed as Tony's backside made contact with his hard cock. It was a reflex and Tony had felt it.
Instinctively, Tony pressed back again this time rubbing against Gibbs' cock.
Gibbs grabbed Tony by the hips, forcing him to stop his movement.
"Tony."
"I said I would behave last night. I didn't say anything about this morning." Tony sighed. "This morning I just need to feel you against me."
Gibbs' fingers dug harder into Tony's hips.
"Please." Tony groaned. "Feels so good. Makes me think about how it's going to be when you do make love to me."
Pulling Tony hard against him, Gibbs' cock ached as it slid against Tony's ass.
"God Tony." Gibbs moaned.
Tony reached back pushing down on Gibbs' sweats.
"Tony."
"Trust me." Tony paused. "Pull your sweats and boxers down."
It took Gibbs a moment but he did. And then Tony was pushing back again. Gibbs' cock wedged itself between Tony's ass cheeks easily sliding against the silk fabric of his boxers.
"Doesn't that feel better." Tony sighed.
"Yes." Gibbs groaned.
"Feels amazing to me." Tony claw at Gibbs' hip.
"I think I know something that will feel better." Gibbs said as his hand moved from Tony's hip and down into his boxers. When his fingers made contact with Tony's cock, Tony almost came.
"Jethro." Tony's body arched as the feel of Gibbs' hand around his cock caused his mind to cease to function.
Gibbs lips pressed lightly against Tony's ear. "You feel so good. Your cock in my hand."
Tony's rational mind no longer functional there was only the desire, the sensation, the feeling of Gibbs. It felt too good and Tony wasn't going to be able to control the need building within him. It was just too much when this was everything he had ever wanted.
"Oh god." Tony moaned as his whole body started to trembled. Gibbs affect on him was too quick and too uncontrollable.
I'm going to come. I can't-" Tony thrust up into Gibbs hand as the orgasm ripped through him like a hurricane. His whole body trembled against Gibbs as he fought for breath.
Gibbs was still thrusting against Tony as he felt his own release reaching its peak. His body tensed and his cock twitched as he came, tugging Tony hard against his body. Gibbs' head came down to Tony's shoulder.
There was silence as they both let their bodies calm.
"Seriously. If it's like this when you're not even actually making love to me." Tony sighed. "When you do it might just kill me."
The statement caused Gibbs to laugh. "What about me?"
"Oh it will definitely kill you."
"Thanks!" Gibbs continued to laugh.
"I'm just saying." Tony chuckled.
Gibbs dropped a kiss to Tony's shoulder. "Do you understand why I'm trying to take this slow?"
"Because you don't want me to get hurt." Tony answered as he turned around in Gibbs arms.
Their eyes met.
"And it's already too late for that." Gibbs sighed. "But there's another reason."
"And that is?" Tony asked.
"I want to make sure when I make love to you that you understand what that means."
"Really? I thought I already understand what it meant." Tony smirked.
"No you don't." Gibbs shook his head his eyes full of desire and lust. "Because I've never made love to you."
"Then enlighten me." Tony said.
Gibbs fingers locked in the hair on the back of Tony's head. "When I make love to you, you'll be mine, no one else will touch you, ever."
Tony wet his lips. "Ever?"
"Unless you decide to leave." Gibbs smirked.
"And you think I wouldn't want that?" Tony moaned. "I already want that."
"Good."
"So the jealousy over where I stayed the other night, that was very real."
"Very." Gibbs nodded.
"You really were upset because you thought I was with someone else."
"Yes."
"Sounds to me that you already feel I'm yours." Tony smirked.
"You might be right." Gibbs said releasing his grip on Tony's head.
Tony pushed down on Gibbs' chest, forcing him onto his back and then suddenly straddled his midsection. Gibbs stared up at him.
"Now I have something to tell you." Tony said his hands still pressed firmly down on Gibbs chest.
"And what's that?"
Tony leaned down talking into Gibbs' ear. "Believe me, once we make love, you'll never want anyone again. The only name that will ever be heard from your mouth when you come will be mine."
Gibbs groaned.
"And I love the fact that you're jealous, that I'm yours and no one else. Because that's all I've ever wanted." There was a pause. "And I don't need you to make love to me to already be yours, I have been for years."
Tony brought his lips down on Gibbs devouring the man.
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Gibbs was sitting on the couch with coffee and talking on the phone when Tony came down the stairs from the shower.
"I appreciate that and I'll keep it in mind." Gibbs said. "I know."
Tony paused wondering if Gibbs wanted privacy. Understanding Gibbs motioned for him to come in. Tony sat down on the couch putting his feet in Gibbs' lap. Gibbs immediately had his hand on Tony's ankle.
"I'll get back to you on that." Gibbs sighed. "I will. Bye."
Gibbs shook his head.
"Everything okay."
"Daphne." Gibbs said rolling his eyes.
Tony grinned. "Ah yes."
"Just saying how nice it was to see us and invite us to a party."
"Party?" Tony's eyes went wide.
"I told her I'd get back to her."
"Oh come on, we have to go." Tony said.
"Have to?"
"Please." Tony said with sad eyes.
As Tony was looking pitiful his phone rang from the coffee table. He grabbed it and looked at the caller id.
"Abby." Tony said looking at Gibbs.
Gibbs grabbed his phone looking at it as if it was going to ring.
"Not work. Sure she's just calling to check in." Tony opened the phone. "Abs, what's up my little Goth girl."
Gibbs shook his head.
"When? Really? Short notice." Tony nodded. "I was just hanging out. No hot date." Tony grinned at Gibbs.
Gibbs raised an eyebrow.
"No."
Gibbs watched Tony's facial expression go from jovial to empty.
"No. um we aren't see each other anymore." Tony was looking at his jeans. "I'm fine. Yes, fine. No, Abby-Abby- Abby- everything is fine."
So Abby knew about Daniel. Gibbs wondered how much Abby knew about Daniel.
"I'll call him." Tony said. "No I can call him. Abby, no I don't have an ulterior motive. I'll just call and see if he'll come. No, I will be fine. Abby, Abby, I am not doing this because of that."
Tony sighed. "Abby, I will just ask him to come. Abby, Abby, take a breath, really. I am not obsessing. I can talk to him without acting like an idiot. I work with him every day."
Gibbs was getting the impression that Abby knew everything.
Tony's head dropped back. "I know, yes, I know that too. It's under control. No. Okay this conversation is over. I will call him and that's that. You call whoever else you need to call."
Tony's shoulder sagged down. "I will be persuasive. I know I'm not you. I know you're his favorite."
At that one Tony's head came up and he grinned at Gibbs.
Abby definitely knew everything.
"I can still be persuasive even though I'm not you. I have my ways."
Suddenly Gibbs felt Tony's sock covered foot brush against his cock.
Gibbs glared at him.
"I'm hanging up now Abby, bye, bye." Tony was still saying bye even after he closed the phone.
"What exactly are you persuading me to do?" Gibbs asked.
"Ducky invited everyone over for a Labor Day lunch."
"You took on the task of getting me to go?"
"Yes."
Gibbs nodded. "And Abby knows-"
"Everything." Tony paused. "Well, obviously she doesn't know about us."
"She know about Daniel and that-"
"She knows I date men, knows a lot of them were like you, and she knows I am in love with you."
Gibbs sighed and ran his hands over his face.
"She's my friend and she's always been there for me."
"No I understand that." Gibbs paused. "I can't believe she never told me."
Tony chuckled. "You're upset because she was actually able to keep it from you?"
"Well yeah!" Gibbs said with an annoyed look.
"Can we move on." Tony shook his head.
"What?"
"Ducky's, lunch?" Tony asked.
"You should go." Gibbs nodded.
"That's not how it works."
"How does it work?"
"We discuss it and I persuade you to go."
Gibbs chuckled. "Trying to show Abby you have as much pull with me as she does?"
"No, but I haven't even tried to persuade you yet." Tony grabbed Gibbs by the shirt and pulled him down on top of him.
"I see where this is going." Gibbs smirked.
"I just came over here to ask you to please go to Ducky's with me." Tony said smiling.
"And I already said you should go."
"Please." Tony said looking at Gibbs with those sad puppy dog eyes.
Gibbs shook his head
"Please Jethro." Tony said again, this time letting his hips push up into Gibbs groin
"Tony." Gibbs glared at Tony.
"I'd really like you there. Even if I can't let anyone know just how much I want you." Tony's hands grabbed Gibbs' hips pulling him down hard against him.
Gibbs' hands were suddenly clawing at Tony's hips.
"I've been hiding how I feel about you for so long, it's routine now." Tony moaned as he felt Gibbs cock now hard against his own."So if you're worried about that. It's not a problem."
"Tony." Gibbs growled.
Leaning forward Tony's lips kissed down Gibbs' neck then back up stopping at his ear. "I promise to behave, all day. At least till we get home."
Gibbs pressed down hard against Tony. "Is this how you always try and get your way?"
Tony leaned back and grinned. "If it was, I'd get my way a lot more at work."
Gibbs smirked. "You probably would."
"Does that mean you'll go?" Tony sighed.
"I haven't decided yet?"
"Jethro." Tony moaned the name. "Please." and Tony again rubbed against Gibbs' hard cock.
"I do love the way you moan my name." Gibbs sighed.
"Wait till I moan it when you make love to me."
Gibbs groaned. "You are evil."
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Gibbs and Tony walked into Ducky's about twenty minutes late.
"Jethro." Ducky smiled. "I am surprised. Abby was positive that Anthony would not be able to convince you to come."
"Yeah." Gibbs nodded.
"Gibbs, Gibbs!" Abby said running up and throwing her arms around him. "You came!"
"Yes he did." Tony smiled.
Gibbs looked over and glared at him.
She released Gibbs and hugged Tony whispering in his ear.
"I know." He said to her.
"Come out back, I want you to meet someone." She said pulling Tony behind her.
He glanced at Gibbs who just smirked.
"Need some help Duck."
"Of course." He patted Gibbs shoulder. "I'm just finishing up a few things in the kitchen."
Out in the back yard Ziva, McGee, Palmer, and another woman were laughing and talking.
Abby pulled Tony over to the group.
"Tony this is Paulie. One of my bestest friends from college."
"Tony." The young red head extended her hand. "I've heard a lot about you."
"Pleasure to meet you." Tony was surprised. She wasn't Goth in any way. Instead wearing a green sun dress and flip flops and a red-head, God really! Just what he needed, and she was beautiful.
Soon they were all talking and laughing. When Gibbs and Ducky walked out, Ducky was all smiles. He loved having everyone here.
Gibbs glanced over seeing an attractive red head laughing at something Tony was saying.
"Who's the red-head?" Gibbs asked Ducky.
"Abby's friend and Jethro please."
Gibbs chuckled. "Wasn't asking because of that Duck."
"I know how you are with red-heads."
"Not anymore." Gibbs smiled.
"Really." Ducky nodded. "Well I can only hope that is the truth."
Ducky and Gibbs walked over to the grill as Ducky started the hamburgers and hot dogs.
"Can you take this to Ducky for me?" Abby said handing a small cooler bag to Paulie.
"Sure."
"I can take it." Tony said grabbing the cooler.
"No." Abby grabbed it back and handed it to Paulie.
Paulie took it and headed towards the grill.
Tony sighed.
"What is up with you?" Abby said looking at Tony.
"Nothing." Tony said trying to act innocent.
"So what happened?"
"With what?" Tony asked.
"Daniel."
Palmer, Ziva and McGee had moved and were sitting at the picnic table away from the lawn chairs were Abby, Tony and Paulie were sitting.
"It's over, blah, blah."
"Blah, Blah? Tony."
"Come on you know why it didn't work Abby." Tony looked at her.
"I know, you can't keep doing this."
"I'm done Abby."
"You've said that before."
"I mean it this time." Tony said with a seriousness he hoped told her he was being honest.
Abby looked at him surprised. "You're really serious?"
"I am." Tony nodded.
"Wow."
Paulie approached the grill. "Ducky."
"Yes my dear?" Ducky smiled at her.
"Abby's vegetarian burgers."
"Right. Thank you." He took the cooler from her.
She turned to Gibbs. "Paulie." She smiled as she extended her hand to him.
"Jethro." He nodded shaking her hand.
"You're Gibbs?" She chuckled. "Wow. I didn't expect to see you here."
He looked at her puzzled.
"I'm Abby's friend."
He nodded.
"She talks about you all the time." Paulie paused. "She was right"
"About what?" Gibbs asked.
"You're very sexy."
Gibbs laughed with that half smile.
Ducky rolled his eyes. Maybe he should have Abby actually do some kind of study on Gibbs and red-heads. It had to be some kind of chemical reaction.
"How many of these veggie burgers should I do?" Ducky asked looked at Paulie.
"Two maybe. Abby's the only one that's eating them."
"You're not a vegetarian?" Gibbs asked.
"Me." She looked shocked. "God no. I live on red meat."
"Yeah."
"I grew up in a small town in Ohio, nothing but farms. My family would disown me if I was a vegetarian."
"Tony's from Ohio."
"Really?" She nodded. "I'll have to talk to him about it later."
"How did you actually convince Gibbs to come?"
Tony shrugged as he tried to think of a lie. "Just asked him."
Abby squinted at him. "I know there is more to it than that."
"No." He shook his head. "Just asked him to come, I did say please."
"I always say please." She scowled. "And he still doesn't show up."
"I don't know what to tell you Abs." He shook his head. "Maybe I just caught him in a good mood."
"Gibbs is never in a good mood."
Tony put his hands in his hair. "I don't know then Abs."
"I don't believe you." She scowled again. "You're hiding something."
Tony happened to glance over just as Paulie was touching Gibbs arm and laughing at something. It caused Tony to stare at the two of them.
"Tony." Abby smack him on the back of the head.
"Hey!" Tony said turning back and glaring at her. "What was that for?"
"You said you were not going to-"
"I'm not." Tony growled.
"You are." Abby said. "Paulie is single, Gibbs is single. Maybe they will hit it off."
Tony bit back the statement in his mouth. "Right." he said through clenched teeth.
"You know how Bossman is with red-heads. It's some kind of weird chemical thing."
"Why did you bring her anyway?" He asked.
"Because she's my friend and she's staying with me over the weekend."
Again Tony looked over at Gibbs and Paulie. Well at least she wasn't touching him.
"Tony I have a friend you should go out with."
"No Abby."
"What you didn't let me finish."
"No." Tony said as he got up and walked over to the grill. "Hey Duck, how goes the grilling?"
"Ah good. Should be ready in a few minutes." Ducky nodded.
Tony looked over at Gibbs who glanced back at him.
"Paulie. Abby wanted to talk to you."
"Oh, okay." She turned to Gibbs. "I hope we can finish this conversation later Jethro."
"Yeah." Gibbs nodded.
She smiled and walked towards Abby.
"Why don't you go finish what you need to Duck." Gibbs said. "I'll watch this for you."
"Yes." Ducky nodded. "I do have a few more things to bring out."
"Go ahead."
Ducky handed Gibbs the spatula and headed towards the house.
"Problem?" Gibbs asked Tony once Ducky was gone.
"You and red-heads and some weird chemical reaction that happens when you are around them." Tony said sounding annoyed.
Gibbs smirked. "And I thought I was the jealous one."
Tony didn't respond.
"I was being polite and friendly." Gibbs looked at Tony.
"I know." Tony sighed. He was over reacting and being ridiculous he knew.
"There's only one reason I'm here." Gibbs paused. "And believe me, you're that reason."
Tony smiled. "I can be an idiot sometimes you know that right?"
Gibbs raised an eyebrow with a mock look of surprise. "You, really?
"Ha, Ha. Very funny."
"I've know you for long enough to know how you can be." Gibbs grinned.
"Yeah." Tony smirked.
Gibbs glanced over and grinned. "Go tell Ducky these are ready."
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After having lunch they were all sitting around talking. Gibbs had somehow ended up between Tony and Paulie. He wished there was some easy way to move but there was nowhere else to go. It had become a get Gibbs attention match between them and it was giving him a headache. Then suddenly Abby stood up.
"Tony can I talk to you in the house for a minute."
He looked at her confused. "What?"
"In the house!" She said looking at him annoyed.
"Fine." Tony rolled his eyes and got up following her into the house.
When they were in the kitchen Abby put her hands on her hips and glared at him.
"Stop." She said.
"Stop what?" Tony said looked confused.
"Getting in the way."
"Of what?"
"Of Paulie and Gibbs."
Tony sighed. "I'm not getting in the way."
"You two are fighting for his attention. And you are actually winning."
Tony pursed his lips trying to hide his smile.
"Don't you want him to be happy?"
"Of course."
"Well then you need to back off." Abby said sternly.
"Abby."
"No don't Abby me." She paused. "Tony. I know how you feel about him but you have to let it go."
Tony rubbed his hands over his face.
"I've never seen you this, intense with all this." Abby shook her head. "And I'm worried because you almost seem like you're some jealous lover. Like you're dating him."
"Because he is."
The voice behind her made her stopped and turn around.
Tony froze as well.
Gibbs was leaning against the door frame.
"What?" Abby said thinking she had heard wrong.
"You heard me." Gibbs stated.
Abby looked at Gibbs then Tony. Tony just shrugged.
"How? When?" Abby stood there a moment waiting for an answer.
"Tony why don't you go outside." Gibbs nodded towards the door.
"Sure." Tony nodded as he headed out back. He already knew what this conversation was going to be about and he prayed Abby would be able to keep this secret as well as she had kept the one about his feelings for Gibbs.
"Abby this stays here." Gibbs said his voice that of the boss. "So say what you need to say and we'll go back outside."
"I can't even, this is huge I mean." She held up her hands. "Tony's been in love with you like four years. And I never thought you would. I mean you're you and Mr. Marine. And red-heads and God I though you would be interested in Paulie. And you were totally paying more attention to Tony and I just thought. Well Paulie didn't do it for you." She grinned. "Obviously she didn't do it for you if you're doing Tony."
"Abby!"
"I just mean, whoa. I totally got Tony being bi but never thought you'd swing that way. I totally think it's awesome and so hot. I mean you and Tony. Major hot factor."
Gibbs sighed.
"So this is like serious. Obviously if Tony's all jealous. Although I always took you for the jealous type, but then she's not hitting on Tony or you would probably be the same way. But this is like not just a sex thing you two are like really together?" She actually took a breath and waited for an answer.
"Yeah."
"Wow. I-" She walked over and threw her arms around Gibbs. "I'm so happy."
Gibbs hugged her back. "Yeah I know."
She let him go and punched him.
"Ouch. What was that for?"
"If you hurt him. I will hurt you."
Gibbs chuckled. "Got it."
"You aren't gonna hurt him right?"
"Trying my best." Gibbs nodded.
"Okay." Abby bit her lip. "Because I don't want to have to kill you."
"I agree."He smiled. "Let's go back outside."
She nodded.
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When they walked back outside, Abby took the seat between Tony and Paulie. Gibbs smirked and took her seat between Ziva and McGee. As she sat down Abby wrapped herself around Tony's arm and laid her head on his shoulder. He smiled and put his head on top of hers, then glanced over at Gibbs.
The day slowly wound down and people were starting to leave.
"I am glad you came." Ziva smiled at Gibbs.
"Yeah. Me to." Gibbs nodded.
As everyone was saying their goodbye's Paulie approached Gibbs.
"I was hoping we would get to talk more." She smiled.
"Got kinda busy."
She pulled a card from her purse and held it out to him. "Maybe you could call me sometimes. We could get together. Have dinner."
"Um." He smiled. "Can't."
"Ah, seeing someone?" She asked.
"Yeah." He nodded.
"And it's serious."
"Very." He said.
"Too bad." She shook her head as she put the card back in her purse. "Abby has my number if anything changes."
Gibbs chuckled. "It won't" he said as he walked away.
"You ready." Gibbs asked coming up beside Tony, who was talking to McGee and Abby.
"Yeah sure." Tony nodded.
"You two came together?" McGee looked surprised.
"Tony's car's in the shop." Gibbs said.
McGee nodded.
"See you tomorrow." Abby grinned. "And have a good night."
She hugged Tony then Gibbs.
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"I'm going to make some coffee." Gibbs said as they walked in the house.
"Okay." Tony paused before following slowly behind him
As the coffee started brewing Gibbs turned and saw Tony smiling before him. Leaning back against the counter Gibbs asked. "What?"
"You told Abby."
"Yeah." Gibbs nodded.
"Just like that."
"Just like that."
"You didn't have to." Tony said.
"I know." Gibbs paused. "Did you not want me to?"
"No I was just surprised." Tony said as he fell into Gibbs' arms.
"She already suspected something." Gibbs paused. "I knew that when I walked into the kitchen and heard her talking."
"And I can only imagine her ramblings." Tony grinned.
"Yeah, she did ramble." Gibbs smirked.
"Anything you want to share?" Tony asked.
"She'll kill me if I hurt you."
"Really?" Tony nodded. "Seems extreme."
"It's Abby." Gibbs shrugged.
"I'm sure she met it figuratively."
Gibbs shook his head. "I don't think so. She's protective of you."
Tony smiled. "A little."
"A lot more protective of you than me."
"She knows you don't need protecting." Tony explained.
"Really?"
"Yes." Tony smiled. "Why would you need protection from me?"
"What if this doesn't live up to all the fantasies?" Gibbs asked.
Tony furrowed his brow. "You mean what if you don't live up to my fantasies?"
Gibbs shrugged.
"Believe me." Tony's hands clutched at Gibbs hips. "You already have."
"You say that now but what about months down the road?"
"I've never known you to be insecure."
"Not being insecure being realistic." Gibbs nodded.
"And what if you get tired of me?" Tony asked.
"How could anyone get tired of you?" Gibbs smirked.
"Seriously? You head slap me on almost a daily bases and you're asking that question?" Tony grinned.
"That's about focus not about being tired of you."
Tony nodded. "So you don't think you could get tired of me? The endless movie references, the humor, having to watch movies with me, being a couch potato, the clothing obsessions, the-"
"I get it." Gibbs said putting his finger to Tony's mouth to stop him. "You're young, extremely attractive, energetic, outgoing, and so desirable." The last word came out with a hint of lust.
"Desirable?" Tony smirked. "Yet here we stand in the kitchen, waiting for coffee to brew."
Gibbs chuckled. "We've been through this."
"I know. Just making a statement." Tony smirked.
"But the coffee is done." Gibbs said as he dropped a quick kiss to Tony's lips and slipped away. He grabbed two cups and poured the coffee.
Tony shook his head.
"Here." Gibbs handed Tony one of the cups then headed towards the living room. He sat down on the couch and let his head fall back his eyes closed. He was tired, he hated being social and today had drained him. As much as he loved his team, it just wasn't like him to be Mr. Social. Then add having to deal with Paulie and Tony. It made for a long afternoon. Gibbs felt the couch give as Tony sat down next to him.
"Saw Paulie try to give you her card."
"Yeah."
"She looked disappointed when you wouldn't take it." Tony said then took a sip of his coffee.
Gibbs didn't respond.
"Of course she probably told you Abby had her number if you wanted it."
Again no response.
"She figured sooner or later you'll come on the market again."
Silence
"Are you ever going to answer me?"
"You haven't asked a question yet." Gibbs said still not moving.
Tony rolled his eyes.
"Rolling your eyes is not a question either."
He hated when Gibbs did that. Knew exactly what you were doing even when he couldn't see you.
"Did you think she was attractive?" Tony asked.
"Yeah." Gibbs finally answered.
"Would you have taken her number if this thing between us wasn't going on?"
"Yeah." Gibbs sighed.
"Of course you would have." Tony shook his head.
"Do you want me to lie?" Gibbs asked.
"No."
"Then if you don't want to hear the truth stop asking."
"Isn't she a little young for you?"
Gibbs chuckled. "No."
"I guess not, Alex seemed pretty young too." Tony said remembering the woman from the other night.
Again no response.
"Have you talked to Alex?"
"Yeah." Gibbs answered.
"She upset I interrupted her bootie call?"
"She didn't seem upset, disappointed maybe."
"So it was a bootie call?"
"If a bootie call is that we were going to have sex. Then yes."
"Seriously? You actually do that?"
Gibbs turned his head sideway and looked at Tony. "I'm older not dead or did you not realize that?"
"I didn't mean it that way!"
"How did you mean it?" Gibbs asked looking and sounding annoyed.
"I just met you don't seem like the one night stand type."
"I've know Alex for over a year. It's not a one night stand."
"So you were dating?"
"No." Gibbs answer finally lifting his head up. "What's with all the questions?"
"Just trying to understand you better." Tony tried to sound casual.
"Yeah right." Gibbs nodded not believing the casual bit. "Again. I thought I was supposed to be the jealous one. So why don't I ask you a question?"
"Fine." Tony shrugged.
"How many men did you date that were replacements for me?" Gibbs asked staring at Tony.
Tony didn't answer right away.
"Don't remember or just don't want to tell me?"
"Eight." Tony answered.
Gibbs nodded. "Did you sleep with them all?"
"No." Tony didn't lie, he knew Gibbs would know if he did.
"Why?" Gibbs asked.
Tony looked confused. "Why didn't I sleep with them all?"
"Yeah." Gibbs nodded.
Tony wasn't sure how to answer that. There had been numerous reasons.
"Lots of reasons." Tony finally said.
"But you found them all attractive?"
"Yeah."
"And you still find them attractive?"
"Yeah."
"So do I need to be concerned that every time we see a man with grey hair, my build, maybe a marine, that you're going to want them."
"No, of course not." Tony said annoyed.
"Why?" Gibbs asked.
"Because I want you."
"And I'm not going to be after every red-head I see just because I've dated red-heads in the past. Because you're the one I want." Gibbs said making his point.
Tony sighed. "Right."
"I'm not going to suddenly change my mind about wanting to be with you just because some pretty woman shows me attention. I never had problems getting woman. I'm not with you because I can't get anyone else. I'm here with you because I choose to be." Gibbs shook his head.
Tony leaned over and captures Gibbs' lips surprising the other man. It only took a moment before Gibbs' arms were pulling Tony against him, letting the kiss fuel the desire within him. The kiss went from tender to passionate and consuming in a matter of seconds and Tony hated the fact that he needed to breathe when all he wanted to do was never let the kiss end.
When Tony pulled back he looked at Gibbs' face then his eyes, seeing the need already burning inside them.
"What was that for?" Gibbs asked still holding Tony tightly.
"For telling me what I needed to hear." Tony smiled.
"It's the truth."
Tony nodded. "I know."
"No pretty red-head or brunette or blond is going to change the fact that all I want is you."
Tony's hand slid down to the inside of Gibbs' thigh. "And I want you."
Gibbs smirked. "I have never doubted that."
"Then let me have you." Tony said his eyes almost black as his hand moved from Gibbs' thigh to his cock and squeezed. "I want your cock in my mouth, please."
Gibbs felt his mouth go dry and his cock already respond to Tony's touch.
Tony squeezed again, and then his other hand came to Gibbs' pants quickly undoing the button then the zipper, as his hand dipped inside both the slacks and Gibbs' boxers. Then Tony's fingers gently ran up Gibbs cock.
"Please, Jethro."
Gibbs moaned and his hips involuntarily thrust up.
Tony moved his lips closer to Gibbs' face. "I want to taste you, make you come."
"Damn Tony." Gibbs growled as his cock begged him to let Tony have his way.
"Don't stop me, not again." Tony sighed.
When Gibbs didn't answer, Tony took it as his acceptance and his head dropped to Gibbs' lap. Pulling out Gibbs' cock Tony's tongue traced up its length then flicked across the head.
Gibbs groaned as he stared down at Tony.
Tony licked his lips then let himself suck in just the head of Gibbs' cock, then released it and let his tongue travel back down the length.
"Tony." Gibbs sighed.
"Tastes so good." Tony said as his lips again slide down over the head of Gibbs' cock.
Another moan.
Then Tony let his mouth slide down over Gibbs' entire length as he started bobbing up and down on Gibbs' cock.
"Shit." Gibbs growled as his hips came off the couch. His head fell back as his eyes closed, taken away by the feel of Tony's mouth on his cock. Tony's mouth was so warm around his cock it felt like his cock was on fire. Add to it the fact that Tony was taking his entire length down his throat and Gibbs felt his body shiver. Gibbs' hand dropped to Tony's back needing to touch the man in some way.
Tony felt the touch of Gibbs' hand, another indication of the pleasure Gibbs was lost in. He knew he would love the taste of Gibbs' cock, he wanted to make Gibbs come and drink from the man he had loved for years.
Gibbs knew he wasn't going to last much longer, it felt too good, and Tony was doing everything just right.
"You know just how to suck my cock." Gibbs groaned as his hand went to the back of Tony's head following the man's motions as he moved over his cock. "Feels too good. You're going to make me come."
At Gibbs words Tony increased his pace trying to push Gibbs over the edge.
"Tony." Gibbs growled. "I'm going to-"
He wasn't able to finish the sentence as the orgasm ripped through him and he came. Tony never moved away but let the release pour from Gibbs and into him. The fact that Tony stayed locked around Gibbs' cock as he came caused Gibbs to moan again. Even after the release had ended and Gibbs' body slowly calmed Tony still had his mouth around Gibbs' cock licking and sucking it. It caused Gibbs' body to shiver. Gibbs looked down at Tony and ran his hands over the back of Tony's head.
Taking it as a sign Gibbs wanted him to stop, Tony finally let his lips slid back up Gibbs' cock. Gibbs groaned again as his cock slipped from Tony's mouth.
"Damn." Gibbs growled as the loss of contact made his body physically ache. Taking a deep breath, Gibbs adjusted himself, zipping and buttoning his pants. He stood up and held out his hand to Tony.
Tony looked slightly puzzled but took Gibbs hand. Silently, Gibbs led Tony towards the stairs, and then slowly started up them, pulling Tony with him. It wasn't until they reached the bedroom door that Tony stopped.
Gibbs looked back at him surprised that he had stopped. "What's wrong? Isn't this what you want?"
Tony saw the concern on Gibbs face and he stepped closer. "Yes, more than you can imagine."
"They why did you stop?"
"I just." There was a paused.
Gibbs let go of Tony's hand and touch his face letting his thumb caress his cheek. "I want to make love to you. Let me."
Tony smiled as he took Gibbs' hand from his face and now led him into the bedroom. Gibbs followed compelled by some unseen force he couldn't explain. Stopping them by the side of the bed Tony let go of Gibbs' hand and walked over the overnight bag he had with him. He removed a small tube and put it on the bedside table. Gibbs saw it and even with no experience of having sex with men he knew what it was. As Tony returned to stand in front of him Gibbs let his hands touch Tony's hips and gently glide up along the side of his chest. Then Gibbs let his lips capture Tony's. He loved the feel of Tony's lips, so soft and warm, so full of lust, desire and need that Gibbs could taste it just from the kiss. And it was the sweetest thing Gibbs had ever tasted and he knew nothing would ever taste sweeter. With each kiss they shared Gibbs was over taken with the love that Tony felt for him and it made any doubt Gibbs had about their relationship fade away.
Gibbs' lips slowly left Tony's and he looked in Tony's eyes, seeing them already filled with need.
"Lift up your arms." Gibbs' voice was soft asking not demanding.
Tony complied and Gibbs pulled the Ohio state sweat shirt over his head and tossed it aside. Gibbs' eyes ran over Tony's now bare chest and his hands followed caressing slowly letting himself feel every peak and valley as he went. Tony sighed as the touch made him shiver. Gibbs hands traveled back down the bare flesh and stopped at the waist of Tony's jeans.
Reaching down Tony gently took Gibbs' hands. "Your turn, put your arms up."
Lifting his arms up, Tony removed Gibbs' sweatshirt and t-shirt as one item and it landed alongside Tony's shirt. Resting his hands on Gibbs' stomach he let his fingers explore their way up Gibbs' chest, feeling Gibbs sharp intake of breath as they moved.
Again, Gibbs found Tony's lips, but only for a moment as they moved down to his throat tasting the soft flesh with his kisses. Tony moaned as the kisses moved from his throat to the side of his neck and across his shoulder. Needing more, Gibbs' hands were sweeping across the skin of Tony's back discovering the way Tony's body moved under his touch. As his lips moved back across Tony's shoulder and to his neck, Gibbs' hands came back around to the waist of Tony's jeans. This time his fingers undoing the button, then slipping the zipper down.
Gibbs' eyes stared deep into Tony's as his hands touched Tony's hips pushing down on the jeans. Tony rotated his hips helping the jeans fall to the floor, and then pushed them out of the way. Gibbs' breath caught.
"Tony." He groaned as he realized there had been nothing underneath the jeans. Gibbs' hands drifted down the outside of Tony's thighs enjoying the feel of Tony's bare skin under his fingers.
Tony moaned his eyes closing as Gibbs' hands moved back up his thighs and over his hips to his back side. Gibbs' hands clutched each cheek before moving back to his hips.
Opening his eyes, Tony watched Gibbs' face as he let his hands undo his pants then forced them off his body. Just as quickly Tony pushed the boxers down. Gibbs stepped out and kicked them aside.
Just as Tony's hands were about to make contact with Gibbs' hips, Gibbs grabbed his wrist.
"Lay down." Gibbs said.
Tony looked at Gibbs, his eyes searching that face for what Gibbs was thinking.
"Please." Gibbs voice was calm but laced with hunger.
Tony nodded and climbed on the bed lying on his stomach. Gibbs crawled in next to Tony and whispered in his ear. "On your back."
Again Tony searched Gibbs' face for answers and after a moment Tony rolled over. Lying on his side Gibbs moved his body as close to Tony as possible. Then his hand was on Tony's chest exploring the man's body slowly and methodically. Gibbs wanted to lose himself in the vision of Tony, wanted to drink in the essence of him as Tony lay there completely exposed.
Tony's eyes closed as Gibbs explored his body. The touch was causing his body to burn with desire and need. Everything was fading, falling. He clutched the blanket beneath him like a lifeline to the world that was falling away from him. It seemed like Gibbs' hands were everywhere. On his chest, his stomach, his arms, his thighs. The anticipation and the slow pace Gibbs was using had Tony unable to speak. It was too much, yet not enough, it was painfully slow and erotically intoxication as if Gibbs wanted to touch every piece of him. Tony's lips opened slightly as his tongue darted out to moisten his dry lips.
Gibbs wanted to explore everything about Tony as if it would help him understand why he had this all consuming desire for the man. Plus he wanted to memorize it, what touch made Tony's body arch, what made him sigh, and what made him moan. He wanted to remember because he knew he would make love to Tony endlessly and there was so much more he wanted to experience with Tony.
Moving his body, Gibbs let himself hover over Tony's body. His lips landed on Tony's throat kissing slowly down his chest and stomach. He paused momentarily, looking up to see Tony staring down at him a look of wonder in his eyes. Gibbs let his eyes stay locked on Tony's as he held the base of Tony's cock and took the first tentative taste, letting his lips lick up its length.
Tony's back arched as he tried to keep his eyes focused on Gibbs. Another lick up its length and across the head. Tony moaned eager for Gibbs to continue. Gibbs let his lips suck the head of Tony's cock into his mouth, taking a moment before he let his lips slide down further on Tony's cock.
Tony sighed trying to keep himself from thrusting up into Gibbs' mouth. He knew Gibbs had never done this before and he wanted to let him go at his own pace.
Slowly Gibbs let his mouth move down over Tony's cock, then back up as he started to find a rhythm. He heard Tony moan and increased his speed slightly. Tony tasted salty and sweet and as Gibbs continued he felt his own desire grow. Feeling more confident and comfortable, Gibbs let his mouth slid down the full length of Tony's cock.
"Shit." Tony groaned. "Jethro."
Gibbs was now eagerly moving over Tony's cock feeding on him as if he were a last meal.
"Feels so good." Tony was quickly losing control surprised by Gibbs eagerness and skill, and the fact that it was Gibbs. Tony's head fell back and his eyes closed and he could no longer control his hips. He was slowly starting to thrust up into Gibbs' mouth as the need to come started to overtake him.
Gibbs was just as out of control loving the sounds that Tony was making and knowing he was pushing him to the edge.
Tony sighed. He was breathless and his body started to shake as he knew he was about to come.
"Jethro. I'm going to come." Tony tried to breath. "You need to decide if-"
Gibbs let his mouth come down hard on Tony's cock, burying Tony's cock down his throat.
"Jethro!" Tony cried out as he came thrusting into Gibbs mouth. His whole body trembled then he collapsed on the bed. A few moments later, Gibbs crawled back up Tony's body dropping kisses on his neck.
Tony finally lifted his head and touched Gibbs' face.
"Okay?"
Tony chuckled. "Yeah, more than okay."
"I have a feeling I'm going to want a lot more practice." Gibbs smirked.
"Oh god, any time." Tony paused. "I need to touch you."
Gibbs slid down on his side beside Tony and waited.
The touch was gentle at first, slow, controlled, as Tony's fingers played across Gibbs' chest snaking around to his back and running his fingers over the flesh. Gibbs sighed as he gave in to the sensation of Tony's touch. Then Tony's touch returned to his chest and grew needier as he moved down Gibbs' hips and over his outer thighs and back up. When Tony's fingers slid down the front of Gibbs' thighs Tony's touch was hungry and he was clawing his way across Gibbs' skin.
A moan escaped Gibbs' lips as he felt Tony's fingers brush across his cock. It was just a graze as Tony's hands moved back up Gibbs' stomach and chest. Tony's hand caressed Gibbs' cheek. Gibbs stared into Tony's green eyes.
"I want you inside me, please." Tony said his breathing labored. Searching Gibbs eyes for any sign of resistance, Tony saw none. He reached over and grabbed the lube, opened the top and put some in his hand. Then he wrapped his hand around Gibbs cock stroking it to apply the lube. Gibbs groaned, letting himself enjoy the momentary touch. Then it was gone as Tony rolled over onto his stomach and looked over at Gibbs.
Moving on the bed, Gibbs came behind Tony and grabbed his hips, forcing Tony to his knees. As Gibbs guided his cock towards Tony, he slid the head in, he moaned surprised at how tight Tony felt around him.
"More." Tony groaned.
Gibbs pushed further into Tony, still going slow.
"Jethro.." Tony sighed. "You don't have to go so slow."
It took Gibbs a moment but then he slammed into Tony. His hand clutching at Tony's hips
Tony balled his fists into the blanket. "God Yes."
And that was all it took, Gibbs was taking Tony in quick, fast thrusts, the raw need having taken over.
"Feels so good." Gibbs moaned and it did. His rational mind left him as he gave in to the sensation. There was nothing now outside him and Tony.
Tony moaned, having lost the ability to speak it was the only response he could offer. All he could feel was the continued thrust of Gibbs' cock and how good it felt. It was better than any fantasy he had ever had about Gibbs. In his fantasies Gibbs was always, demanding, wanting more from Tony, than he wanted to give back. But this had been completely different. Gibbs was tender, giving, meeting Tony's needs as much as his own. And it was driving Tony crazy and he never wanted the feeling to end.
"Tony." Gibbs called out the name as he came. His body overcome with the release he lunged into Tony burying himself deep inside as he held Tony's hips tightly against him. The orgasm was so intense Gibbs couldn't breathe and he didn't think breathing would have made it any easier. He forced himself to fall beside Tony, instead of on top of the man.
He laid there on his back forcing his lungs to take in air as he tried to calm his body. Tony moved towards him curling up against him, his head resting on Gibbs' chest. He listed as Gibbs' heartbeat slowly went from rapidly beating uncontrollable to a slow drumming sound.
Gibbs wrapped his arm around Tony as his body finally calmed somewhat.
"That definitely didn't live up to the fantasies." Tony sighed.
Gibbs looked over at Tony. "What?"
"It was so much better than any fantasy." Tony grinned.
