BTW, the first chapter was in Amu's point of view but I think most of you guys figured that out. So I wrote the first chapter then my friend, Elize wrote half of the next chapter/this one. So this is Ashley and Elize, hope you enjoy! :) EDIT 1/20/15: This chapter has also been revised but for some reason all my spacing lines have been deleted, so I really couldn't set off dialogue and small sections with spacing lines I could use a horizontal line but I feel the sections are way too small to do that, please tell me if I should just leave as this or use a ton more horizontal lines to separate it making it easier to read, I apologize and hopefully can get this fixed!
Chapter 2
Utau's POV
She used to be different. She was the BEST FRIEND EVER. Now she's a bitch, always telling lies to get her own friends in trouble. I still help her, knowing that she's still inside there somewhere, but as each day passes, my hopes lessen and lessen.
*Flashback*
Fourth Grade
I was the new student, the stupid retarded kid who didn't have any friends. I finally became friends with Yaya, and I was suddenly not a loner. Then, I met HER. She was the nicest kid ever, funny, smart, and VERY fragile. She wasn't desperate for friends, nor was she popular.
I thought she was the best friend ever; until she ruined my friendship with Yaya. Suddenly, she became selfish of her friends, and she wouldn't let Yaya join in any of our conversations or activities. She was protective of me, and I appreciated that, so I soon forgot about my dear friend, Yaya.
Sixth Grade
I had all my classes with her on the first day of school. I was overjoyed and we had lockers right on top of each other. I was mortified at what happened next. The counselors decided to choose me as one of the people to get a complete schedule change due to the large amount of kids in the class. I was suddenly a loner again….
Then she met Ikuto, the "guy of her dreams". They became best friends, and also became friends with Lulu. I was suddenly the third wheel, and at lunch, they would do whatever they could to ditch me. This was when I noticed her shift in attitude. I ignored the fact that she was becoming a different person, and instead tried to regain her original personality. NO SUCCESS.
7th Grade
7th grade was pure bliss. Ikuto was no longer in any of her classes, and she no longer abandoned me with my fury. Although she still mourned over not being able to talk to Ikuto, she was back to herself.
We also met a new friend, Amu, who was the joyful spirit in our group of friends. She was bubbly, and always "drunk" with laughter. I thought to myself when I met her; she doesn't know about what she's getting into, nor does she know that every wrong move she makes will result in a cruel punishment from a certain person.
Present Day
This is HELL, everyday, I suffer from her existence. She has classes with all her "friends", and Ikuto managed to ask her out! Who would even want to go out with that bitch? I am annoyed by her, but I can't hate her, because I always think about all the times she made me laugh, and I will always await her "return". Now she just feels like a big whore.
As my flashbacks ended, I sighed, and glanced around me. Science was my favorite class of the day, but I was too tired to deal with the idiots that surrounded me. I glanced at her, and thought of why I ever became friends with her. She flirted with Ikuto without a care in the world, it was obvious they were both cheating on each other anyway.
She called me over, after giggling with that high pitched piggle laugh, and I pretended to not hear her. I had enough of her for the day. I walked over to Amu, and noticed her change in attitude. WOW, she gets jealous fast. I started a conversation with Amu, but gave up after a while; there was nothing to talk about.
As I walked back over to my desk, I see Ikuto literally raping her. She's blushing, and then stabs him with a pen. What the fuck, was my reaction, as I watched him crumple to the ground in pain. She was truly evil, and I decided to finally help out.
"Idiot, what am I ever going to do with you?" I told her, frowning.
"I'm sorry, It was an automatic reaction, plus, I got nervous, because you weren't there to help me."
*MOMENT*
I saw the friend that I knew so well, just for a split second, then the moment was ruined, and she went back to flirting with every guy possible. Everyday, she comes back to life for a split second, but always abandons her feelings.
I know she's in there, but the question is; when will she come back? When will she stop hiding her inner personality? Or was this her inner personality all along finally coming out?
"Amu, are you there?" I glanced over at my nonchalant friend, and noticed how quiet she had gotten over the past year.
"What the hell do you want?" Amu replied, with a glare.
Silence rained down upon us for a long long time. I glanced back at Amu, she was just staring, staring at nothing.
"What in the world are you doing?" I said to Amu.
After a while she replied, "Nothing really," with a emotionless tone.
But somehow I could feel the sadness, she was so unhappy with this world she wanted to fix it as it continued deteriorating each day. I knew she wanted to restore it's former glory. That was the only thing she had to look forward in her life.
I don't know what happened but after he died she broke, she absolutely changed into a completely different person but unlike her it was a "positive change", she thought more negative than ever but didn't seek the harm of others for fun.
She didn't want to see anyone suffer like the way she did. To this day she still thinks its her fault he died, she blames herself for every single second. It's so hard for her to live with herself, but she'll continue living, living for him.
Then I saw her, she just came and was walking over to me, Amu quickly left. We talked for a while, me and her, about Amu.
"Omg, Amu is so annoying why does she still hang out with us? Like seriously gurl, you have got to do something about that bitch," she said in the most annoying "popular" girl tone.
"Wow," I thought.
This is gonna be a long day. But I just had to look cool in front of him. He was the pinnacle of my happiness, but in order to keep my facade up I ignored him and continued on with my usual routine, and dealing with her at the same time….. If I even lost him, I don't know if any happiness could continue to exist in my life.
Amu's POV
"What in the world are you doing?" said Utau.
I was just staring, staring at how people could so easily trust their lives with one another. I was observing, thinking, planning my revenge out, every little last detail.
These people were so stupid, this was school not some playground. They didn't even try to do their work, that bothered me so much. They should know that, it they didn't try now how would they even pass high school or even college. Life isn't all about fun, theres no such thing as luck in this world, if you want something you'll have to work hard for it.
"Nothing really," I replied with a bored emotionless yet smart tone. I was almost on the verge of tears, thinking back to that certain time where my life flashed before my eyes.
I then walked away trying to find someone else to talk to because she was approaching me and Utau. I didn't want to to deal with this piece of shit, not now.
I finally found Rima set aside from the super ultra popular group, she was an old friend but talking to her in front of the "popular ones" was awkward and quite uncomfortable. Both of us had an interest in taking her down, Rima wasn't too interested but she would do anything to help me. She just thought she was a nuisance and was on the verge of going beyond popular.
It's all his fault, that stupid bastard doesn't know what he got himself into, Ikuto, they actually truly love each other, well at least I think so. Utau says its a bit unrealistic and thinks he may be using her, but I didn't care cause in the end she'd get hurt both ways. After this couple formed officially things went from downhill to extreme hell.
Rima and I, talked for a few minutes about this "plan", until the most popular girl in school approached us, Nadeshiko. Surprisingly, with her sweet and nice attitude in elementary school she had the bad girl attitude: rebellious, fierce, and cool, hidden deep inside. She completely changed when middle school started.
As I walked into my 6th period class (the only class I have with Utau, that doesn't include her), I decided that today I was gonna finally tell her all my evil plans for her. I had noticed a bit of ignorance in her eyes she was certainly getting annoyed now. But as I approached Utau, a certain figure stopped me, Rima. Why? I can't possibly think of a reason…
Stay tuned for the next chapter! Who do you think She is? Don't worry guys the next few chapters will have much more dialogue and juicy gossip! Please Review!
~Ashley and Elize
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