Author Notes: Thank you to bdavisrulz, dianehermans, BDavisLScott23, eunice101, and Aprilbaby19 for all the reviews. And thanks to my partner in write, OMGOTH23 for keeping me focused and Dacia for everything else. This chapter is a flashback to the early days of the relationship. Next chapter will be back to the present. I hope you guys like it.

It feels like we've never been alive… – Chapter 2 – This was the moment it all changed…

Every day I found myself changing.

Because that's what love does.

It changes you. And I had always hoped it would change me for the better. But now sitting here today, I can honestly that love can the way you see the entire world.

Especially when you meet that one person who can make the world seem a little less dark. You can find yourself doing things that you never thought you could do.

And accepting things that you probably shouldn't…

April 22nd 2006

Brooke was flat on her back with her boyfriend Lucas Scott's lean muscular naked body hovering over her. She could feel his eyes roaming all over her body. This wasn't the first she had been naked in front of a boy but this was the first time she was crazy in love with the boy. She knew what was about to happen and even though she had sex before, being there with Lucas made everything seem more intense. There was nothing extraordinary about the day they had spent together. They had just gone to see a movie together but everything Lucas did was perfect. When she got to his house he was wearing a new outfit that made him look amazing. No guy had dressed up for her. He told her that he just wanted to look nice for her.

"Pretty Girl…are you sure that you want to do this?" Lucas whispered from above.

"I'm a big girl, Lucas. And yes, I have never wanted anything more." Brooke whispered back.

They got back to his place and she was on him before they even got in the door all the way. There was this fire that felt like it was burning away her soul and the only way she knew how to contain it was to kiss him. The kiss led to clothes being pulled off and that led to them being in the bed together. She was in a haze. Everything seemed like a dream and she hoped that she would never wake up from it.

"I need you inside…" Brooke started to stay but Lucas kissed her before she could say anything more.

"Sssh…I know…" Lucas said and reached down into the space between them.

Brooke moaned as she felt the head of Lucas' member gently push and part her entrance. Her remaining thoughts vanished from her head and all she could focus on was the way he felt inside of her. She tilted her back towards and bit her bottom lip. He wasn't too big or too small, he was nice. Her mind was swirling. She was falling in love with him and amazed at how her center was reacting to just the tip of his member being inside of her.

"Ahh-shit…damn…" Brooke panted.

Lucas finally pushed himself all the way inside of Brooke's walls and the cheerleader couldn't believe it. She was very close to finishing and they had barely started. This was heaven. It had to be. He was some kind of angel that was made for especially for her. Lucas slowly withdrew from her but not all the way. He quickly plunged himself back into her and Brooke hooked her legs underneath his ass so her calves were resting on the back of his thighs. Her right hand grabbed onto the small of his back and her left hand gripped the back of his neck. Brooke crossed her ankles and used her leverage to make Lucas press into her some more. He groaned from Brooke pushing him in deeper.

"Do you like this, Pretty Girl…do you like the way I feel…" Lucas placed his lips Brooke's neck and began sucking her flesh into mouth. Brooke gritted her teeth from his actions and pushed her ankles forward, causing Lucas' member to plunge as far as it could go inside. She grunted as Lucas made these short but powerful thrusts into her. He was actually making the bed slam into the wall. Brooke wanted to scream. She wanted let everyone that could hear her that Lucas Scott was giving the best sex she had ever had. And she didn't want him to ever stop.

"Uhh-uhh-uhh…I-I love it..I f-fucking luv it… "Brooke released her grip on the back of his neck and put her hand on the headboard to keep it from leaving a dent in the wall. She looked down in between her bodies hoping to catch a glimpse of what was going inside of her. He felt so goddamn good.

"This is all mine, Pretty Girl…isn't it?" Lucas's sweat was starting drip onto Brooke's face and she did feel like she belonged to him. She knew from the bottom of her heart that she would always belong to Lucas Scott. As he continued pumping in and out with an almost aggressive pace, Brooke's mind was racing. She had never felt this good from being with someone. However there was something different about this.

She hadn't came yet.

"Tell me Pretty Girl who does this belong to…"Lucas grunted as he pounded himself into her. She just couldn't understand it. She released her ankles from behind him and Lucas grabbed her leg and placed it on his shoulder. It allowed him actually get a little further inside of her. He made one smooth motion and slid in further than he had been before and the tip of his member bumped against something.

"UNNH….it's all y-yoursssss…do that again…" Brooke hissed into his ear.

Lucas pushed himself into Brooke, hitting the spot inside of her once more. Brooke let go of the head and began pulling at his exposed back. She was dragging her nails across his back, not hard enough to leave any marks but enough to let Lucas know he was doing everything right. The bed continued slamming into the wall over and over but by this point, Brooke didn't care anymore.

"UHH…d-don't ..UNNH S-Shit…ah…ah…ssstop…do it again…Pleeez…" Brooke could feel something. This something was coming from somewhere way deep inside of her. It felt like a little tingle around her belly button. With each push, the tingle seemed to be traveling down an invisible path from her belly to her center. Lucas let Brooke's leg down and turned her (without pulling out of her) so that she was on her side. He straddled her right leg so it underneath him and her backside was flush against his waist. After that, he grabbed her arm so she was turned and her breasts were facing him. He held his hand on her wrist and pushed into Brooke once again.

"Stay with me, Pretty Girl…I know you can take it...can't you?" Lucas grunted. His every thrust was making it feel like he was trying to push the bed through the wall and into the next room. Brooke arched her back slightly to give some resistance which made her cheeks slapped against Lucas. The tingle continued building up and moving outwards from her center. She was feeling it going into her thighs and up into her breasts. It was an unbelievable feeling.

"D-damnnnn it…wha' th' fuck are you doin to meeee…" Brooke squealed.

"I am so fuckin' close Pretty Girl…Turn over for me…" Lucas turned her over so she was on all fours. Her dark brown hair was plastered all over her face with sweat and even though Lucas had exited her for the moment, the tingle was still swarming throughout her body. She was barely knew what day it was anymore. When Lucas's hands gripped her hips, she started gently pushing herself back into him. All that could be heard in the room was Lucas's low grunts and the sound of Brooke's backside slapping against him in a slow and steady rhythm. The tingle which had finally spread all over Brooke's body had caused her to collapse on the bed. Her hands balled up the bed sheet into her fists and grunted with each plunge Lucas made inside of her. Then suddenly, Lucas hit that spot again. The one that had made the tingles start in the first place. And the tingles that had been flowing all over body began going off and turning into full fledged fireworks. Lucas grabbed her waist and started quickening his movements.

"Brooke…shit…" He was close to finishing but she didn't even notice that he was saying anything. The muscles inside of her were contracting and her breathing changed into more of a panting.

"Lucas…Lucas…Lucas…Lucas…" Brooke began chanting his name like she was trying to cast a spell. The brunette was sure that she had had an orgasm before. In fact she knew that she had one. Her body was her playground more than once and she knew that when she did it for herself, Brooke Davis always came. But this was something that she had never felt before. She could feel this in her heart. She could feel it in her soul.

She loved him.

There was no denying it.

"Oh…oh my god…oh migawd…LUCAS!" Brooke screamed as her inner walls contracting over and over again around her his member once more. Her entire body shuddered as the explosions that were occurring underneath her skin finally began to slow down and felt a feeling of euphoria floated around her head. She didn't know what happened next. It all seemed like a blur to her. Lucas had turned back over so they were once again in the missionary position again. He continued his thunderous pace and she was enjoying the feeling of him still but her orgasm had pretty much left her in a lingering and pleasant state of ecstasy.

"I am sssoooo close…." Lucas groaned from above. He covered in sweat and his body was glistening from it. Brooke was just as sweaty. The sheets underneath her were soaked and sticking to her back. And she was pretty sure that she was lying in the wet spot that her orgasm brought on. He made another heavy thrust into her.

"Lucasss…pleeze…uhh…just cum…I don' care where…" Brooke moaned. As soon as the words were in the air, Lucas had pulled out of her and was straddling her stomach. Lucas began pulling at himself but Brooke reached out for it. Lucas let it go immediately so Brooke could hold it. She wrapped her slender fingers around it and began stroking him up and down. He was still very slick from being inside of her so he didn't need that much help. She pulled on him one more time and that was it.

"Fuck…" He spilled himself all over Brooke's stomach and some of it managed to splash onto her breasts. She smiled as she left the warm liquid splash onto her skin. Brooke felt like she and Lucas were connected. That it went beyond words and she had finally found the one person who really understand her mind and her body. It was so nice that she was able to make feel good and she held arms out for Lucas to hold her.

But he didn't.

"What?" Lucas asked.

"D-don't you wanna…I-I mean I just thought..." Brooke stammered. What did she say wrong?

"Sorry, I don't really do the cuddling afterwards thing…I am going to get some cereal or something…" He got up off of Brooke leaving her lying there with his 'mess' still on her body. He grabbed a towel and tossed onto the bed.

"You can use that…if you need anything else just ask…" Lucas grabbed his boxers quickly pulled them back on and did the same with his pants. He was gone before Brooke could say anything else. She sat on the edge of the bed and wrapped the towel around her naked body. She didn't know what to think about what had just happened. He had just taken her to a place that she didn't know her body could go to and then left her sitting there all alone. She picked up her clothes and went into the bathroom that connected to his room. She closed the door tightly behind her. Brooke kept her back to mirror. She couldn't even look at herself. How could he treat like that? She felt a few tears roll down her face. Is this what it was always going to be like? She pulled her into a loose ponytail, dropped the towel on the counter, climbed into the shower and turned the water on.

"Why… why would he…"

The tears streamed down her face as she frantically scrubbed his orgasm off of her body. Why had the universe played such a horrible trick on her? Nobody had ever made her feel so good one second and so completely worthless the next. All she wanted was to finish her shower and then get the hell away from Lucas Scott.

10 minutes later…

Brooke opened the door to the bedroom and before she could come out into the room; Lucas was wrapping his arms around her. Her heart fluttered from the embrace and her arms slid around him. She took a deep breath and inhaled his scent deeply. She wanted to stay mad at him but being close to him seemed to make everything fade into the background like white noise.

"I'm sorry Pretty Girl. I am just…I am just not a touchy feely person. But I won't let that happen again. Ok?" Lucas whispered into the embrace.

Brooke held her breath. She thought about telling him the truth. Telling him that he made her feel cheap, unwanted and unloved all in one swoop. Then something happened. Being close to him seemed to just erase any of the doubts she that had appeared in her mind. She let it go. All that mattered was that he was sorry and she knew that he didn't like to cuddle afterwards. But at least she had him and she wanted to do anything to make him happy.

"Yeah I am not into that either…old habit I guess…" Brooke smiled and let Lucas go.

"Really?" Lucas sounded like he didn't believe her at all.

"Yeah just be sure to clean up your mess next time…" Brooke playfully swatted his arm. All that mattered was that he did really care about her and she knew that he was the only person that could have that effect on her. And that he was the only person who wanted her. She didn't want to admit it but no matter what he did, Brooke would always find a way to forgive him.

Even if that meant she had to swallow her own feelings to do it.

To Be Continued…