Disclaimer: I do not know Twilight, Stephenie Meyer does

Edward's P.O.V

I never thought my life would turn out the way it did. It felt like a transition turning you this way and that way, change after change. At first I thought my life was just boring, doing the same thing everyday, going the same places, and seeing the same people. Now its so …. How can you put it full I guess that's a way to put it.

Its like a dream not knowing what to expect. Like in a dream at first everything goes the way its suppose to. You meet people you'd never expect, you go places you never dream of and you do the unimaginable, then everything change for the worst just like a transition turning you this way and that way

The changes just keep on coming, like opening a door to your life you don't want to go through because you know its nothing good, but it draws you in. When you see it like wow pretty colors but it actually it foreshowing something evil, demonic but then again it could be a life learning lesson.

When you get inside that open door you don't want anybody in because you they would get tainted by even getting close to it, even if its someone you care about, because they don't fit into your world unlike you do, but if you let that person in you never know how that person could impact your life, it could be a good thing or a bad thing, then you could see if your open door could turn into something really spectacular. Just because of a transition turning you this way and that way.

That what happen in my life, the one transition after the other, after about a year ago. My life was simple I had a mom a dad and my closest family of a aunt uncle and

other cousins.

I was semi-happy I guess. My life wasn't merely exciting but I couldn't complain. I guess I felt like something was missing. Unlike my parents I knew they weren't happy. My mother Elizabeth Masen was always out working late out night . My father Edward Masen senior disagreed. He was always up waiting for my mother to get home always drinking vodka. He wasn't much of a father to me, always working

They were always arguing, always accusing my mother of cheating. I know that would never happen my mom loves my father and I, I was her son Edward.

So here I was in my room on my bed with my Bleeding Drops of Red, my poem book. I called it that because that is where I can pour my heart out and your heart doesn't bleed out sweat.

They were arguing

Something was listening

Wishing they were semi- happy

"Edward." I heard Emmett my cousin call outside my window as I was finishing my poem.

He was adopted by my aunt and uncle Esme and Carlisle Cullen who was also Adopted Alice his sister. Jasper and Rosalie are Carlisle and Esme birth children. Emmett who was dating Rosalie.

"coming." I Yelled toward my window at Emmett who doesn't know how to use the door.

I ran down the stairs not wasting any time. Because I knew how Emmett didn't have patience. I saw my mom sitting at the diner table with coffee in her hands, and newspaper in front of her

"see you later mom." I said as I gave a kiss on her cheek.

" Do you mind if I stay over at Carlisle and Esme tonight." I asked

" No problem, you just as well because your father is staying out late working on a case." she said sighing.

My father the lawyer and my the waitress at a restaurant named Point Blank here in forks. Staying out late again I wonder if he's the one cheating who never has time for me.

"Have a nice day at school sweet heart." She said as I walked out the door.

See I thought to myself, she is happy

I throw my bag over my shoulder and walked out the door toward Rosalie's BMW. Emmett stuck his head out of the car like a dog and said

"What took you so long , what were you doing making out with your mother." He said laughing at his own joke.

I shook my head "no I was making out with your mom." I said with a smirk.

"Not cool man." he said as I got into the car.

" Can you both just shut up, your getting on my nerves!" Rosalie yelled as she put her car into drive. I slide in the back seat and nudged Jasper.

"What's wrong with her I mouthed to him." He just shrugged.

It was very quiet on our way to school, we didn't want to tick off Rosalie. I had first period with Alice, English. Jessica Stanley always had a extra seat next to hers but I always tried to avoid her flirting. So I sat next to Alice. She was the one person who knew me, I didn't have to hide anything with Alice. She always felt like a sister to me.

"Are you OK." she whispered to me as we sat into our chairs for a English test.

I nodded as Mr. Banks sat a paper in front of me.

The passed slowly, I didn't want nothing more than to get away fro the school. We piled into Rosalie's car going to their house.

'so Eddie you coming over to our place?" he asked with a grin

"first of all stop calling me Eddie, and secondly yes I am."

"Good I want to kick your ass in some Dead or Alive.'' He said.

"we'll see who ass would be kicked."

We walked into the Cullen's house and saw Esme Cleaning up in the living room, who is was my mother's sister.

"Hey kids how are you." She asked as she gave everyone a kiss even me. It felt good that she considers me apart of the family. Carlisle my uncle wasn't home, still at the hospital the surgeon.

Then we went up the stairs into Emmett's room to play some Dead or Alive. Jasper came with us while the girls were up in their rooms talking fashion I guess. Emmett beat me with Ninja Giden. While I beat Jasper with Helana.

We went down the stairs for dinner. We weren't really talking. I hardly looked up from my plate until my uncle walked in from worked. He had slick back blonde hair about ''6'2 with blue eyes just like Rosalie. I considered him my hero even though I wouldn't tell my father that who was a drunk. He greeted everybody and kissed Esme on the lips who blushed. Everybody was like eww a get room. Emmett was the loudest. Not me I just stared. I was jealous how easy it was for him to be near her. He looked at her and you could see that he really loved her, like she was the only person in the world. My parent who argue all the time don't have that. My train of thought broke when I heard….

"Edward son your staying over right?" I smiled when he called me son.

"yes, I just have to get a change of clothes, can I be excused?" I asked

"Of course" he said.

I got up from the table and walked to my house. My house wasn't that far from theirs, but their house was bigger then mines because they had six people living their and sometimes me. I saw a car parked in front of my house. I knew That it wasn't my father's car. I ignored it and went up stairs to my room to pack some clothes.

I was digging in my draws when I heard a noise. First I thought I was outside but then I heard it again coming from next door my parents room. I gathered my things and walked out of my door. As I walked down the hall the noise got louder and louder. I froze when I realized it was my mother voice. The door was ajar I peeked in and saw my mother sprawled across the bed naked with her legs propped open with some guy head between there.

"Oh James" she said as she guided his head in the right spot of her pussy.

I ran out of the there so fast I was out the door. I stopped in front of the house to catch my breath. That scene was replayed backed in my head. I doubled over and threw up tonight's dinner. By the time I got back to My uncles house it was pitch black. I walked into the house with my eye wide open. Esme saw me and ran to my side.

"Edward Sweetheart whats wrong" she asked concerned

"nothing, I think I'm going to go to sleep" I said in a dazed.

I trudged up the stairs into my room which was the guest room. I couldn't wrap my mind of what I just saw. I just flopped down onto the bed and tried to go to sleep.

A/N: I hope you like it. Don't worry Bella is coming soon. It is a E/B story. Please Review. (Likes , dislikes, Criticisms, questions) thank you

I Know my poetry sucks but it was all I came up with in a short amount of time