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This is Part 2 Out of 3.
Causing Pain
By Waterrain
My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
"Take off your shirt, da." Russia managed to say to Lithuania who simply nodded at him and he bite down onto his lip until there was blood.
"Yes, Russia." Lithuania commented softly as he took off his shirt and had his hands flat against the stone wall.
"You are my favorite, but there is no need to tell anyone." Russia whispered softly, he gently grabbed the long black whip, and then blinked away the tears that were gathering into his violet eyes. General Winter had threatened him that he would do the same things to Lithuania that he had done to Russia and that was when he had accepted for no one deserves to be touched in such a way against their will.
"The ones from before have mostly healed." Russia stated in a low voice, he felt the whip marks from the previous week, and Lithuania trembled slightly at the cool touch against his back. Russia moved his hand from Lithuania's back and held the whip tightly in his hands.
Lithuania bite back a cry at the feel of Russia's whip on his back without mercy, he closed his eyes tightly, and bared with the pain. He knows about what General Winter does to Russia, his eyes had seen it for himself a couple of nights, and overheard the winds whispering threats to Russia. Lithuania had heard General Winter's final threat to Russia and knew he would be receiving whippings on his back for an unknown amount of time.
I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames
"Russia, I know what he did to you." Lithuania muttered softly into Russia's right ear and held the silently crying Russian. "I'm alright, I do not mind the scars, and it is thanks to you that I was not raped. I know that he took you against your will and I was powerless to help you."
"I'm sorry." Russia whispered in a trembling voice and he carefully felt Lithuania's back. "I caused you scars and pain."
Lithuania kissed Russia gently on the lips and held him loosely.
"Mine will heal, but it will take time just like yours Russia. It is not noticeable like the scars on my back, but I know about your unseen scars that are not visible for the world to see or notice. " Lithuania said in a comforting tone and he felt him shiver in his arms.
"It will take time to become use to such things, Lithuania. You are warm not cold like him. I'm happy about your warm and brightness despite the coldness found here, da. You are my beautiful sunshine, my perfect sunflower, and my forgiving angel." Russia muttered softly and then closed his violet eyes. Lithuania sighed softly and kissed the top of Russia's head.
"You can be so sweet at times, Russia." Lithuania commented to himself and he laid Russia down onto the bed.
After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Russia was sleeping by Lithuania's side and whimpering quietly in his sleep.
"Russia, It's okay. Wake up." Lithuania said to him and he touched Russia's damp cheeks. His hand was grabbed, he looked at those violet eyes wide in fear, and then Russia moved his hand from Lithuania.
"Sorry about that Lithuania." Russia stated quietly and he tensed up slightly from Lithuania's touch, but then reminded himself that Lithuania is not General Winter and his hands are full of warmth along with kindness not sheer coldness.
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
Russia was placing soft and gentle kisses onto the scars on Lithuania's back.
"You do not have to do this Russia." Lithuania muttered and his cheeks were burning at the feeling of Russia's lips on his back.
"I want to help bring beauty from your pain. Maybe this will help those scars heal faster, da." Russia whispered to him and then gave Lithuania one last kiss on his back.
"There is no need. I wish that I could do the same for you." Lithuania told him and then he hugged Russia. There was a slight amount of tension, nerviness, and he could hear Russia's breath quicken a little bit.
"My pain and hurt is not visible like yours Lithuania as you already know." Russia managed to say and he looked away for a moment from Lithuania. "I'm happy your pain is not the same as mine."
"I would trade it with yours Russia." Lithuania stated quietly, Russia put a hand over Lithuania's lips, and tears spilled from his violet eyes.
"No don't ever say that again Lithuania. I don't wish for you to have the same or trade yours with mine." Russia said in a broken voice and shaking his head quickly. Lithuania moved his hand away and then gave Russia a faint kiss on the lips.
"I love you, Russia. I want to help you and I want you to know that I would not ever take your body against your will." Lithuania whispered in a comforting voice and he held Russia's hands. "We can go at a smaller than a snail's pace. We can heal each other and I hope you can accept my love for you. It is not lust nor do I wish to make you feel powerless or helpless. I simply love you and wish one day you will not tense at my small touches or hugs."
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