Losing him hurt more than the punishment for being with him.
It wasn't like she wanted to fall for him in the first place. It wasn't like she had a choice, really. She couldn't chose who she fell in love with.
That was their argument after they were found out.
It was somewhere between the tangled sheets and shared smiles and crumpled notes ending M.W. loves F.W in a heart that Lucy connected the dots.
Solace comes in the form of stupid love songs and long drives and unsent love letters.
He isn't much better and they can't even fall apart together.