authors note: here's the thing this chapter is running really really long and i haven't even gotten to Nina and Fabian's date (read the story to get what I'm talking about) or the rest of the drama that's going to happen so I'm uploading the first part of the chapter and ill work on the second part and have it up by next weekend. I'm so happy with the amount of reviews i got. 13! to anonymous reviewers: bobby ,Bubbles ,
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Fabian's Point of View: Shortly after Nina finished her song and left.
Whoa. I didn't know I made her so mad. Stupid stupid stupid! Of course I made her mad I left her without an explanation! I turned around to see Mick and Alfie looking at me judging my reaction. I'm not sure where Jerome went but I can only assume that he followed the girls out.
"Hmm Mick do you think Nina made her feelings clear to Fabian?" Alfie asked sarcastically.
"Why yes Alfie yes i do." Mick said glaring at me. After his statement they both walked away angrily.
I walked back to the house wondering what I should do. I came to the conclusion that I needed to confront Nina. It was already getting late so I figured I would do it the next day.
The Next Day- Nina's Point of View
I woke up to Amber sitting on my bed bouncing up and down. I was confused until I remembered what had happened the next day. Ahh revenge is sweet.
"Yes Amber did you need something?" It was a friday (a/n its friday friday gotta get down on friday! everybodys lookin forward to the weekend weekend! god i hate that song) but we had the day off because of the late night yesterday.
"What did it feel like?" Amber asked anxiously.
"What did what feel like?" I asked.
"Looking into your exes face and seeing everything that you'd been feeling." She asked.
"Um I'm not sure how to respond to that so I'm just going to walk away." I replied . She shrugged and got off my bed walking towards her mirror. I got out of bed and walked down to the bathroom. Mara and Patricia passed me and they each high fived me which I guess was understandable. What I didn't understand though was why when I finished in the bathroom Mick, Jerome, and Alfie all high fived me.
"What is it high five Nina day?" I asked.
"We're just really proud of the fact that you finally stood up for yourself." Jerome replied laughing. I sat back down at the table and ate breakfast. When Fabian walked into the room everyone stopped talking, moving, BREATHING even. It was totally silent.
"Nina may I speak with you for a moment?" Fabian asked quietly. But not quietly enough because Jerome heard.
"Why do you wanna talk to her Fabian! So you can leave her alone to rot like you did last time!" He asked his voice rising towards the end.
"Jerome it's fine." I said softly touching his arm.
"Nina can we talk now please?" Fabian asked again.
I got up from my seat and walked out the door, feeling Jerome glare at Fabian. We walked outside to the front of the house before I stopped.
"What do you want Fabian." I was pissed and he could tell because I didn't call him Fabes or Fabe or any other nickname. I could've called him jackass but that didn't seem appropriate at the time.
"An apology." He replied simply. (a/n DONT HURT ME! HE'LL STOP BEING STUPID IN A SECOND)
"I'm sorry I think I misheard you. Want do you want?" I asked in disbelief.
"You heard me I want an apology. You went too far last night and completely embarassed me in front of the whole school." He said angrily.
Now your probably expecting for me to say that I was rationale and walked away from the fight but um your wrong.
"YOU INCONSIDERATE ASSHOLE! I WENT TO FAR! I EMBARASED YOU ! I OWE YOU AN APOLOGY! YOUR FRICKEN CRAZY. YOU LEFT ME WITH NO EXPLANATION! I WAS HURT AND SHOCKED AND UPSET AND YOU DESERVED TO FEEL EVERYTHING I'VE FELT OVER THE PAST FEW WEEKS!" I shouted angrily.
"YOUR JUST MAD BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANYMORE!" Fabian screamed angrily.
He did not just say that. I thought.
Fabian's Point of View:
Shit I can't believe I said that. It was a lie created from anger. What is wrong with me? O god she's crying.
Nina's POV
I felt the tears dripping down my face before I knew I was crying. I saw Amber and Jerome running outside with the rest of the house on their tails.
"Nina we heard the shout - WHAT DID YOU DO!" I heard Jerome shout after seeing me crying and Fabian glaring. I was still looking down as I had been since Fabian's words. I heard a CRACK and when I looked up Fabian's nose was bleeding. Mick picked me up and carried me inside. He set me down on my bed and Amber, Mara, and Patricia clustered around me trying to find out what happened. I told them all to go away though so I could sleep. They left and I cried until I thought my tears ran out. Then I cried some more. My last thought before I fell asleep was Yeah my plot for revenge worked sooo well ... NOT.
Meanwhile- Fabian's Point of View
"HOLY CRAP JEROME WHAT WAS THAT FOR!" I screamed after Jerome punched me in the face. Mick just ran Nina inside the house and was reemerging from the house. Alfie was holding Jerome back from hitting me again but looked dangerously close to letting him go.
"WHAT WAS THAT FOR? WHAT WAS THAT FOR? YOU MADE HER CRY! MULTIPLE TIMES! YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST PUNCHED MY SISTER IN THE FACE.." Jerome screamed back. (a/n this came out really confusing im trying to say that jerome sees nina as a little sister and fabian making her cry made him feel as horrible as it would if his real sister-tht i just created-was punched in the face)
I was speechless. I didn't know he and Nina had gotten that close. Trudy ran outside shortly after Jerome's statement, saw the blood dripping out of my nose, and threw me into her car, speedng away to the E.R. When I got back home everyone was shooting glares at me. Except for nina she was asleep.
"I can't believe you. I just can't believe you of all people would have Nina then let her go. Hurting her in the process might I add." Mick said.
"Why is everyone so upset about this? It was my choice to leave Nina." I answered back looking down.
"Are you sure about that Fabian. Cause from here it looks like your doubting yourself." Mick replied. I could feel everyone in the room staring at me as I answered.
"No I'm not sure. I feel like someone-" I glared at Joy when I said this (a/n gasp i didnt see tht coming either and im writing) "-has been influencing all my decisions lately." I finished. At my words everyone turned to look at Joy who had been silently watching since the day I "broke up" with Nina.
"Silly Fabes." Joy said sounding a tiny bit crazy. "Even if I WAS influencing your decisions you wouldn't have to listen to me."
"But that's where your wrong Joy." said Amber standing up. Joy looked shocked that Amber was confronting her. "We all know that before you left you and Fabian were thick as theives. He craved your attention and advice. Now if you were to I don't know slowly fill his head with horrible thoughts about Nina he would believe you and in the end would follow YOUR advice and leave her."
Suddenly it all came back to me in a rush of flashbacks. Nina showing me a necklace she liked when I asked what she wanted for her birthday. Joy saying Nina only picked it because it was so expensive and I have money. Nina cooking me a healthy dinner. Joy saying it was because she thought Trudy's cooking was making me fat. Nina hanging out with Jerome and Alfie. Joy saying it was because Nina was tired of me. Nina talking to one of her ex-boyfriends on the phone. Joy saying it was because she wanted to get back together with him and try a long distance relationship.
Joy convincing me that Nina wasnt the one when I asked her what engagement ring I should get. (a/n their 18)
"Oh shit!" I said. I suddenly burst up and started pacing the floor. "Amber I hate to say this but your right." I turned towards Joy pointing my finger in accusations. "Why'd you do it Joy. I get that you like me but why'd you ruin everything between Nina and I. Right now instead of arguing with you while she sleeps -probably waking up in tears every five minutes- I could be with her planning our wedding."
"You act like it's all my fault! You made decisions for yourself to! You listened to me but you didn't need to you follow my advice. Now instead of you being with that american you can be with me and we can live happily ever after. Now we should probably go pick out rings now right. I mean I want a summer wedding and it's already March!"
"Holy crap this chick is crazy!" I heard Mara exclaim from behind me.
"I'm going to go talk to Nina." I said while beginning to walk out the door.
"Fabian stop." I heard Patricia say once sounding defeated. I turned back to see her sitting on the couch by Jerome leaning into his side as if those two words took all the energy from her.
"Just stop." She repeated. "Do you really think she's gonna want to listen to you right now. You broke her heart, made her cry, and left her alone. She wants to hate you but she can't. The best thing to do now is leave her alone. Let her cool off then see what can happen."
"I suppose your right." I said finally. "I'll just talk to her in the morning."
"No Fabian Patricia's wrong." Amber said. "Go talk to her now. She just woke up. Patricia was right about one thing though. Nina can't hate you because she's still in love with you."
"Really?" I asked. "Really. Now go!" Amber said. I sprinted up the stairs as fast as I could ignoring Joy's cries from behind me. When I reached Nina's door I knocked softly.
"Amber go away. I dont want to talk right now." I heard Nina murmur.
"It's not Amber." I said as I opened her door.
She gasped quietly and burrowed deeper into her blankets and pillows. "Go away!" I heard her grumble. "I don't want to talk to you all you do is yell at me and I don't want to hear anymore." She finished her sentence and it was dead quiet. Until I heard the tiny little sobs coming from under her pillow. God break my heart why don't you. I thought.
"Nina please don't cry. You're breaking my heart when you cry. Please don't cry." I said as I walked over and sat on her bed. I akwardly rubbed her back in circles trying to calm her down. She stuck her head out from under her pillows and shoved the blankets off. Shocked at her sudden movement I inched away from her.
"What do you want Fabian!" She said. Well this was going well.
"I want to say that I'm sorry." I said "Joy's been manipulating me since she came back to the house. She convinced me that you were wrong for me. She even convinced me not to marry you." I laughed once without humor. "The point is I want you to know that even if you hate me, I still love you." I got up to leave. I was halfway to the door when Nina called me back.
"Fabian. Wait come back I think we need to talk." She said. "I still love you to. But now I'm not sure if I can trust you. I mean you let JOY mess us up. Joy who is so blatantly in love with you. Right now if what you said was true we could be planning our wedding instead of having this discussion. But now I'm not sure what to think."
"So you would have said yes." I asked.
"Of course. I was in love with you. But seriously out of everything I just said that's the only part that stays with you." She replied.
"Was as in past tense. Your not in love with me anymore." I asked quietly.
"I don't know" She answered.
"I'm still in love with you." I said looking down. I felt a pair of thin arms wrap around me and pulled myself into her embrace. I had really missed this. I looked down at my shirt when I noticed it was getting stained by her tears. I held her tightly while she cried wondering if her crazy moods were caused by me or pms. When she finished crying she looked up at me. I unwrapped myself from her hug (reluctantly) and waited to see what she would say.
"What are we gonna do Fabian?" She cried. "Look at us we can't be around each other without getting upset! We still love each other but part of me doesn't trust you and I know that a part of you is still mad at me because of what happened last night. I don't think this is gonna work out!"
"Ok Nina here's what I think we should do." I said my voice strengthened by her words. She looked up shocked at the fierceness of my tone. "How about we go on one date. Just one. And if we find that we dont want to be together by the end of that date we can go back to being friends and act like none of this never happened. What do you say?"
"Yes" She said quietly. I hugged her again and she pressed herself closer to me squeezing the life out of me in the process. Not that I minded. I had missed her.
"I missed you too." She said. Well I guess I said that out loud.
"FABINA RETURNS!" We heard Amber screech from the doorway. We looked up to see everyone in the doorway smiling. Well except Joy but no one cares what she she said something that chilled us to the bone.
"I will have you Fabes. Even if it's the last thing YOU do." She said while stalking off.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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